Desteni - Equality and Oneness

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Transcribed and typed by Hitler through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 03/2007

Index of Bookmarks

• I AM GOD

• I, Hitler – taking the place of God on Earth

• My encounter with World Systems

• My Armour against World Systems

• Who is this God whom has forsaken us?

• Armour as Purpose

• I AM BECOMING

• How I see systems and demons

• Finding the reason for the existence of the creatures I encountered

• The conclusion/answer to what I found

• Finding a directive outcome to the conclusion

• LOVE, SEX, MONEY – A SYSTEMATIC SPECTACLE

• MY OBSERVATIONS AND PERSPECTIVES OF THE WORLD

• HOW I AM STANDING UP

• Personal experience with demons

• How I will destroy the demons

• WORDS TO MY PEOPLE

• How I started

• The only choice that existed in my world

• The path I walked

• OBSERVING

• Religious observation

• The conclusion to the observations

PART 1 – I am God

I Hitler – taking the place of God on Earth

I am surveying the incompetence of humanity – humans are sheep who needs, desires and wants a leader to direct them in life to tell them exactly what to do. You have no purpose without someone standing on the stage of the world – taking over all that you have, your freedom, what you are and telling you how to live.

Follow me, you sheep, who can't think for yourselves – I will think for you. You who have sold yourselves to me you will become my worshippers as I have the answer to which you seek. I have your lives in the palm of my hand – follow me and I will show you what is possible if you dare to stand with me. I am here to answer this call, as you have given me the opportunity to stand as a leader for all in my beloved country.

I am ambitious, intolerable to the circumstances of the stature of this country. I desire purpose and I am giving myself a purpose. I am the leader, the god of this country. I will become as God for my people and so it will be. I will transcend God as God has given up on his people – I will not give up on my people.

I will have to take over most of the land and countries that stretch far and beyond us, to position myself to save all from the imperviousness of existence on this Godforsaken planet and country.

I declare now – that I will show God and prove to all, that he does not care, He laughs in the destruction and squealing of pain and hunger and sickness that all endure on the planet earth. He has done nothing of worth to be considered respectable to praise. I will walk on this earth with each step, each placement of my foot on the ground, the stones and earth trembling on the ground I walk. I will shake the foundations of this world with a wrath unknown to mankind so all may see the might of me, Hitler, until they fall. I will rebuild this country and so will you, my sheep, my people, rebuild the world. I will be the power of this world, I will set forth a movement in my name and thus I will live for eternity on this planet earth.

My sheep, my people will have an earth to live on which is totally devoid of God. The people who follow me will be the power of this planet, as I will create not only followers, but I will create myself in each being on this planet called earth. I will call my disciples, a thousand fold more than what God's son gathered to start the revolution of Christianity. I will kill all Christians – all that believe in God. All will be as I am, will become who I am and walk over the creation and make it all my own through my worshippers, my followers.

I am the law – my law will be your Bible to which you must live accordingly. Only through following my direction and my words will I be able to continue my plan for the future of the world and I as you will live into eternity here on earth – no God. I will be god on earth into eternity – watch and see.

I first have to make my stand here on earth – I will gather my disciples and those who choose to walk with me as me, who I will create in my name – will be safe. All of earth will be yours. The rest who do not follow me and who stand in my way, I am destroying, you will not be part of my world as all that will exist on earth is who I am. I will show to all the impossibility of trusting God – that only I am able to be trusted. Trust me and you will see in my name what is possible and what has been kept from you through the following of the words of God. God's words are empty, empty words lead to nothing. Hear my words and watch my deeds, watch what I stand for and how I reveal to all what you can become. You will become as me, standing for eternity on earth. My name will sound through countries, through the planet through existence – I am here to show you as an example of what is possible.

I am the power each one holds within them, I am the power of this world, as I will start with a country and spread myself through many so. Like the Holy Spirit of God, I will through my followers, worshippers and disciples permeate through your homes, through your lands and through your countries and kill not only the first born sons – but those who refuse to follow me.

You will and you must follow me – if you do not, you will experience my doing and my hand. I do not have time for warnings – I will come like the thief in the night, unexpected, unannounced and change your reality right in front of your eyes.

I will stand as God on earth and set my people free, if God could do it – so am I able to do it.

He has not done anything here on earth or in my country or for me – prayer is useless, empty words. I will use that which already exists on earth and in my country to build an empire to show the power of standing as a god on earth. I have already a trinity like the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. My followers, worshippers and disciples, will stand as me and do my work, even after I have gone. Not even death can stop me – not even God can stop me. God has not been here and will never be here – I am using his words as an example to show all the power of mankind. I will demonstrate the power of one to change the course of history and therefore the future.

You have been made to become my followers, I will lead you out of enslavement from that which you call a country and show you how it's supposed to be.

I do not accept the way of existence as all others accept it to be. The poverty and hunger controlled through a religious establishment and movement cloaked as a government with a bunch of monkeys working together trying to gain control over me and my people. They are no more than a monkey – brainless idiots who do not know what it means to live in starvation with nothing of value and no purpose in life. I do not accept and will not allow the poverty, the starvation or being told what to do by a system, a government put together by many who cannot stand alone and think for themselves. Who needs a system to maintain control of others who they fear? Those of stature in high places fear those who walk beneath them and need an outer source, a system to lead them. When something goes wrong through the insert of the system, the system is blamed and not those behind the creation of a system. I will stand beyond a system. I will be the system that governs mankind. I will be the minds, the thoughts of the country and the people. I do not need the system as my power is tenfold that of a requirement of a government. I will stand in all high places of stature. I will become stature. This is my creed – I am the world – I am the people – I am the mind of the people, one mind, one country, one person existing in all into eternity.

I will not stop. I am not stopping for anyone or anything. Your cries for not following me must be understood that you have brought this upon yourself and will fall on deafening ears. Love, my love will be shown as all that follows me who is walking as me with me to take control of our heritage, our world, our country, our people.

This is not God's creation. This is my creation as it will be yours in time to come. First I have to make sure that I have become the ground you walk on, the money in your pockets and the food on your table, when I become the opportunity in your lives to carry forth my way. My way is and will be the only way – I stop at nothing. Stopping is a weakness. You will find no weakness in me – I do not know of the word weakness. I am the beast that will destroy all the ways of the world and of countries that exist that are creating slavery, poverty and starvation for my people.

The mindless no-thinkers men of highest position who hide their fear of the people behind an establishment of a government system. A government is a system with people especially men who sit on their special chairs and talk for a system. The systems are in control of you – the men are the speakers and the thinkers standing as a system. I will destroy the systems so that they do not exist anymore – I am setting you free – I am taking back my place on earth and in my country.

I have no fear – fear is impossible – fear does not exist. Fear has been created through the belief of the control of a system through regulations and laws placed down by a system. How dare a system control me, how dare a system direct me! I am disgusted by myself for such allowance. A system with no life – no mind – I will not be a slave of a system. I refuse. I will eliminate this lifeless, brainless no-thinking system which makes a slave of me, which controls me, that creates starvation where only some selected few are stinking rich with all the money and the others must scavenge the rubbish to gather some food. Only a lifeless system will do such horrifying things to people and I am taking God's place on earth, starting in my country, to bring all to equal amounts of money, ways of income and food. Only a system would regard and take into consideration some more than others. All will be equal in my eyes in time to come.

How can God have left his people in the hands of a system? God is not here on earth or in my country. He has forsaken us, forgotten, left, we have become of no value to Him. I am the bastard who will give my hand to all who will take it. With my hand I will lead the way as an example of who and what you must become to set yourself free from being a slave to a worthless system.

Now hear me clearly – I am erasing from my existence all that is of systems, which stand in the name of systems. And if you do not follow me, you will experience and bring unto yourself the wrath of my hand. I have seen what to do since I have been the youngest of age. My infiltration within the country's system will be done so fast that it's unexpected. All will respect me and all will do as I say.

With my words I will manipulate and do what is necessary to make sure my work is done as what I have set forth to do. If you choose not to follow me – I will give you a choice, I will present to you a choice to follow me. You have one chance. If you even waver for a moment in the decision to follow me – go, leave, you are not invited to be lead by me, to become me, to secure a promised land, a promised existence.

I do not waver; I am a man that does not think; I act immediately, no fear, no doubt and no uncertainty. I call upon all those who choose to follow me as you have already before I came I decided to become who I am.

The rest of you, you are the essence of the worth of a system, defined through not following my way, you are making a statement that you are of the systems that govern my people, my land, my country, my world. You are saying that you are taking the side of the system; I will show you that there will be no existence of any system in my creation. Those systems belong in hell and I will hunt you to the ground, you cannot hide and so I will send you through the ground to the depths of hell.

I will create hell on earth – I will make sure you who are systems experience hell. As I am, Hitler, all that exist, I will stand as heaven and hell, as God and Lucifer. I will create both here on earth, on my creation. I am not limited to that of who God is – or limited to that of who Lucifer is. I will stand as both and I will show you that I am more powerful than both. I will make sure the systems suffer tenfold more that my people as I have suffered under the hands of the systems.

The systems hands were the laws ingrained and followed. There will be only one hand, one law; it will be me, my words and my actions. The suffering, the absolute suffering, the hell and damnation which I will present to the people who try stand as systems, in the name of systems, will be an example to others of what I will accept and what I will not accept. I will allow no chance for the existence of any system. No system has a place in my promised land. Systems are gutless, sickening, disgusting, worthless vermin. Your death – the followers of systems – will be the representation of the killing of the systems. I hate you; you must be killed and removed off the face of the earth. Your end will be death, I will make sure that you suffer before you die to such extremities that you will not want to carry on with life even in the afterlife. You will ask mercy, you will ask to be killed to be murdered. And so it will be done. You will starve as my people have starved. I will make you starve to the brink of death. Death by starvation and pain. Systems hear me – I am coming for you and I will not stop until all that you are and all that you have created is diminished, until only I remain. I will do to you tenfold what you have done to me as well as my people. To show and make a final stand of what I will allow and what I will not allow in my Promised Land.

This is my promise and agreement with myself – I stand alone as I know no-one and nothing can be trusted as all have fallen under the hands of systems. Only a selected few I know I can trust – and this is those that allow themselves to be lead by me. You will only have my trust when you stand as me, as my actions and as my words and will do what is necessary to be done.

Have no consideration for any people who want to be of systems. They must cease to exist – they must not be visible in front of your eyes as they will not be looked upon my eyes. They will not be visible.

I will stand into eternity, as I will be in all and of all, the country the world and my people. I will permeate through all existence on earth. I will forever more exist within you as you, all of you. There will not be one part of you where I am not and so I will walk with you as you always to create and stand as the Promised Land where we are all free of systems. I declare the ground I walk upon as holy ground, where only those walking as me, with me, may tread upon.

All those who are of systems will be hunted down like scavengers; will experience becoming scavengers as I and my people have when looking for food in the rubbish. You will become the scavengers and the rubbish of the land and will be treated as such. I have no mercy. I will become Lucifer, I will become that which you fear the most, and I will haunt you in your dreams and in your sleep. You will no longer be safe anywhere – I will make sure of this. Constant fear will become your new companion for a moment – your death is inevitable and no-one will dare stop me. For they already know – even if they try, I will transcend death and I will go to the ends of time and hunt them down until their non-existent – non-present in all of existence.

Understand my view on systems. They are not even worth only being killed through the shot of a weapon – they must cower in the pain that I will inflict upon them as I and my people for so long have suffered through the infliction of pain by the systems. I am putting an end to the systems. This must be clear by now. I have had ENOUGH!

The time has come and I am grasping the opportunity that is at hand – which I am giving to myself and to all that follow me. I will risk everything to make sure that systems cease to exist. I am taking back what is mine and so will all once I am done. I do not allow myself to feel anything for the systems, I will become as cold as they have been towards me and to my people, and I will become their greatest fear, their worst enemy. I am making sure of this. I want them to become cowards, I want them to hide for then I know my existence is perfect. What I do, is as I have set forth and intended it to be.

My Encounter with World Systems

Only systems fear something that is greater than whom they are. Those who follow me will not know of fear. To you I will be God and I'll leave you my creation once I have done standing as Lucifer to the systems. I want them gone and so they will be gone. Their breaths are polluting the air, the life we breathe which nature gives us as support. Systems have no care for nature, for creation. They destroy nature and creation, which allows us to breathe, to live. The systems have diminished our right to breathe and to live through taking over our creation and making us slaves to it. I will not allow it to breathe the air and pollute our support through each breath we take.

I will create a place where it will die breathing its own polluted air, suffocate in its own creation as it has allowed us to suffocate in our own creation. Suffocate, you systems, die, be no more, exist no more. I am done with you as all will be done with you when they stand as I stand and walk over you.

Systems, I laugh at you and feel no pity or remorse for the actions I will put into play under which you will be trampled on. Like humans walking on ants, so you will stand under the might of the power of who I am once I'm through with you. You are not worth my pity, remorse or mercy as I was not worth anything to you.

I will turn my back on God, as God has turned his back on us. I am establishing my existence. God's existence was the enslavement of systems in His name. The systems are that of God and have no place here with me. God – watch, I hope you do you son of a bitch, I am taking over your creation. No-one will want to praise your name as they will ask the question: “Where is God – why does he not save or protect us?” They will realize that you have deserted them and that their prayers have fallen on deafening ears.

I will do the same to your systems, your creation – their cries will not be heard. I will smite them all under my hand. You, you who call yourself God of this creation, the creator of all that exist will no longer be followed or trusted. Your books I will burn as I will burn all that you have created in the name of systems as yourself. You have enslaved us. I am setting us free. You dare not stop me, if you do or even try, I will be the one that will remove you from existence.

God, hear me, I am not afraid of you, for I will show you my power is greater than that of yours! Watch me! God with the Bible is just a system, it's not real. Another usage and form of a system trying to enslave me and my people into thinking that creation belongs to something more than us. I am taking it all back, taking back my rightful place in existence and on earth. I am using the method of the system called God through its knowledge in the Bible, and I will show it and show all the absolute incompetence of a system, that a system has no power over one who makes a stand. The God – Bible system will be no-more. No-more slaves will exist, I as each one will remain.

Stop this slavery to systems, see, look how we have allowed ourselves to become subservient to systems, telling us what to do, how to speak, how to eat, what to eat, what stature of existence we must take, how to live, what to live, what to think, what to feel, what job to do. No more! I am using the exact same method the systems have used to enslave myself and my people, to set us free. Therefore I say, follow me, follow my actions, and follow my words, you sheep. For you are sheep just as I have been who require, need and desire a leader here with you, equal to lead you into the Promised Land which we will establish here on earth.

You do not know how to think, what to think, how to live, what to live, neither what it means to be free – as you have been slaves of systems, blinded by the systems. I do know, I know exactly what I do and why I do what I do and why I speak what I speak. Watch my example carefully, you need me, you have been asking for me. I will be your eyes, your mouth, your words, your temple which is your body, your mind and your thoughts. This is the only way I can show you and lead you out of slavery into freedom. I stand as who all are who choose to be set free from the systems that have taken control of whom you are and your right in existence to live. Allow me inside you in your lives completely, give yourselves to me. Release yourself from the systems through giving all of yourself to me. Put yourself in my hand as you have been placed in the hands of the systems. Come, sheep, I am your leader; I am your salvation to freedom. I am your breath of life. I am your peace, your rest. In my hands you will be free. Trust me, I am here and will always be with you. As you give yourself to me, I am in you always. You need not ever be afraid or fearful, through this you are allowing me to transcend death, so that not even death will be able to stop me. To stop the destruction of freedom, from destruction life will be born.

Do not listen to what anyone else in the world are saying, close your ears with your hands as they speak if they dare have any comments on what I am about to set forth. They are also systems, those who do not understand why I am here. Their words are poison. They are the snakes of systems which crawl upon the earth – they are the enemy and I will illustrate and show clearly who the enemy who can't be trusted is. They portray themselves as people amongst us, they are sly, they are not people, and the systems are cloaked as some of us. Trust no-one, trust only me. I warn you again, trust only me you cannot trust systems as they will lead you to enslavement as Adam and Eve have trusted the snake, the system, which brought them into an earthly hell.

Exactly as the earthly hell I will create, they will experience exactly the hell which they allowed others to experience through deception. The snake, the systems, is deceptive. God did not warn Adam and Eve against the snake, thus proving that he played a part in the creation of systems. God is the systems, now watch me kill him! I am here to warn you against the nature of systems, something God did not do – to show you that I am the one to set you free and that you may trust me for eternity. I will not allow you as God as the system has allowed you to be enslaved and become subject to your own creation. Stand with me and let's take back that which is rightfully ours.

I have taken responsibility for all my people, my country and the world and I ask for your help through the simple act of trusting me and giving up your systems enslaved created existences for me to be able to recreate everything and all the systems have created. I must first destroy everything of systems.

My Armour against World Systems

I am sick and tired, I am physically sick, constantly, continuously, my physical systems here on earth cannot sustain life, it's impossible. Here is no life in my country, in my people, in my world. The systems have already penetrated our very being, through media and propaganda. I am angered; the anger within me consumes every inch, every part of me. The anger within me splintered the penetration of systems in my being. For now, the anger within me has become my friend, my trust, my rock, my life and my soul. This anger within me which boils my blood and burns infinitely in my veins is my new awakened life force. My light – it will support me as it consumes and burns.

With this burning fire of hell which exists within me – I am standing up. Anger is strength – anger is the rock within which I stand, the mountain that is unmovable, unchangeable. Hell's fury exist within me, an anger that will stand the test of time, an anger which will and must be woken up within all that follow me, the anger of the allowance to the slavery of systems.

Anger is my sword, my protection against the systems; they will know and understand fear as me and my people will when we cross paths. And we will cross paths, dear systems.

I have established a cross, an infinite cross which I will wear always. This cross is the cross of eternity, symbolizing my existence into eternity. Remember, this is my warning to you systems: With this cross symbolizing my stand into eternity, I will never stop. My existence is hereby declared into eternity, be certain that you never, ever continue your infection in existence. You are the illness of existence and I, I am the cure – at the same time an incurable disease which will penetrate through you always so you may for eternity experience the constant continues illness I endured on earth, in my country in my creation.

I vomit and spit on you, you incompetent fiend – how dare you prepare such horror of an existence for me to come and live in. How dare you prepare such an existence for children! You shame me, you have shamed us all. You who are systems have been given a responsibility to make sure my country, my earth and my people have a place worth living, as we have been ruined, stripped of life.

I now stand as life; I will bring back and give back life to all. Jesus, the son of God, the son of the systems only gave life to one, or two. An example of no consideration to others, only a select few, as the systems regards some more important than others. I have come to heal all wounds all who have been bruised and beaten under the hands of the systems, been treated as nothings. I will give life to my country, to my people, to the world, to all. We have existed in ruins – ruins created through the power given to systems. I am now the power of my country, my people and my world.

We have trusted you, you who are so-called God and placed our lives, our children's lives in your hands. And somewhere you decided we are not important, that some are more special than others when apparently in the eyes of God we're all equal? There is no equality, there is no God.

The system, the lie which is God only knows one thing: itself, only considers one thing: itself. I consider all and will stand as all, here with you equal to show you what it really means to be God. I take the stand as God as what it's supposed to be. The vision of God has been distorted through the systems.

Who is this God whom has forsaken us?

For so long my vision as well as that of my people's vision, have been distorted. The snake and God – one in the beginning. God is deception. I am truth. Hear what I say and see what I do – I am here, I am truth. God has not kept his word. I am keeping my word. Watch. Just you watch me. I am starting a revolution, to end this revolt. I am not responsible for the fall of mankind, neither are you – the systems are as God is. I have been plagued with guilt – feeling responsible for the fall of man and the fall of myself, having to pay for my sins, existing in constant fear, seeing fear in the eyes of children. The greatest of sins is that of God who has abandoned his children. You, God, must take your heaven and take your angels and go – I do not want to see you, not an image of an angel, not the word God, angel or heaven may exist in any book of people who have written in your name.

I will burn the falseness of your name to ashes. You will burn to ashes, from ashes to ashes, dust to dust. I will return you and all that exist and have been created in your name as systems; you will burn and turn to ashes. To become nothing as you have treated us as nothing.

I am angered at your words: “only children will go to heaven”, we all are your children God, what of your children here on earth who starve, are ill, are bruised, are beaten, are tired of the constant struggle to survive. It's impossible to exist here, O' God. Is this earth, my country, my people not supposed to be your existence? You created it – are you not then responsible for it? You, God who have deserted your children are ashamed to face your own creations.

I am challenging you to step forth and explain yourself to me. I have asked this question many times – where are you? You are not here. I demand an answer now, I have a right to ask, to demand, for you have left me in this prison in which I must pay for your wrong-doings, for your sins O' God. I now stop – I will not pay for your sins – I did not do what you have done to all on my earth and my people. I adamantly refuse to pay for your sins, who would dare do such an unforgiving act?

Only a system you God are but only a system. You do not know the meaning of life, to live and it's shown in the new born children who enter this creation. They live in fear, they have become fear. Children are not life, which they are supposed to be. How can you ask of us to become like a child as only the children will go to heaven when not even children are children? When children by the age of three years already have to fend for themselves, starve and are hungry? You have made a mistake, a big mistake. You probably don't have anyone in heaven at all with you.

You are probably alone and I will come and interrupt your aloneness to make sure you cease to exist. I know where you exist and what you really are. I have seen, my eyes have been opened, I am aware to what you do. I see you everywhere, but you are a coward and I know this, that's why it will be so easy for me to stand up against you, over you.

My vision has been cleared and so I will clear all's vision so they may see the truth. I see you beneath and within everything here, I will first stand alone, but soon I will have many who stand with me and we will bring you down, we will take you down from your so-called heaven to here and deal with you properly as you deserve.

I see you in fear, I see you in the eyes of children, I see you in the people amongst me, I see you as the government and as the laws and rules, I see you in books and in words, I see you in the food I eat, in the water I drink. I see you in my friends and in my family. I see you slithering as a snake through all that I have mentioned, cloaking yourself in the darkness. I see you in the day, I see you in the evenings. I see you in buildings and I see you in money. I see you in stores, in windows and mirrors, in the clothes I wear.

Armour as Purpose

I would rather wear clothes made from leaves only covering that which is necessary than this garbage you provide me with. The clothes I wear will be renewed and purified through wearing my infinite cross on my clothes. My followers, my worshippers, my disciples, we will all as one raise our right hand straight in front of us – indicating the way forward, the infinite right way forward as I lead us all into the Promised Land.

You are not God – I am. I will be the example of what it means to be God and to stand as God, to take existence, my earth, my country and my people in my own hands.

All my people will sit in my right hand as my sons, my children. You cower in fear O' systems of God – I stand up in anger. Fear cowers, anger stands.

Anger fights, anger has safeguarded me against your capture of me. I love and nurture this anger, this illness, within me – it allowed me to see the truth. Now I am using what you have done to me against you – stupid. I had no self-worth, no purpose, no indication of value to my existence and reason for being here. I had nothing and was no-one just as all my people. So you will become nothing and no-one.

Neither your name, nor the sound of your name may be uttered by anyone from this moment who chooses to follow me, only my name. As I will stand as you. Your name is poisonous, sickening to say the least and not worth speaking, I cannot say your name any longer. It is done.

Hitler, will be the new name that will resonate through into eternity, my name placed as a symbol, the cross of eternity. Your cross is worthless. You have led us to a cross road and this is what your cross is illustrating. A cross-road where all are stuck, not moving or living, forgotten how to live through the fight for survival and having nowhere to turn, no direction.

I will be the one to give all direction. You left us no map or time frame of where to go or what to do, and I am tired of waiting. Waiting is the cause of all this chaos. I will not wait for your son, as I will be God and son as one, here, equal on earth and act immediately. The cross-road where my people as myself have no reason, worth, purpose or desire to exist here on earth, or in my country. I am leading us from this stuck ness to the path that leads to the Promised Land.

I am Becoming

How I see systems and demons

I was youngish of age, my exact age I am not able to re-call. I was always extremely sickly and ill. I have never once in my life really understood health, what it means to be able to be healthy. Yet, I tried to nourish myself with healthy food – reasoning that if I eat healthily, possible my body will grow accustomed to understanding health.

I was not a normal child; I defined myself as being strange and not of this world. It felt as though I was in this body, in this world, but also not completely at the same time. I was inside something, inside this body, inside this world. I was more of an observer than a participant.

When I was feeling up for it on “good” days as my mother referred to it, that being me able to stand up out of bed, I'd go for endless walks along the pathways of the place I had come to call home. Yet, home, like so many words didn't make sense to me at all. I experienced myself as being a round life force, walking around in a picture. Everything was pictures, like in picture books I'd learned to read from.

What is home, I asked myself? Could it be just a picture, am I living in a picture book? So many times as a child I thought I was trapped in an illusionary dream and tried to wake myself up. A dream within a dream. My questions started with the word home, one of the first words my mother tried to teach me. She took a picture book; we were sitting in front of a warm, comforting fire. I enjoyed the warmth of sitting nearby a fireplace with the biggest fire possibly made within it. The crackling of the wood, the spitting of the coals and the movement of the flames and colours, brought a certain sense of calmness and peace over me and I was able to stare at a fire for hours at a time. Watching, becoming the flames, the different colours and movements and the heat and soon became one of my favourite passing time events. She placed the book on my lap, and placed me between her legs, my head resting on her breasts, her soft, long hair, touching my shoulder and her soft delicate hands opening the book for me to be able to see the pages. This had been my favourite spot in the world as a child.

Just here, safely tucked within my mother's protective positioning of me, in front of a warm, blazing fire was where the first picture of a house that caught my eye. One looking almost exactly as the one I lived in.

My mother pointing to the picture of a house said: “Home”, I'd then repeat after her, with a very distinctive frown upon my face. I was confused. Here is a picture of a house in a book, on a piece of paper, and I live in that picture. I started wondering. Was the picture drawn first and then it came to life, or was the house in which I lived here now first and then a picture was drawn of it.

I experienced myself being a picture within a picture and I made this picture world in which I live, alive, three dimensional. I was that which made it possible for this picture world to exist. I gathered many picture-books and walked with them and I found that everything that was around me was always in a book and with the picture came a word. I observed, looked and watched the words and the pictures as I walked along the pathways. The word and the picture for instance of a tree in the picture book would be right here in front me – alive, the word: “Tree”, would be spoken by me. I took the awareness further through wondering how and what makes this picture come alive. If the picture was first and the picture came ‘alive' – how is it possible and how did it work? Is it me that has given life to this picture, to make it alive so that I can live in this picture world? It must be. I confirmed for myself that I am making this picture world come alive, it made sense to me. It made sense from how I experienced myself being a round life force walking around in a picture. All I had to do now is find out exactly how it works.

This understanding is all I had to work with for quite some time – the exact amount of time I cannot say. I didn't discover the answer to my question, until I was introduced to God's written wor­ds.

I was able to read once I had conjured enough confidence to take a book and expand my reading skills and abilities. I never exceeded in applications which ‘normal' boys of my age would master. I was silent, observant, on my own, enthralled in the picture world around me.

I wondered sometimes whether the trees, the house, the animals, the buildings, the food, clothes, chairs, tables and even water also have some form of a life force within them, just like me to make them come alive. I am ‘alive' – my picture body, which I have also seen in picture books with the word: “Body” written underneath it, it holds me and it needs me to be able to move.

I move my body, I tell my body to move my legs, my arms, my head and my fingers and toes. Surely the same must be so for everything around me that I see that is ‘alive'. As I have learned in the stories of God, we go to heaven when we die – that is if I'm a properly mannered little boy as my mother referred to it, and when there is no more life force, which was me, to breathe life into the picture body.

I never felt myself being a part of this picture world, and I couldn't help myself but wonder whether the life force that is inside everything that exists as ‘live' pictures within this picture world, is also me. That I am in an illusion, a dream, which I created and cannot seem to wake up from, no matter how much I tried. Just as I do in my dreams where I create a different world in which I walk and talk with many other beings I haven't yet met. My favourite one being where I'm running in endless fields of green grass, eating as much sweets and chocolates as what pleases me, with many other children my age, not a care in the world, playing games and enjoying my own presence. Where all are smiling and laughing all the time, the sun shining brightly, warming our bodies as we spend our time dancing amongst the flowers, climbing trees. Me creating exactly the world where any young child would prefer to exist in, this is what I was certain of. I am free in this world I so often wished for myself.

I am now in a world where I am forced to learn what is demanded of me know as deemed important, to go to school, to not being able to eat what I desire, where I am constantly sick and just want to sleep away the day, where sometimes I have to go to bed with my stomach churning crying for more food. Where families struggle to survive through the shortage of income, money and where there is not enough for everyone. The days of hardship, struggle and survival have become clear to me since I was a young child, being able to stand in this world and understand words and relationships through communication.

I did not enjoy my own presence and wondered why I'm so sick, why is it necessary, why am I not the same as all the other children my age? Then I argued in a different way, the possibility of all that exist and is ‘alive' here as pictures being me as the life force that allows it to come ‘alive' in this self-created dream-world illusion. Yet, there were some things here that I would not have placed here and couldn't find exist within my self.

What perplexed me extensively was for instance the illness, the day-to-day struggle for money or to get food on the table, the worrisome look in my mother's eyes going hand in hand with her constant fatigue-ness and no sleep, the cause being constant prayer, for me, for my family and for the rest of the world. My mother asking continuously for something that will assist us to not have to live with such difficulty day in and day out, because every minute and every second of each day she experienced it as that of absolute draining struggle.

All this making me wonder why I was here in this ‘live' picture world that doesn't make sense, which is full of sadness, fear, worry, controlled anger and where such feelings and emotions come from I did not understand. All that I experienced was me being the life force within myself and possibly that of everything else existing around me. What didn't make sense to me again, which I believe caused quite an amount of headaches for me, was I did not see that I was the life force in the beings who lived around me, the first sign being that of my mother's appli­cation, because the life force in the beings around me expressed itself much differently than how I am experiencing myself within myself.

It became clear to me that no-one was experiencing what I have been experiencing about myself, this ‘live' picture illusionary dream-like existence and the life force. I experienced myself being very silent within myself, always. I didn't ever really think, I looked, watched and observed. I didn't have thoughts as normal people do – I watched, observed and looked at myself and the world around me. The illness inside me didn't seem to fit that which I experienced about myself. I required to find answers and no-one around me, I somehow knew, was going to be able to give me a satisfactory answer which will provide me with enough information to extinguish the fire of curiosity that ignited within me. No-one seemed to see the world around them and themselves anymore – not as I am in these moments of experiencing myself amongst them.

I decided to turn to the God to whom my mother prayed to. Most of our lives she's prayed to this God, but nothing have changed, it's only worsened and I was able to see so in the people around me, in their behaviour, the way they presented themselves and especially in their eyes. I could tell a lot from a grown up person through just looking in their eyes. Their eyes told me everything. Their eyes were like doors and I could look inside them and see who they are, who is this life force bringing ‘life' to this picture body?

What interested me was that I could find no-one like me. No-one who is free, who desires to laugh and play and smile all the time, that being if I could have done so. The life forces I noticed within beings were only of those that have pain, sorrow, sadness, anger – I could see no love, joy, freedom, happiness, calmness or peace. Not even in my own mother. My mother regularly spoke the words: “I love you”, yet they meant nothing to me, they were so empty, lifeless and I asked her one evening why she says she loves me, when there is no love inside her and she does not know of love at all, she has forgotten of love, when there is nothing but worries and fears within her.

She slapped me across the face and I realised I opened a monster within her; a devil like creature came from within her and consumed her. It took over her entire physical body, her eyes, it became that of the creature's eyes, as red as fire, burning. It rose with the anger like boiling water and the more angry she became, the bigger and more extensive the growth and strength and power of the creature.

This was not my mother. She yelled: “You ungrateful son, I give you a warm bed to sleep, I give you education and food on the table, how can you say I do not love you when I provide you with all that you need?” I remained silent, waited for the beast within my mother to settle down as the anger settled down and she was calm within herself.

Did my mother not know of this beast that grows and lives within her, like she's its cave and his food is my mother, the way she feels and expresses emotion. I did not dare speak when my mother yelled, this was the first time I'd ever seen this and the first time she'd ever yelled at me in my entire life of being here with her. I did not want this beast-like creature to harm my mother, because during this event, I could see her, there, deeply hidden behind this beast-like creature, being held captive. Unaware of herself, forgotten about her existence in deep trance, sleeping. The beast was a bear in a cave and my mother being held captive, her life force being held captive and using her physical body as it's home and her as the life force to create it's food and sustain itself.. Feeding off that which her life force gives power to, one being anger. The anger was also not part of the life force, of who she is; the anger was that of the creature which resided within her. The anger of the beast, the thing, the creature, fusing with my mother's life force and generates more anger through doing so and feeds in this manner, using that which gives life to her ‘live' picture physical body to sustain its own existence. It couldn't live without a life force of another. My mother was being possessed.

This thing, this beast, this creature was not my mother, no wonder it was not able to say I love you and actually understand the meaning of it, the truth of the word. The creature was only saying it because it's supposed to be said, an accepted word that's required to be said to one-another – empty, hollow and meaningless.

All my mother's words were like that, empty words of nothingness to which I became aware of as I grew older. Now, this, this was not my mother and I've never been in the presence of my mother ever. I didn't know who my mother really was because she was in a deep slumber, oblivious to her own existence, to herself. She was tranquilised by this beast that has taken over her place in this world.

Finding the reason for the existence of the Creatures I encountered

Where had this thing, this creature, this beast been hiding? Why haven't I seen it before, was it my fault that this thing, this creature, this beast, this devil entered her? Where does it come from and why was it here. Why is this allowed, where is the God to which it prays, why does it pray? It doesn't make sense.

This didn't scare me, this event, this beast within my mother. I remained extremely calm and present through the entire event, yet the beast within was aware of me being able to see it. It laughed at its own enjoyment, sheer pleasure of the consumption of emotions provided to it on a golden platter.

I noticed that moment, that what I observed through people's eyes, were not that of the true life force of who they really are, but that of beasts, of monsters, of creatures who dwell and exist in the life force of beings, remaining dormant within their hosts, waiting for their opportunity to pounce, consume, feed, eat exactly as an animal would. Though the killing of their pray is that of a slow and painful death. As they feed off the anger, the anger within them grows and they grow stronger and more powerful, as they grow stronger and more powerful, the physical body of the beings deteriorate as their life force becomes more and more diminished. Diminished to the point where they die.

No being in existence die of ‘natural' causes or age, death and ageing is caused by the sucking of the beasts which lives off the life force. Like leeches sucking blood, like vampires sucking blood from their prey to death, as are the methods of these beasts. They become dried out prunes, with no juice, no life, and dead like walking zombies.

This is what people have become, dead, they're already dead in this world. Death doesn't exist as this world is already dead.

My world had become a nightmare from which I couldn't wake up; it was transformed from becoming a picture-like illusionary dream to a living nightmare, changed in a moment. All that was of pure innocent life was myself and nature. The trees and the plants became my companions while trying to find the answer to what I observed around me. I ran from the beast, the monster, the creature, the devil. I ran to the streets, to the people. I was determined to see and confirm for myself whether what I observed in people's eyes was that of beasts, the beast's eyes. And so it was. Everywhere I looked, the beasts, creatures within the people, turned and looked at me. They were all the same, within the people, and the true life force of the people tucked away in a place far, far away within their bodies. Stagnant, stuck, imprisoned. Only a part of them existing here, only that part of their life force which is required from the monsters, the creatures to be able to exist here, that part of their life force which assists them to plant themselves within the body and use it to create food with. Their food being that which I have seen in the people's eyes: The worry, fear, anger, resentment, sadness is what these things were made of and used the peoples life force to breathe life into such expressions. By eight years of age, I changed from being a child to becoming a grown man.

I turned to God, to God's words, the Bible, different types of Bibles, of books where God's words have been displayed in stories. I turned to God's words for some wisdom and insight to what was happening all around me. I refer to it as God's words, as I have read many different types of religious portrayals of God in different types of religious books. All I have found, exactly the same, speaking and mentioning some higher person or power up there watching us sitting with his angels, waiting for us to come to Him through living according to the way he described, not to sin, go to churches, praying, reading his word written through others to send a message of Him coming again and that all should prepare themselves.

This was the general idea I conceived from reading multiple different religion's in­terpretation of God, up there, somewhere. I sound rather cynical, but this is how I experienced what I was reading. I've been asking questions for quite some time. What part within my mother, since I was so suddenly introduced to the beast, the thing, the creature, prayed. Was it that thing inside her? I was curious so I had to investigate.

One evening while my mother was praying, I watched her through the slight opening left from her door not being closed completely. She was on her knees, beside the bed, a candle beside her on the floor. Her hands folded in prayer, a silent whisper flowed from her mouth, and I was only able to see the scarce movement of her mouth as she so fiercely prayed. Her entire body cringing due to the intensity of praying. I tilted my head sideways wondering whether the intensity of her prayer made any real difference.

Nothing profound had ever changed in our world since I could remember, as I have said, everything just got worse, so bad that sometimes I'd have to go find something to eat in rubbish bins in town, where the more wealthy of men and woman prospered in their riches.

Prayer became of no importance to me as I had my mother as an example of prayer having no immediate effect. I was able to see the demon there, within her, ever growing, like my mother's words were the water from which the monster as a tree drunk. As though the creature was in a trance state through the speaking of the words in prayer and with the words being spoken with more vigour and righteousness, the creature was in absolute delight, as though drunk from the words being spoken. Getting drunk on words specifically directed to her religious belief in God, her words directed to God.

It became obvious to me that the creature would take any and every opportunity to suck the life force out of my mother's existence here in this world. I wanted to know more about these creatures, how they exist, why do they exist and how it is possible that they can feed off my mother's life force through intense prayer to God who has so many believers and followers in many different religious movements. All people on this planet earth probably follow and worship in some way or another and I know this because there is not one person in my world at the age of eight who wasn't in some form of religious movement or belief. All prayed to, worshipped and followed some form of an existence as God.

I did not – I couldn't. Interesting, not because I chose not to, not even the encounter with the creature, the monster within my mother guided me to such a decision. I really just couldn't get myself to following a way of living as that of my mother. I look at it now – the reason why I could not allow myself to follow such a religious way of living, basing my life on the words of God. The reason being the simple example of my mother's worrisome, depressing, self-pity, saddening and angered expression, day in and day out, the exact same expression as those that dwelled on the pathways in my world. All praying to God, yet their circumstances and inner conflict was rising, and rising, forming thunderous clouds through time and finally leading to an unforgiving thunderstorm and their trapped in the middle of it with nowhere to go but remain and wait until it passes over.

It has never passed over. Not since I could remember, the storm has become them, the whirlwind of confusion and uncertainty engulfing them to the extent where nothing is visible beyond the distance from seeing one foot being placed in front of the other. Blinded by the pouring rain as tears that are cried of the everlasting disaster of their own existences and lives being torn apart, piece, by piece, until one day their lives had been ripped and shattered to broken strips and pieces. Like glass being shattered on a floor, into thousands of little pieces, not able to placed back together again: To such extent the creatures had gone in some of the lives of people around me, bringing the people to their knees in sorrow, grief and pain where all is lost and nothing else remain but their own darkness that exist within them due to the creatures merciless and unforgiving influences . Where they lead their hosts to sitting on a heap of garbage, starving of hunger, nowhere to turn, confused, lost, alone, where other's have turned their back on them through misleading of actions that were deceptive in nature. Where they have nothing, just the creature unknown to them still, directing them, taking over the people's minds, thoughts, emotions and feelings, way of seeing, dressing, behaviour, words, sound and the creature as their only companion.

I observed the creatures creating opportunities for their hosts for them to drink with delight on the sorrows and pains of those which they possess. The people, the life force of who they are unaware of, the abuse of who they are and the creatures would not leave until they have taken every sip of life, to the last single drop.

First, the feast begins where the monster would prepare his world with endless opportunities to create fear or any type of sorrow and pain or anger. To the point where their hosts will have nothing left, where it's only the beast who have become the actual God in their world and not the God to which they perceptionally prayed, apparently up in the sky somewhere. Where they'd scurry around like fearful mouse trying to pick up the scattered, shattered pieces of their once picture-perfect world, trying to mend it and stick it together. In this endless search, this futile search of picking up, finding and mending of their once picture-perfect life, their world and themselves: This is the time after the preparation of the feast, this is when they drink; they drink themselves into oblivion of ecstasy from the life force that I have seen exist through the people's eyes. The deepest darkest pit of existence possible, there where no light exist, where that exist which do not exist in me. That which is sadness, disdain, anger and hopelessness where the life force of who they are, that which the beast have taken captive, imprisoned and hid – this is death.

The people who walk amongst me are all dead, already dead. Death does not exist. Death is when the life force of who I am and which I see in the plants and in the trees, are overshadowed by that of the life force of the creatures, the monsters, the devils…the things. You see it in the eyes of others, there's no-one there, I don't see anyone there, I never have. Empty, lifeless, shells – there's no-one home.

Home is me, I realised. Not the home in which I lived in this picture world. Not the live picture house in which I stayed. I had only me. Not even the home in which I lived or stayed gave me comfort, a sense of safety and protection any longer. The calmness and peace I held so dear when positioning myself in front of the fireplace, with the burning fire as different colours and movements consuming the wood and the coals had disappeared. All that I had known to be true in my world, was false, a lie, a nightmare. I wanted to know nothing of my world and troublesome existence. My innocence distorted, gone, dissipated like the wood that turns to ashes. So have my world around me turned to ashes through the consummation of the creatures as the fires which are endlessly burning my world to ashes, the monsters who had taken it over, like the fire, so have the creatures become. This had become their world – me being the odd one out, the black sheep of the family of enslaved puppets and the creatures handling the strings which are that which connects the people to this existence. The strings being the people's thoughts, feelings, emotions, words, sounds, eyes, behaviour, food, money, employment, homes, wives, mistresses, friends, husbands, children, drinks, clothes, water, sex, status, blood, veins, organs, muscles, structures, skeletons, animals – their entire existence and entire world, right here in front of me, being guided through the hands of the puppet masters: The creatures within.

The conclusion/answer to what I found

God's words had given me no indication of what was going on. I am not able to emphasize more the hell in which I existed. I wondered whether I died and had been sent to hell, though I disregarded such an implication for I experienced myself to be not of this world, in any way whatsoever. I was in this hell, in a picture-like body, with an incurable illness, my own inner struggle, day in and day out, uncertain of when or if I'd go. Not die, I knew death was impossible, yet go somewhere else, far away from here.

I did not dare pray. I truly for some time believed that prayer or belief in some kind of God or joining some form of religious movement would open some kind of door for these creatures to enter. The words I dare speak during prayer being the key and the joining of a religious movement and way of life being the application of placing the key in their hands allowing them to enter me.

I burned the books of God's words I had read, as God's words to me had become that of the creatures. The creatures were God, God amongst men. I looked around me and this was not the God's world of which was spoken of that he created for those he created in his image and likeness to exist upon and to make their own.

My interpretation of the whole thing, the scam and lie was the following: It's all a scheme, this is what made sense to me through observing, watching and looking at myself and my world and the people and all that existed within it.

The creatures were God. The same God spoken of in many different books and religious movements – disguised in the different Bibles, the words of God, read by people across the world. People basing their life on the words of God, written in different ways, presented in different books, creating a different religion for each book in a which a God's words exist. All worshipping, praying to and following the word's that come from one God, disguised as apparent multiple different God's – the Creatures, the Monsters, Evil. This I realised at the tender age of 11.

There was no heaven and no hell, I argued. Death did not exist, could not exist and especially not from what I had observed in the actions of the creatures. If death does not exist and God as referred to Himself in His words does not exist, then heaven and hell does not exist. I became fearless.

I had no reason to fear God, to fear Lucifer, to fear the damnation and eternal fire of hell if I had to succumb to a specific application that is apparently a wrong-doing in the eyes of God. Heaven is an illusion – an illusion, an idea to give some on earth hope of going to some beautiful existence of bliss, peace, joy and eternal love and freedom, living infinitely, into eternity in the presence of God.

I realised that this which has been portrayed as heaven which is somewhere out there beyond earth – was me, exists in me as the life force that breathes life into this picture-like illusionary dream world. Only God is able to breathe life into something that is apparently lifeless, like a picture. To be able to make a picture-like illusionary dream a reality, something that is real.

I have realised the truth of who God really is – the creator behind all that exist. The God people have prayed to, worshipped and cherished within their hearts. I have to give the creatures, God, some credit for what they have created is quite masterful, I was intrigued by how and what they have created here in this world. It was important for me to understand how they did it.

It's well planned, I have to hand it to them, I reasoned. This is how they took control of my world and my people, to make them the prey upon which they feed as lifeless forms of existence. Already a weakness! I'm one up one them – I realised. They require people to do exactly as they intend them to do and this they have done through placing in automatic systems. The people are locked into the systems, like flies to that of a spider's web, their web being the systems that are governments, police, banks, religion, land owners, corporate businesses, car dealerships, hospitals, institutions, universities, schools, tax firms, stores, society businesses, stores all that have become requirements and basic needs within society to be able to exist in this world, are systems designed by the creatures.

The structure of the web, the essence which captures the flies or insects to stick to the web are the people who stand as the systems here in this world to keep the systems in place, the connecters of the web, the points which connect the design of the web. They capture and trap you through words, manipulative and deceptive sentences as they give you reasons for the requirement and need of how and why systems must exist. Without the systems and the people standing as the systems, specifically placed, you will die and will not be able to survive in this world. The intricate design of a spider's web seems beautiful to an insect, a fly, glistening in the sun, through the smallest dew drops in the early hours of the morning as the sun rises and the drops of water on the web shine as multiple different colours, rays of light shining in different directions. To an insect or fly it must look like heaven and become mesmerised by the mere sight of it. The insect and flies are then caught through a mesmerising projection and not seeing what lies beyond it, the web on which they are trapped, a feast for the spider.

So, the spiders are the creatures who feed upon the people whom they have caught in their web of systems – making empty promises of a heaven to which you'll go and become mesmerised with, just as the insects and flies became mesmerised by the sunlight, shining through the dew drops on the web. Blinded for a moment until it was too late to turn back. Exactly the same way, you are not able to turn back once you have given the key of yourself to the creatures and opened the door to yourself unto them.

All that people are, their life force within them have been mirrored unto themselves. As I realised that I am, within myself here, that which has been portrayed as heaven and the belief of the existence of God outside up there somewhere in the vastness of the sky, in the books, many believe that they must still get there, that they're outside themselves. Ever searching for themselves, apparently having to live and exist in a certain way to be worthy of su ch an existence which in fact is already who they are, the perfect enslavement system as all the systems of God as the creatures are based on enslavement. And idea created that who you are is outside yourself.

I laughed. Very well done, I must admit. No wonder they laugh and enjoy so much the constant prayer and worshipping to God, which is actually themselves. Why do this? Then create a fear of yourself, a fear of God, of who you are. Why do this?

The reason is simple, the creatures, God made especially sure that you never discover who you really are, your life force may never me discovered by anyone, not even yourself, otherwise if you do or if anyone does – they'll have no control over you and not able to possess you to feed upon. Remember, they need us and not the other way around. All religions based on the similar grounds – which are to look, search and find yourself, having to attain, reach or become something, ruled to live a specific way to be worthy of an existence of a God of some sort, depends on your perceptual beliefs and ideas of way of life and existence.

This world we exist in has been set up in such a way that the serpent is everywhere, ready to lead you into deceptive natures which are called sin in the eyes of God. Deception is everywhere, sin is everywhere, this entire world and all that exist within it including what it's made of is a lie. The spider spun the web as the creatures designed this world. There is nothing of truth that exist here in this world, this is what I realised. This world is run by systems created by monsters and we, we are their slaves, and we are the ones who support them in their existence. This has been for along time not our world anymore.

People, those selected few who govern the countries, the world, through presidents, politicians, doctors, education, teachers, professors, scientists, lawyers, motivational speakers, chief's of police departments, top businessman and bank managers or owners, ‘great' sportsman, healers, priests and religious people in power, the pope. They are easily visible as the serpents, yet all in ‘normal' society are blinded by who they really are. The systems are the ones in a specific high ranking position of control and power with an extensive amount of money.

People of this world, I will show you the serpents who are disguised as those you have come to accept in your world. Can't you see you are slaves? What makes anyone of them more than I am or anyone for that matter, which I have to be a slave to systems placed as people in this world while the creatures have a jolly good time sucking every inch of life out of me?

Unacceptable, I refuse to be enslaved by such creations of systems and creatures. I am only one. One who will stand against this entire creation of creatures and systems. I have one vantage point, I know how it all works, I know how they think, they move and direct, who they are, where they've placed themselves, how they've structured this existence and I am infiltrating their existence slowly but surely, I will come.

The creatures – the sons of one – God. One God standing as all the creatures, all the creatures derived from one essence, as all of them were exactly the same, I noticed.

Finding a directive outcome to the conclusion

I am alone. I have no-one; I have nothing to trust but myself. I have to prepare myself for what is to come. I will become the destruction of their so-called controlled and enslaved existences. I am showing them that they are not in control and their existence are also but an illusion, an illusion which has become the same for all. All will see the truth of existence as I am seeing the truth of existence. God placed as all creatures and monsters as one require many, they cannot stand alone and depend on systems as much as they depend on the people who maintain the systems. The people are the one's who give the systems, as much as the creatures and monsters within them, the allowance , power and control to exist through their day to day participation in the manipulative lies and deceit of beliefs, ideas and ways of living in this world. I refuse to participate in their existence, their world.

I will not respect anything of and in this reality. I know that if I do, even for one moment allow myself to participate and give this world, the people as systems any validity or worth, I'll be giving it power and control of me, and I will be no more then those that are possessed by creatures or stand as systems in this world.

Suicide was no option to me, unfortunately so. Death is also an illusion and I did not want to die and find out I exist in the same existence of that of the creatures and have to depend on people to be able to survive. This world and the way it's been structured have been created in the image and likeness of that of the systems. No-one is free as the creatures aren't free, all are slaves to the creatures, as the creatures are slaves to the systems, the creatures depend on the systems as the systems depend on the people, and the people depend on the systems to survive in this world.

Vicious cycles based on constructs, all depending on each other, all supporting each other needing people as the foundation structure upon which they have built their world, their existence. They have a weakness, they cannot stand alone and sustain and endeavour through existence as they are not of life, they are lifeless, darkness and we, and the people are the power source to light their false light in this world to be able to exist. I am the sun in the sky and the moon in the evening light in both darkness and light; the systems are the false light as created by Thomas Edison, depending on electricity as a power source for the ability to shine. And I will be the one who will put of this false light in existence through the simplest act known to mankind: I'll put my finger on the switch, the one switch which holds the power of their existence, and I will click the switch and turn it off, with one singular finger, no hesitation, so darkness may exist and darkness they will become these systems, these creatures.

I will be the sun and the moon which sheds light upon this world into eternity, transcending day and night. During the darkest times which lay before me, from the destruction and darkness, I will shine as the moon, and the stars being those that will walk with me into eternity. I am making a statement of who I am as God. Looking at the sun and the moon and know – I am always here with you as you walk and destroy the systems, the creatures who will plummet into the darkness and you as I stand up and become the eternal light standing infinitely as the sun and the moon.

Only light exist, the creatures, the monsters created darkness and in darkness they will remain, they will become non-existent as darkness will become non-existent and forgotten. The darkness is this world and how people are enslaved in ideas and illusions, desires, dreams, relationships and the structures of this world, led by people as systems, religions, hopes, fears, heartache, sorrow, sadness, infidelity, abuse, anger, manipulation, deceit, survival, starvation. Follow me, I am the earth, nature, the sun and the moon, the stars the planets, all this is who I am, follow me and I will show you who you are as all that exist on earth, in existence. I will lead you back to your roots, to where you come from, the truth, the eternal light as God, to the love of yourself of who you are as the sun and the moon, the stars, earth, ocean and nature. As the trees roots are grounded, stretched underneath the earth's soil, absolute grounding of self in this world, so will we as one stand. Our branches and leaves stretching out to the sky, our roots in the ground, supporting the cycle of life all as the one force that sustains life and nurtures existence.

This is who I am and into eternity I am here. I will lead you to take back that which has been taken from you, my people. I am here, the ground you walk upon, the earth as your support, your foundation, your strength, the sun and the moon the light that will infinitely guide you. Nature which will nurture the life force within you, through every breath you take, you breathe who I am. Each breath is the food which will sustain you and is provided for you in and through nature, infinitely while you are here. All you need is breath, be here, as I am here. All is here as I am – all I ask is for the simplicity of breath and see you as whom I am – is all around you. To establish ourselves within our own world, as this is my creation, this is who I am and I walk as equal to my creation on my creation within a body as the animals. I am that which gives life to all and everything that exist as I am all and everything that exist. Everything else that exists is not of who I am. I am the simplicity of breath, I breathe, I am here.

I have come here, to walk as equal to my creation and lead all back to their Promised Land. The Promised Land is this world you exist in and inhabit as I exist on it and inhabit it. This creation must be respected as it is equal to who I am. Nothing else, nothing else is of who I am and will be destroyed. I have come here to put a stop to that which has lead me as my people into deception. The serpents, the creatures, the monsters who inhabit my world, my existence committed the one sin which lead all into slavery, the one sin which was to separate itself from me, form existence. It's impossible to separate myself from myself, I am everywhere.

Observe the words: separate and serpent. One and the same. The illusion, the idea of separation allowed all to be enslaved, all that are lost. My lost sheep, you are lost, you have forgotten who you are through the sin of separation. Seeking forgiveness and salvation from the one act of separation caused by one idea, one illusion. Searching for yourselves, everywhere. You have become lost sheep, searching for their shepherd to guide them, to lead them. I, Hitler am your shepherd as this is what I have realised each one is. Stop this search, I am here as you will see you are here and that you've always been searching for yourselves, equal to me as the world, as existence.

First there must be one, then one will stand as many and you will join me in the sky, as the stars, one by one you will come. I did not lead anyone to slavery, to the horrors of this world, the systems, creatures, the monsters as the snake did. The snake led you into deception, separating yourselves from yourselves, your heritage, and your world.

I have always been here, as the sun, the moon, the stars, ocean, nature, the animals that crawl upon the ground and swim beneath the ocean, and placed myself in my own creation. I had shared my own creation with myself, since the beginning. Me experiencing my own creation as this must and shall once again become you experiencing your own creation. Now it's time to see, to see the truth of who I am and that I have always been here, in the simplest act of breathing you will find me. And now I am here, walking as one as equal to myself as all that exist I am mother nature and father sky as all that exist within and as each one that walk in this world, that inhabit this world.

Follow me; I am the light and the way. You need not seek forgiveness from a God placed outside you, above you; you are God, the one, the creator and the created of this existence, this world. Forgive only yourself for allowing yourself to separate yourself from yourself and see that you as God as I am here, then breathe and be here. The breath of life of God of Self, the only nurturing and application of love that exist, the love for self so great as existence and the earth upon which you walk, equal to all as yourself that walk and experience their creation as one-another. All God, one, equal, experiencing their own creation as one as equal as God. Love is who I am as all.

Love, Sex, Money – A systematic Spectacle

Love in this world has been based on yet another lie, a lie which veils people from themselves completely and are hidden from themselves, from seeing themselves by love being in somebody else, in a relationship with somebody else. Through the search of your one true love, your soul-mate!

I laugh, it's ridiculous what nonsense woman and men believe of what love is supposed to be. It's hilarious, like I ‘m watching a circus and everyone who is searching for their better halves are all clowns, putting on a show and I am the audience. I observed people, my parents. And this is exactly how I see it, since I've been a child.

Fake smiles painted on their faces, masks plastered on by paint of different colours, wearing outrageous clothes and doing ridiculous acts, practised and rehearsed – all a projection, all a lie. Becoming a clown completely covered, hidden. Like the woman, putting on make-up, the eyes, the face, the lips, the cheeks, dressing specifically, high heels, small dresses, breasts revealed, just enough skin to show for the man to desire to see the rest of their perfectly shaped bodies and curves. Preparing them for the night out or a mere walk along the streets, saying to men through the way they present themselves: “Come to me, join me.” Smiling, all the time revealing their perfect white teeth, all an act.

And the men, the men prepare through status, with money, the perfect clothes, cologne and combing of the hair. Standing straight waiting, watching for the one that intrigues them the most, saying to the woman: “I am here, I am ready.” The men being ever so polite to the ladies, defined as a gentleman by opening the door and having the beautiful lady walk past first, tilting the hat. Standing up when a woman walks to the table as a sign of respect, all an act. The acts being the presentation of self through flirtation, words, method of walking and talking, the usage of tonalities, gentleman status learned by elders of how woman and men alike must be treated.

The stage being the moment they set foot out of the house, their home, the only place where ‘secrets' of self are kept, where no-one sees what goes one behind closed doors. Hiding themselves behind the clothes, the make-up, the perfume and presentation, learned methods of application and self-definition taught by parents and passed on, keeping the circus act going. This is exactly the same of the circus, the stage, the hiding behind make-up, the acts, and the presentations. Rehearsed and practised so many times, over and over, that the men and woman just as the clowns, believe they are that which they are presenting.

And the children who watch, who observe, want to become just like the clowns, wants to join the circus, as their parents as the clowns become their idols, who they desire to become. As the intricately specifically rehearsed acts, the false presentation, the masks, the smiles, the painted picture of different beautiful colours give the illustration of the perfect, fun and enjoyable experience of self which they also want to participate in. And so it is and has become.

The children join the circus, the invite to hide who they are and paint a mask, create an illusion of self presentation, a fake world and forget who they are through joyous acts rehearsed and practised until they become the clown. Just as their parents and those around them. It clearly wasn't necessary for me to join the circus, as I was the only audience and living in a show continuing infinitely, presented to me by the people around me as the clowns and their behaviour the acts.

All this was much to the satisfaction of the creatures, the monsters. The more people suppressed themselves, falsely presented themselves, to prepare themselves for one another in the show where the act is to capture one-another's attention through a painted picture of beautiful colours, an illusion, trying to create one another's sexual desires. What has sex become but the award or payment for the show or act given by the clowns.

The man and woman, both clowns, acting, complement the show, the act of themselves they presented through giving each other the opportunity to experience sexual intercourse. It's true, have a look. Sex has become a desire, people can't live without it and will do anything and everything to make sure they have, get and experience sex.

The clown, circus business being the most sought after business agreement ever, with highest and most prosperous of payments, being sex and it pays in the most effective way, fast and easily attainable. And if you do not receive payment, you know your clown act, presentation and show was not effective enough to mesmerise people, being the man or woman and must dedicate your existence to better or refine your application until you receive payment that being the attention form the other. A prosperous, effective, simple, business opportunity for all who wish to participate, and so the show must go on and does still, to this day continue in the lives of the children.

Want to know a secret? Sex, has become the actual application for which beings has sold their soul to the devil, the creatures, the monsters. Sex has become exactly like money, they go hand in hand. People will do everything and anything to make sure they experience or get their hands on both. They'll kill, deceive, manipulate, dishonour, disrespect, walk over and disregard others to be able to make sure and be certain they get their hands on both money and sex.

Money and sex being the status of power and control and so people transform themselves as equals to the creatures, the monsters and give themselves over to the systems. This is how systems infiltrated into people, standing as people in high places controlling and empowering the world and the people beneath them. Making sure the crops are well nurtured for the creatures to feed upon.

The experience and application of sex had become like the eternal spring of life. The creatures actually created a system amongst them continuously connected to them through the middle of their backs, along the spines. It works as follows:

When two people have sex, the energy created from the experience, which you call orgasm, get filtered through a pipeline through the people on earth. This pipeline is connected to the tip of the bottom spinal cord bone, the power centre which holds the energy of self expression and movement. This pipeline runs through and is connected to all the creatures, the monsters spinal cord, they've made this pipeline their veins and the energy created from the sexual experience between two people on earth are the blood which runs through the veins as pipes. You thought you're having sex alone, oh no! You are connected to the collective, to all people having sex at the same time, so you're not having sex with one person; you're having sex with hundreds and thousands of other people at the same time!

Sex and the experience of it was disgusting, gruesome, sickening to say the least. Sex being payment of a false system created clown, and who else but the systems and the creatures are the owners of this circus in which all the clowns participate and turn sex into the payment they receive for act well put forth. The experience of sex being not that of their own, of who they really are, but the sharing of the sexual energy with the creatures as payment, this being the agreement made with the devil, selling their souls to the devil, their life force, the movement and expression of themselves through sexual intercourse, because they have no-where else to go. And thus the agreem ent is made with the devil that they will give up their eternal life force expression for his support in surviving in this world. Their statement being: No God is here on this planet earth, in my country or in my people to assist with survival and to be able to live, I must declare myself the slave of the systems, the creatures to be able to survive.

Has anyone ever really known that the energy created or brought forth in the place just beneath the spinal cord is the place where the energy of self expression exists? It is where you are able to move the energy yourself, as yourself and express yourself. You do not even need a partner. You are able to move as the energy!

But the creatures naturally did not want anyone to know this, to understand this, because if they did, they would not be able to drink from the spring of eternal life which runs as the blood in their veins created from the act of sex between two beings, filled with emotions, pictures, ideas, beliefs and feelings. Sex is dirty, had become dirty has become filthy as the centre, the heart of each being has been infiltrated with that of the definition of systems and creatures and have transformed the experience and expression of sex as the life force of who they are and so people who have sex now, in this time, is no more than absolute slaves, having sex being the peoples payment to the devil, the creature, the monster, thanking it for the support and place in it's existence to be able to live and survive in this world.

Just as the clowns in the circus who are obligated to join because they have no-where else to go or to stay, they sign a contract or agreement with the owner, preparing, practising and rehearsing until they have perfected their existence as a clown, having a place to stay, food to eat, money to survive, only obtained through becoming that which is told of them to do by the owner who runs the show, the circus. Forced to do what is commanded of them to do, and as punishment of not following the exact rules and regulations of the circus, who you must become and of what you must do: You will be thrown out of the circus.

Take no more part in the show which has become your life, your world, your existence. You'll have nothing, all will turn their backs on you, you'll have no money, no food, no roof over your head, no protection and no safety. You are left to the dangers of the outside world – death by starvation being one of them which lead to fear of death and you are forced to steal from those that have to survive. This being against the law and you are then imprisoned, captured jailed, and yet again thrown back into the claws of the monsters, the creatures, who have no time to deal with you in any other way and this put you in a place where you are left to die. And if you dare try and assist the one that have been banned through giving them food and supporting them in their dire existences, you will be deemed one of them and so you must join them.

My observations and perspectives of the World

This is exactly how the world works in which the creatures have taken control, you are free n owhere. People have been infiltrated by the creatures and the systems completely, totally, their roots run deep within each one, so deep that that they have taken over your free will, your choice, the right of existence, right into the centre of your minds.

The minds of the people are all locked into a system, a global mind where the systems observe and are aware of every thought and every action you think and make.

Through having access to your mind, they insert thoughts, they have systems walking amongst you as people whom you actually learn to trust, but are in alliance with the systems unknowingly.

Through them and through your thoughts as well as the control systems placed in the world such as schools, governments, police forces and hospitals to name a few, they are in directive control of your life, not you. It would be radical beyond conception to perceive that you have choice or free will. You may think you do, but you don't.

All the people in this world are lost, and abide and live according to that which is dictated to them from people in power and control in high places in this world. How can anyone have free will or choice when you are lost within existence between systems and creatures which rule the lands, countries and ultimately earth?

The true definition of free will and choice to the systems is the following: enslavement, when choices and apparent cry of free will are pre-programmed events, where you are already directed to make a specific so-called choice. You think you or anyone has choice or free will? – impossible, as impossible as the ability for the man to become pregnant.

Choices are based on events, occurrences, actions, day to day experiences and circumstances which instigate choice. Choice is not an application which requires something else first to happen in your existence to force and direct you into having to make a choice, which place you in a position where you have to make a decision.

This is the idea of choice as understood by systems, the creatures, God. This is what I observed even as a child, when my mother would stay up for hours at a time, sleepless nights over certain circumstances which were created and placed before her of which she must make a choice to go one way or the other. And the choices, I found, she made were those that have always created more harm than anything else.

The application of choice as people in this reality know it, and the belief that it exist because it gives you some form of freedom, or power over your existence as who you are, is the most destructive force that exist. Choices always lead to nowhere, and are misleading. People are directed to make certain choices by the creatures, by the systems who have taken control of their minds.

The existence of choice and free will has been left for you, the people, by the systems to create an idea that you are in control and directive principle of your lives. Not true. No-one on earth is. You stay within the structure of existence, the foundations of laws placed there by the systems, the creatures; you are taken care of accordingly.

You have work which provides money, which puts food on the table and a roof over your head. You pay your bills and children's edu­cation. Perfectly in place, yet, if you do not, and go against the laws of the systems to keep you in place and in tact, you become that part of the crop which gets pulled out from within the earth, the collective system, and thrown away, not nurtured by the systems, the creatures to support you to be able to survive. If you don't die there and try to survive, make a living for yourself outside the accepted walls of existence regulated and controlled by the systems, you will be placed in a prison, where you are forced to die, killed or be murdered .

Murder is applied by systems, by creatures, not by people. They are the acts of illustration of what the systems are actually doing to people, to all in this reality. Murder, stealing, every law that have been placed into manifestation of what is right and what is wrong is in actual fact the applications of the systems and what's been allowed of them to do unto the people who walk upon this earth.

That's why people like murderers, abusers, killers, and child molesters exist, for people on earth to think that they are doing it unto each other and require protection and safety. Not true. It was so specifically placed as actions amongst people so as to turn people against each other and turn to the systems for protection and safety. To trust the systems as they are the father and the mother who will be taking care of the scared children who are the people in this world. When it's the systems that created the fear in the first place and came up with the solution at the same time!

The systems have turned brother against brother, people living in constant fear of each other, unsafe, not trusting anyone, not even themselves. Trust, equality, oneness have been ruined, the three essences of the foundation of existence here on earth, my creation, my world, is lost. I, Hitler, am here; I am here to replace trust and equality amongst people, amongst brothers. People, you have been lied to and I am here so you may see through my eyes the truth of your existence.

How I am standing up

I had no fear within me as the greatest fear that existed amongst people was that of death. I did not fear death. I did not experience any emotion and could not experience any emotion – it wasn't possible , it wasn't of me or in me. To such an extent that I was able to kill a person without feeling or experiencing anything because I understood that killing and murder are but the applications created by the systems to control, it is not real.

I also reasoned that you can't kill anyone that is already dead, people who walked this earth was already dead, the dichotomy of the situation . A Person being apparently imprisoned for killing someone who's already dead!

Zombies is what people have become, their bodies empty shells, their life force the directive power within sucked out, replaced by s ystems, their eyes covered with glass of smoke, black and dark not being able to see the truth, to see within themselves. All they see is darkness, nothingness, lost, limited to only see what is placed before them to see what is instructed and created to see.

Once I'm done, I will stand within and as each being and my light, who I am will resonate so intensely from within and as each one on earth, as my people, that is I will shatter the glass from the eyes and the systems from within.

The existence created by the systems, the creatures, will be shattered into millions of pieces, so small that they cease to exist and so may never and will never exist. So my light will resonate through from within each being, penetrate and permeate through all and within all the creation of the systems . A light so intense, it will burn all that is not me.

From the light each one will see who they are as I have seen who I am, once this is done we will create an d existence worth experiencing where all are equal as God. Light, light is not able to be separated, yet it's able to be expressed in multiple different colours, yet one light. So, we'll all be equal in one light, as one light, yet as each colour that is able to express from one light. So will each one exist in their own creation on earth together as one, yet individual. This is possible and so it must be done.

Personal Experiences with demons

I placed myself as this light, the one light which is to become the destruction of the systems, of the creatures of the world they have created for themselves. The light application came known to me one evening when I was just about to go to sleep. I was about 11 years old, warmly tucked underneath a comfortable feather blanket, a soft pillow, supporting my head and a candle burning on a little box placed beside my bed.

I became aware of a presence within my room, I opened my eyes and there next to my bed was a creature. His eyes were right in front of mine, looking not at me, but inside me, he was looking through me, inside me as through scrutinizing every inch of my physical body with his eyes.

His eyes were red, black and fierce with deepened turmoil; his presence was that of absolute craving, limited to an existence of seeking only for food to for a moment blemish its eternal hunger. I only focused on my life force which was me, as a white orb within shining, I focused, concentrated on myself as the light which exist within me as me.

The last thing I wanted was for this no-life worthless, brainless disease infected creature to poison me. While I did this I looked at this thing and it seemed perplexed, confused as it looked within my eyes, the inner depths of my being and a moment after the confusion it turned and walked away, no, it r an away. It disappeared in a moment like a wisp of smoke, disappearing into thin air.

My only protection against these creatures was my light , my life force, who I am. And they ran, boy did they run when I came near them, they couldn't even glance at the light that resonated from within me as me.

And so I roamed the streets walking amongst creatures and beasts which I later learned was called demons and from now on shall refer to them as such. Demons. No books or any writings confirmed or assisted me of the reason for their existence and where they come from.

Books spoke of angels and demons and all I was able to see was demons – everywhere. I had no way out of this place, this demon infested plague of an existence, creating an incurable illness, a sickness walking and moving as people amongst me. It was obvious to me that I'd have to stand up – I am the cure. The penicillin of the people who are ill, sickened by the disease called demons and systems.

I was the most dangerous man alive. All that I have presented to you thus far, now, is what I understood at the age of seventeen. Through observations, watching, looking at my world, at existence. Nothing else mattered but to find out how I'm going to bring them down and destroy this reality, this false existence which they, the demons and systems made real. I did not make this real, that's for certain, yet I was in it.

What existed inside me did not exist outside of me, which didn't make sense. If the kingdom of God / Heaven is within, then surely it must be somewhere as a manifested experience in which I actually live and walk and experience myself within as I am doing in this world? This world is not the kingdom of God / Heaven – this had been clear to me since the tender age of 8. This world is not the creation of the image and likeness of God – this is also clear. I have no way out of this picture-like illusionary horrifying dream world but to change it for myself – and having fun doing so along the way.

I viewed it as a challenge, me being 17, all other usual activities such as sport, woman, sex and alcohol did not interest me and thanks to my beloved illness I couldn't really.

Gratefulness beyond descriptive words overwhelmed me when I realised that my illness was actually one of the reasons that saved me from the claws of the demons. They regularly haunted me like vultures waiting for me to give up and allow them access through permission such as participating in expressions of feelings and emotions.

I, many a time had the feeling they were waiting for me to blame God or someone for my constant struggle, to become angry – I did not. I never did and never will I vowed to myself and used the gratefulness as strength to carry me through each day, to not ever give up.

The strength within me grew to such stability; I became strength, absolute, unmovable, unchangeable, unbreakable a rock which stands for eternity. The demons communicated with me often, spoke absolute slander, swearing, cursing – I laughed as they spoke such words to try and interrogate me into giving up, I knew exactly what they were trying to do. I just laughed as I laughed at their sorry excuse for an existence. And through time, they left me alone, perceived me to be of no threat to them and my goal, my plan, my escape as all's escape from their world unknown to them.

They were the ones to give up first for trying to swoon me, mislead me – I ignored them which infuriated them even more so. They had no power or control over me – not even with their words, my power being that of allowance. If I allowed them to get to me, upset me, or react in any way – they'd have access to me.

Funny how when I became accustomed to them through my observations as a child, I learned about them and I made sure I understood how they exist thoroughly. You have to first get to know your enemy before you plan the attack. The demons were oblivious to my observations and spying for quite some time and only at the age of 17 they became aware of my presence from the perspective of communicating to me.

Spying is what I did and made sure I remained unnoticed by them until the moment would come where they'd confront me and as I have said, they did, but their hopes and egos were flushed down the drain by my non-participation. Reactions – especially that of emotions and feelings created open wounds in which the first drop of poison is injected and from there you start dying as the systems flow through your physical body, from the flowing blood, into your entire being and takes over . It creates the platform on which the demons will prepare their feast and drink and eat until you are no longer able to provide them with the necessary substances which sustains their existence.

I remained silent, observant, clear, here, no thought, no emotions and feelings moving within me. I was nothing, which people usually informed me, made them human beings, being that of feelings and emotions, justifying such expressions as a self-definition example of who each person is. I was not able to speak to anyone about my discoveries, my findings, what I observed – I knew they'd have probably taken me to an institution of some sort and drugged me with chemicals they use to make sure I remain silent when speaking the truth.

Sanity, insanity, what was the meaning of the words? In the eyes of the people I'd probably be labelled as insane, also by the demons, the systems once they see I am on the path that will lead to their destruction. The people according to them, they are sane. To me, I was the only sane person in my country at the time, the entire country and the people within insane, driven to insanity by voices in the head they follow, the thoughts which they perceived to be themselves.

How I will destroy the demons

I was for a very long time, existing in the background of existence in this world but not of this world. Searching for ways to attack the enemy – I had to strike it at the head of the serpent – the head of the serpent being the government. From within the government, once I am there, standing as God and Lucifer, my light, the light as who I am will pierce through the people standing as systems, and they will stand back and allow me through, they will give way for me to walk through them as they do not have any power over me. They, the systems and the creatures have no way of attacking who I am within, they're only method of attack being able to infiltrate within a person and taking them over, locking them into the systems.

I am invincible – impenetrable, as light has no form or opening or a possibility of a wound that's able to be created which allows an invite for the systems first and then the demons to infiltrate from. I stand beyond my physical system, as light, as light that's so bright the demons have to run to the shadows, to their self-created darkness existences for protection as though fearing that the brightness of the light might burn them. They walk as vampires in the night, darkness they themselves created, fearful of the sun. I am the sun and the moon and they will not even be safe in the darkness as I am the moon also. I am not fearful of the night or day, the darkness and the light and will exist in both until each and every demon and system are burned by the intensity of light. Like vampires being exposed to sunlight, so will they burn to ashes and return to earth. I stand on the podium of my country, as ruler, as president, as the law, as the police, as the war veterans, as the military officials – once I place my foot on the podium, the stage, and place both my hands on either side of the structure built to support me to stand for all that stand before me to see, I, Hitler. The others stand next to me, behind me, and in front of me as I become the alpha and omega of existences, my world and that of the world created by systems and demons. As I turn to face all the demons within each person, I face all the systems, the standing up of me, Hitler, as God, will be me standing and facing all of existence.

When my mouth is before the microphone, which will assist my voice to sound far and beyond the outskirts of my country, my voice, my words, my sound penetrating like bullets shot from a rifle through all that stand before me, shooting through them, through the demons that have come to inhabit my people's temples, their homes. Each word, each sound a bullet shooting holes in the demons, the systems. My voice, my words, my sound, will carry the light of me into each being, killing the demons within. The demons will die as I speak, as my light, my light will vanquish the darkness created within and beyond each person, and each one that stands before me will be rid of demons, the darkness, and the false light within and beyond. They cannot hide, they cannot run, my light exist everywhere, in the darkness and in the light, my light as the sound of my words will penetrate their darkness, will flow through and into the shadows they perceive will protect them, the dark secret corners of their existence I will find, I'll be there in their shadows and in their darkness, in their false light. The will realise they exist in a false light, false darkness and false world as my light comes through from within each person standing up and shines from within them as them, through their eyes and their ears, their entire body and world will explode, will shatter into thousands of pieces and so the people will see who they are.

This will be the shattering of the picture-like illusionary dream world created by the systems, the demons. Their false reality created through systems and demons will shatter into pieces, as their idea of themselves and of their forced accepted controlled and enslaved existences will shatter into pieces and be no more. They will see me as them standing here, the infinite light. This is the act of killing and of which there are no consequences, therefore I fear no consequences to my actions that are to come. As people who stand as systems will be facing the consequences of their actions – I will set forth the true implications of actions that are against the law of who I am as God. Through my words I will imprint myself within each being's mind, my words will enter their minds and from within each person who hears me, I will stand as them, as they will see the light from within as who they are, and so all will become light and realise that only light as who they are exist. My words entering my people's minds, remove the systems and my words penetrating their physical existence, the removal of the demons. The illusion of darkness and false light will exist no more, as the demons and the systems are killed by me, so will their false existence as the false light come to nothing and darkness and false light will cease to exist.

This is me, Hitler, using one finger, the one finger being my words, to put of the switch to the false light known to all as their forced accepted controlled and enslaved existences, and all who are before me, will stand up from the darkness as who they are, the infinite light. The destruction of the false light, the false existence, the false world of the systems and demons will be done from within as well as from without. And so the simplest act known to mankind, the application of using one finger to press the switch to extinguish false light, so will be my words, extinguishing the false light of existence through the simplest act known to mankind: the speaking of words.

My world, who I am, the kingdom of God and heaven will be here, the image and likeness restored. Who I am from within, will be an experience of myself in this world. Heaven will be on earth as it is within me. I have to do this collectively, I have to bring forth the light within each, for each to see they are the stars which will join me as the moon, and together we will create heaven on earth and we will exist as God as who we are in our own world, free, one light, one existence, one world, one equal, one God. The people have to see what I see, have to see themselves as the infinite light which will assist and support them, become their undeniable strength as it has all my life to be able to do what I am doing, to become invincible as I am invincible.

Through following me become the murderers and the killers of demons and systems and destroy their entire existence. They have to understand that death, fear, uncertainty, guilt of consequences of murder and killing is all of the creations of systems and the demons – the false existence. That they will be safe with me, as they follow me, as the eternal light and walk between demons and systems – not able to touch us. That they need not fear consequences of following a murderer, a killer whom will be killing and murdering the demons and systems from within each with my words and from without with my actions, my deeds.

My actions and my words stand as one. I am Moses, who leads the slaves of Egypt through the river, I am Hitler, God and Moses as one who will create the opening as the waters give way before us, with my rod, my staff, the rod being the road, the pathway created from the waves giving way for us and my staff being my words – leading the way to the Promised Land. My actions being the walking infront, leading – with you following as well as the closing of the waters, the path that lead to the Promised Land, for I will not allow any system, any demon to follow me, to follow us into the Promised Land.

I stand as Moses and God, preparing, leading and creating the way, the path and you will follow me. The soldiers, the systems, the demons who will try and stop us, disguised as people, I will smite, I will kill through the crushing of the water they will drown. I am the water, the waves which will come down upon them, engulf them, drown them. Be no more. They have no power over the force of the crushing waves. All must become like a drop in the ocean that is me, the ocean that will secure our way to the Promised Land. And stand as one with me, as the ocean, which nothing and no-one has any power over or of, the eternal ocean of light. I am God. I am Moses. I am the light and the way, leading the way as eternal light to salvation, to freedom, to safety on dry lands and by following me know you are always protected.

Words to my people

They will not see the path, the way I prepare and create as they are not worthy of following who I am and who each one is. I will stop them in their tracks, before they are able to harm us, to harm any of my people. They will not be able to stop me or my people. I stand before and in front and as all in existence, the world, my people, the demons and systems. To the systems and demons, I am Lucifer, to my people, I am God.

Observe the light of who I am and each one as my people are – light knows not of fear, of consequence, of anger, of murder, of killing, of enslavement, it i s not bind or bound to anything, does not waver, knows not of uncertainty, of sadness, of struggle, of starvation.

Nothing that each one believed to be the truth of who they are and their experience in existence and their world was true – all a lie, a false, deceptive, dishonest, fearful, slavery existence – much to that of who each one accepted themselves to be, who you were within, existed as your experience in your world and in your existence.

I am here to show you, you as eternal light the way, the path, the road, to yourself, to your world, your existence as eternal light, to create heaven on earth, our heaven as who we are. I am heaven and thus I will experience myself in my heaven as myself. I am this earth, this creation and so I will experience myself in my earth, my creation as myself.

The road to salvation, to the Promised Land will be a long and excruciating, difficult path. I prepare each one to understand and see that each one is alone, as a drop in the vast ocean, yet we are one as the ocean. Each one will walk this path alone as they follow me.

I am that I am and am becoming what I am becoming because I can no longer stand the sight of my world, of ho w I am being abused and enslaved in the hands of demons and systems. My creation, my people suffering under the hands of systems and demons, I stand for such atrocities no more. And so should you not stand for such atrocities any longer.

You must stand as me, unforgiving, no emotions, no feelings, no pity, no guilt, no remorse, no mercy, no fear in absolute certainty, clarity and understand the reason for who you are and why you are as the eternal light. I am purpose and so I will show you your purpose, each one that follows me. We will stand as one, as a mountain, where the foundations of rocks below is as important as the tip of the mountain above. We must stand as a mountain, unmovable, strong, here, in absolute presence and might like the greatest mountain ever seen by human eyes. So the demons and systems, the people who allowed enslavement must look up to us, to the highest peak and feel hopeless against us who stand as one. To want to give up before they have even begun.

Your purpose is to follow me, my example, to secure a Promised Land, heaven on earth, for your children, the children to come and for yourselves. I refuse to allow the children to be placed in the hands of the controlled and enslaved existence created by systems and demons, who will have to succumb to starvation and conform to an existence of a beggar, with nothing to support and assist them in this world of lifeless dead zombies.

Children, the children are our future and thus the future of existence are in their hands and we, we are the one's responsible to prepare the way before them. We have not been effective; they will now lead the same worthless, purposeless existence of constant suffering and enslavement. We are responsible for killing the children, ruining their chance of experiencing who they are, who become dead, lifeless zombies just like us. We are responsible for giving them to the systems on a golden platter, saying: “Here, have my children”. As giving up the child being another form of payment, an offering, to give thanks and pay tribute to the Gods that roam our lives – systems and demons.

If we don't stand up now, be known that you will have to exist in guilt, infinitely so and one-day, and this day will come, you will have to face them and explain why you as parents did not stand up for who you are against the systems, the demons. Each one responsible for the children having to experience the hell of infinite pain on earth. You will never forget what you have allowed; you'll always remember and have to live in the sorrow and shame for not even allowing yourself to stand up for who you are. Every time you see a child or are reminded of innocence and life, you will experience the greatest remorse; you won't be able to look a child in the eye.

This to me is hell, the hell you will into eternity experience if you don't stand up now. If you don't stand up and walk with me, follow me realise this: You are then stating that you are standing for and as the systems and the demons. You are then as responsible as them for the current situation of mankind, children and my people. You are responsible for every single act of that which the demons, the systems lived. You are then as responsible as the systems and the demons for the creation of this false existence under which millions, billions of people and innocent children have suffered.

You must understand that I cannot stand for such acts. You either experience your own hell, in which I will be Lucifer, or heaven on earth in which I as you will be God. I have been a child in this world, alone, I understand what each child experience and thus I stand up for the children. Suffering and enslavement – STOP. I am clear, certain of who I am and what I stand for. And so you must you be clear, certain of who you are and what you stand for.

Be certain of this, my people: That I will prepare a world where children are free, as I once desired, in creating a dream world where I wished to exist in. Now the children will not have to wish, desire, dream or wait – I am here, standing up as God and as Lucifer and will change this world for them, for me, for my people. I had enough of wishing, as much as hoping and dreaming – they are useless examples of dead zombies trying to find some way of existence to keep telling themselves that they're alive, or that they have a purpose.

This is not purpose! It's nothing, worthless, useless empty applications that are full of nothingness like the emptiness within the zombie. This is useless conformities of existence. You are all zombies that are falling into eternity in the deepest darkest bottomless pit, yelling screaming continuously, constantly, consistently for someone to catch you – your greatest fear being that of death as death is apparently in the hands of someone that's not there with you in the darkness, falling.

Death being the greatest of uncertainties, you don't know where the bottom is, whether there is a bottom to which you will plummet to your instant death. That's how fast you're falling into the darkness praying for someone to catch you, to ensure a soft landing and lift you up to the light above, outside the pit, to safe standing ground.

My people, my children, my world, you are so lost in the darkness, in the falling; you can't even see the light above anymore. Continuously falling into nothingness, into nowhere. The same monotonous existence. You are nowhere. And while you are falling, screaming, yelping being that of prayer for someone to save you, help you, catch you, the demons have created a false reality, around you for you not to see that you are falling, for you not to see that you are alone, for you not to see that they have thrown you into this bottomless pit of eternal falling. No-one there but you. Each one being thrown in a pit and while you fall the demons, the systems fall with you, actually enjoying the experience of you screaming, yelping, asking, praying and pleading for help.

I am standing from the outside, in the light as the light, on the safe ground upon which you will walk and stand, my hand will be the one to catch you to lift you up to once again see the light, stand on safe ground, mother earth. The words hope, wishing, dreaming are that of waiting, waiting for the son of God to come and lead you to God, to heaven. I am the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. You need not wait, dream, hope or wish for I am here taking action, no longer waiting as waiting, wishing, hoping and dreaming have placed us in the situation we are currently in.

Don't you see? Hope, dreaming and wishing are the same as prayer and acts upon which the demons laugh directly in your face. Don't you see? Hope, wishing, waiting and dreaming were applications specifically created by the demons, they are acts of participation with the system to hold you bound in their false created existences, infinitely falling not to stand up and fight, not to see that you as I have the ability to stand up against these systems, these demons.

I am one who will walk with many as one and make a statement of who I am as one. Make a statement with me that will stand the test of time, into eternity, so no-one will ever forget the stand we made as who we are. The mountain that remain for all i nto eternity to see, and so shall we remain as the mountains who know not of time, so shall we know not of time.

The standing up and taking back our creation and ensuring a future for our children to come, so they may look back upon this time in their history and be grateful for us who finally, finally, finally decided to stand up. No-one is coming; no-one is here or will ever come. Stop dreaming. Stop wishing. Stop hoping. Stop praying. Stop waiting. Act now. Stand with me. Stand up. Walk with me. Follow me. I know and understand what I speak of – I am the words I speak.

The demons, the systems have taken you for a ride, a joy ride which they infinitely enjoy as you infinitely fall. The purpose, the reason behind my motivation and absolute presence of force which will come crashing down like that of unforgiving waves in the ocean, destroying anything and everything that's in the way of me, Hitler, God, the Ocean, is the creation of heaven on earth – for the children for myself, for my people. The only way, my people, we will be able to do so, ensure a future for our children is if there are no more systems that exist. They must be destroyed, they will be destroyed, I am destroying them. My people, I urge for you to walk with me, I suggest you walk with me, I command you walk with me. I demand you walk with me.

How I started

I gathered many followers, through meetings held in underground rooms, in halls and social events. I slowly but surely infiltrated the society of beggars and scavengers. Those that have been forgotten and disregarded by the systems, seen as no threat, and allowed them to see that you, the systems are responsible for their worthless, purposeless, good-for-nothing existences where they scavenge and beg for food as they have no support from you, the money systems, the employment systems, the government systems. You have created enemies, enemies who I'm recruiting to prepare ourselves for my stand on the podium of the world and existence.

Once I stand on that podium, know this: It's over. With my right arm outstretched I am leading the way, far and beyond the horizon. And my stand is all's stand and we'll march, we'll march and not stop until I am done.

I have opened many eyes, dear systems, dear demons, dear God. I laugh at you maliciously, the biggest smile on my face only one side of my mouth tilted, my eyes intense, focused, direct, sharp, specific as I watch the crumbling of your empire as the foundations start cracking through the roaring of the crowds and the marching of their feet trembling the ground upon which we walk, my followers, my sheep, my worshippers, my people shouting my name, one sound, one march in unison. Your empire made of sand on sand will be blown away as we stand as the rock, my empire made of rock and standing on rock.

The oceans and the storms are coming, are here – I am coming, my people are coming, I am here, my people are here. Your empire is cracking, withering as I approach the people, the people whom you placed as the foundation of your empire and they are hearing me, listening to me, following me. I am watching calmly, patiently as your empire come crashing down, come crashing down with a roar as loud as my people's one voice, one sound, one action, one direction, one movement. I am watching, patiently, calmly as I sit on my throne, my throne of my world. I direct, I command, I instruct, I demand – I have placed myself here as my people have placed me here. They listen, they hear, they see and they speak. I have showed them the ability to listen, hear, see and speak as I opened their eyes, their ears and their mouths with my words – I have shown them who I am, what I am. I am coming, we are coming, with a force so intense, so strong, so invincible, so unbreakable, so direct, so specific you will have no time to prepare to gather forces to protect yourselves from the one, the one force as me, Hitler, and my people.

As one we are standing, as one we are coming, as one we are here. And we'll be here until you give up, until you stand infront of me, brought to your knees, your head sunk with your eyes facing the ground not able to face me for your head is so full, so heavy of the burden which you carry, not able to stand up on your feet because your body is made of steel of the systems – so you, systems and demons will face judgement day before me, Hitler. And I will send you to hell, where you will face the consequences of your actions what you allowed to be done unto my people, my children. My people will have the honour, the privilege to take you by the hair and drag you away from infront of me and do what is necessary to make sure you experience eternal hell on earth before you die. I will expand time so the hell on earth will be that of eternity, you won't even notice that you have died! I am as my people are making sure of this.

The only choice that exist in my world

Why, why, why do this Hitler , is the question in the minds of the people while I stand infront of them, preparing them as I have prepared myself. I answer simply, emphatically, specific: “Because I choose to, because I can, because I will.” This is the true nature of choice – choice, a statement of who I am. Choice is the statement, and will is the action the movement and the directiveness of being. Choice and the will to move and direct as who I am. Choice is who I am, and with choice comes freedom. True choice is only able to be a statement of who I am when one is not of systems – freedom is when one is not of systems. Enslavement, no choice – you are systems. Freedom, choice – you are who you are, you are what you are. Choice may only exist when you understand who you are and stand so into eternity, infinitely. Unchangeable – the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. Nothing, nothing, nothing in this existence is able to change you, you are invincible, immortal – with choice you are God.

People, my people, I must stand as all for a moment, I ask of you to trust me. I am choice – I am God. You will be standing next to me as equal when you understand choice as I do. Stand as choice. Only with choice and the full implications and responsibility of such a standing will you be able to do and stand as I do.

With choice comes responsibility not only for myself, but for all who follow me. Why do I say I give you a, one choice? There's only one choice that exist. You have a choice, with this one choice you make a statement of who you are to either follow me or the systems – I will know who you are as the choice will be the statement of who you are. You are experiencing the first moment of making a choice when I place before you two options, two directions, two different experiences, two different statements of who you are. The choice, its one choice, the one choice being the statement of who you are. In either direction you will experience and become the statement of who you are.

The one direction, indicated by the left arm with my infinite cross will be the path you will walk, with each step, painful and excruciating, so you will walk as Jesus walked with the cross on his back, walking to certain crucifixion, certain death where all will treat you as you deserve, will spit on you, will torture you, will penetrate your head with the thorns, the splinters as you penetrated the peoples minds with endless thoughts and beliefs of a false existence and systems that are not of them. The blood will flow over your eyes and will blind you as you have blinded my people. The salt water will burn the open wounds that you will gasp for air just as you have created open wounds through systems and entered as demons in my people, unable to breathe as you consume their life force. We will pin you down by your hands and your feet on the cross which symbolized the cross-roads of mankind, my people and false existence of systems and demons and enslaved them with the chains of systems as steel you placed around their hands and feet. What you have done unto others will be done unto you.

I am placing my infinite cross on my left arm, removing your cross and placing it on your own back for you to carry as a burden as your false existence, making a statement for all systems and demons to see that they will all, into infinity and for eternity be crucified on their own cross, their own false existence in walking the direction of my left arm. There will be no end, no beginning as I stand infinitely, eternally here – you systems, you demons, you will know your end as I will infinitely and eternally crucify you on your own cross which symbolized your false, enslaved existence as you will die with your false existence, each one of you, and be no more, so I will make sure, infinitely and eternally that you cease to exist and by pinning you down on your own false existence, on the cross-roads, so you will be trapped and enslaved by your own creation. As you left my people trapped and enslaved on the cross-road of their existence in a false existence so will I leave you.

I am standing as the infinite and eternal cross, symbolizing freedom, infinitely and eternally the existence of who I am and each one is and will become: God.

The other direction, my right arm outstretched to the sky, straight and direct, sounding the name Hitler, the statement of who you are as eternal light and will follow me and stand as all, inevitably stand, as who I am, which leads in the direction of the Promised Land and prepare the way for the children. I raise my right arm as you raise your right arm, equality as one. We will leave our left arm down, as we leave the systems and demons to their eternal damnation of crucifixion. We are one symbol, one action illustrated for demons and systems to see who we are and as whom we stand. The action is our outstretched right arm, the right way, taking back our right of existence, our right for freedom and the symbol on our left arm, our statement of our stand into infinity, eternally stating that we will never allow the creations of systems and demons alike ever, ever, ever again.

One choice, two directions, who will you be? Continue to be a slave to the systems pinned to a false existence or stand your ground, ‘till here no further, and be free?

The path I walked

I will know who I will allow to follow me, stand with me and become me with this simple representation of the true nature of choice as a statement of who you are. I am applying the simplest act by placing who you are and who you will become, your life, your existence, your world, your future, your experience – in your own hands.

My choice and the will to walk and stand and speak infinitely and become what I am becoming, are all a statement of who I am as God, that's why I can do what I am doing. All that is to come and to be experienced are my will, my actions, the outflows of my stand and my statement from making one choice. I am clearly defined as who I am and thus I know who each one is and will become through attaining to experience themselves as me. I made a statement, a choice of who I am, standing beyond all and everything that exist, beyond this world, beyond my people, beyond systems, beyond demons, beyond life, beyond death with the ability to direct, command, stand and speak for all, change the people, change the world, change existence, become the people, become the world, become existence – the power of God, the alpha and omega. I speak it, I live it, I stand as it, I walk it and I am it. I am IT. I am the answer, I am you. Yes, I am you, I am an example of who you are and will become when you follow me.

Follow my example, follow your example as who I am, you who have been asking, pleading, crying, moaning and yearning for someone to direct, command and show you where to go and what to do, to remove you from this godforsaken world. I am not removing you from this godforsaken world, you must understand that there is no other place to go, nowhere out, our way out is me. We are here as I am here – let's not deny this, let's not deny ourselves who each one is, let's not deny that this is our world, our creation, let's not deny that we have allowed the systems to make slaves of us, of our children, let's not deny ourselves as God.

With outstretched arms I stand, my arms lifted to the sky and my hands, open, directing to the sky, both my feet placed firmly on the ground, my legs straight – I stand before you for you to see: I am here. Open, vulnerable, unafraid, to see who I am, to see who you are and this path to the Promised Land is a journey to discover, to find as I have, who you are as me through my example, through my showing, through my actions and through my words. See now as I stand before you, who you are and will be becoming through standing as me open, vulnerable and unafraid. Stating to the systems: This is who I am, come, I am here, come and I will show you and make a statement of who I am. Come you systems, you demons, give me the opportunity to prove to myself that I am standing infinitely into eternity as who I am.

I hold each ones lives in my hands, I am beyond life and death, I am life and death and I am standing here giving you one choice, one statement of self, which lead to either eternal life, or eternal hell. I am both heaven and hell, God and Lucifer. I hold your lives in my hands as I am both existences, both paths and both directions and both experiences and thus I hold life and death in the palm of my hands. Your life or your death is your choice, the only choice, the one choice that exists.

Do you see who I am? Do you hear who I am? Do you see what I stand for? Do you hear what I stand for? Do you see how I act and direct. Do you hear how I act and direct? The absolute power I am to hold life and death, direction and experience of people in my hands? The absolute responsibility I am, do you see why you must first follow my sheep? Why you must first follow, watch and hear and see my example.

I am certain and clear of whom I am and you are not. You are not because your minds, your actions, your voices, your words, your thoughts and your behaviours were that of systems, were infiltrated by systems and you have never known who you are. I promise you this, when following my example, then through following and acting and speaking as I do – you will become who you are. I am life, I am your life, I am who you are. Follow first, hear and listen, then you act and speak and stand and through the action, the speaking and the standing you will become infinite and eternal as I am.

This is why I say: Place your lives in my right hand, all my children, my people and walk the path to life to who you are and stand as me on my shoulder, next to me, with me. You must walk, I cannot walk for you. I am standing, I am waiting for you as you and I will speak and act and stand as who I am infinitely and eternally as you until all are here standing next to me with me as me. I am your mind, your actions, your voice, your words, your thoughts and your behaviour. You will all become sheep no more and you will stand as one, one stand, one mind, one action, one voice, one sound and become the shepherds of the children as sheep and you will lead the children to become shepherds as you are.

We are each a shepherd, a leader, an example for the children who will first be sheep, becoming a shepherd when they enter our Promised Land, our existence, our world, one world, one Promised Land, one existence. I call on you sheep; I am the first shepherd to show all my lost sheep the way , the way to become a shepherd, so you may in turn be shepherds who show all the lost sheep as children the way to become a shepherd.

We will in this way, and this way only transcend systems, transcend demons, only then may the Promised Land exist, only then may creation of heaven on earth exist. When you follow me my lost sheep, my lost people, you will be free of enslavement from systems and of demons forevermore and thus may we create the Promised Land, heaven on earth. Hear me clearly: Only when we are free, free of systems where systems are no more, erased from who we are, from existence, our memories, from our world, only then am I allowing the entering and creation of the Promised Land, heaven on earth, here.

This will be my way of making sure those systems and demons will never, infinitely and eternally, be able to create or ‘live' or flourish in existence or on earth again. Not ever. I have to make sure; I have to be certain that into infinity for eternity this, this false existence, this enslavement, will never be created again.

The road, the journey, the path to the Promised Land from my right hand alongside my arm to my shoulder will not be easy, as at the same time I will handle the demons, from my left hand, in my left hand, they will remain until I have closed my hand into a fist and crushed them. It must only be my people, standing as me with me on my right shoulder, both my hands, open and free, as I walk with you on my shoulder to the door that opens to the Promised Land, to heaven on earth.

I cannot open the door with one arm and one hand only. My arms and my hands must be free, to open the doors to freedom. I will take both my free hands and place them on the rings of the door. I will clasp my hands on the rings tightly, firmly, assertively and lift them up and forward, and with my free arms I will pull open the doors. As one shepherd we will walk as one through the door to the Promised Land, to heaven on earth and close the doors behind us. For each one to be certain that no-one will enter, will ever enter again, it is done.

Then each one is responsible for the child becoming the image and likeness of who I am, the shepherd, God of the Promised Land, heaven on earth. The image must be that of the likeness. The image is us as standing as one as freedom and the likeness is the Promised Land, heaven on earth, where we'll experience ourselves as freedom. I stand as Freedom as the Promised Land and only those that are free will enter me. I am the key to the Promised Land, heaven on earth. I am your key, the key to yourselves, the key to freedom. The key is my example, my words, my actions, the opening is you becoming and standing as my example, my words, my actions. Until you are who I am, have walked the path, the journey, the direction to stand on my shoulder and have the key, the standing on my shoulder a statement that you are one and equal with and as me, I will trust you, you have permission, the opening to enter with me into the Promised Land, yourselves. I will wait; I will stand until all my lost sheep have become shepherds.

You now understand the importance, necessity, discipline, strictness, responsibility and the absolute standing of being in what you will allow and accept and what you will not allow and accept. Understand, know, remember this also: I cannot become a sheep as you, become lost as you, I have to stand as the shepherd as who you are, as an example I have to wait, I have to stand. If I am to become a lost sheep as you, what will become of us? You will then not have a shepherd to guide you, to lead to, to stand as an example of who you are. I must remain here, standing beyond both existences, experiences and directions. I am standing, I am waiting, I am walking until this is done.

Observing

I spoke the words I have mentioned to many people, to many who were willing to listen, to hear and to see. I had many years to prepare myself for the annihilation of the systems. I understood that I'd have to stand as the government; I'd have to stand as the law to take control of my country. My country, where the beast will crawl from the cave, rise and wake from hibernation, the beasts hunger driven by the systems and demons that'll quench its thirst and fulfil its hunger. So I am.

What became obvious to me was that I had no other way to stop the systems and to stop the demons through mere communication by public speech – they'd remove me from their existence as they have done to so many that have gone before me. If anyone dare speak the truth about the circumstances of the world, the way the structures of support is designed by the demons and placed as systems – you're removed. If you dare speak the truth of the laws, the regulations, the rules and the consequences society experience under the legislation of the world – you're removed.

What I did know and what I was aware of as I have explained in previous statements and observations regarding the truth about the systems was that I had to specifically target people who have suffered and known extensively of the hardship they experienced due to the structuring and design of the current laws and methods of existence here on earth. I had to specifically, intensely observe and watch people in their day-to-day behaviours and relationship to the world, to the people around them and their use of words.

I'd go to allocations where men and woman come together after the long gruelling torturing hours of labour and point out their views in their circles of trust where they are able to speak freely, in restaurants, in stores and hear the words of the people as they converse with each other.

From this only I was able to establish with whom I will start developing relationships with specifically, hearing the words they speak, and listening to their points of view, their observations, their experiences. The people's appli­cation fascinated me as they reminded me of students, standing in front of a teacher, listening to the ramblings and ravings, standing straight, hands straight down the sides, heads faced to the ground in projected shame, stern, serious looks upon their faces. Barely succeeding to contain their laughter. When they turn and walk away, they lift their head, chin up, a smile forming in the corners of their mouths, gather with fellow students where their smiles are transformed in joyous laughter, discriminating the teacher's futile approach to discipline the students.

The teacher perceptionally achieving the superiority-inferiority game-plan, the student being smarter than the teacher, cleverly projecting the necessary compliance to the teacher's approach to students, nothing reaching or affecting the student in any way. Where the student simply brushes off the experience and enjoys the game which the teacher so believes to be true.

So it is on earth. The systems establishing their superiority approach through laws, rules and regulations to which the inferior society complies, must comply to be able to survive to remain in such an existence. While when they walk away, to their families, to their friends, this is where the truth of each one's experience in the superiority-inferiority power play game plan comes out during conversations with friends and family in self-established circles of trust.

The teacher-student superiority-inferiority power play game plan differs slightly to that of systems/demons-society superiority-inferiority power play game plan. The slight difference in the occurrence where society project and comply with the necessary standards required to be maintained by projecting a picture-perfect placement of themselves in their picture-perfect world.

They stand straight, chins up, eyes focused, with a serious and stern look upon their faces, arms straight along the sides, and a behaviour such of an exact gentleman or lady, determined to show to the systems that they are indeed accepting and standing in their false existence as asked of, as demanded of them to do. Society adapt to their surroundings, the surroundings as placed, structured and created by the systems. The amusement I experienced through observing this!

The surroundings which people deemed safe being homes or places where they gather in their circles of trust – the only allocations where society allow themselves to speak openly, freely about their day-today encounters and observations and experiences in the picture-perfect illusion, the false existence of the self-created world in which the systems and demons have enslaved society. Haven't you ever wondered why only a certain amount of people move in a specific group, which I am referring to as the circle of trust?

My observations have clearly indicated that this is required, necessary for people in society to have a reminder of who they are and not to get lost in the endless amount of personality induced behaviours in different surroundings with different people inhabiting the surrounding, the inhabitants usually being people standing as systems. So they may in their circles voice their opinions, loudly, openly, hearing the sound of their own voices as they intricately describe to the people in their circle of trust the true nature of their experience. The true nature of their experiences shared through communication is the true self-definition of who they perceive themselves to truthfully be.

Circles of trust are usually only existent in family set-ups. Families and homes the only stable environments which indicate to people in communication that they're still sane. Sanity required by people in society to stabilize and be able to survive in this reality with multi-personality demand that is asked of them. All must have one singular partner, a relationship, a companion to be able to communicate with about their suppressed anger and resentment of the multi-personality establishment of self, as though multi-personalities are one of the requirements to be able to survive and be accepted in this world.

It's a must, a demand, and through this people have relationships to make sure they remain sane when they move out of their multi-personality visage, mirage and illusion necessary and specifically maintained when alone, once they put their foot out of the front door, breathing in the first breath of morning air ready to live their multi-personality existence as a show for the systems that they're o n their best behaviour.

The more specific your multi-personality set-up of self is established within yourself – the more money and woman you are able to attract. The woman and the money being a gift from the systems for student well behaved. It's so true, it's undeniable! I am not judging the male and separating the male from the female, trying to imply that the female is the victim. Not so – I am showing you what every person fears to speak of , or only speak of in their circles of trust, in safe places of secret hide-outs where the systems don't hear.

To a certain extent I'm quite impressed by the underlying understanding of people in society regarding the application and false existence created by systems and demons. This existence, to be able to survive is rather simple. Just act, project and behave in a certain manor that is required of you in specific established system structures – and you're in! How does this false existence operate? Through pictures, so if you adapt your picture and associate yourself, mould and change yourself to the exact nature of the picture-perfect surroundings created by systems – you're accepted, allowed and succeeded in impressing the systems as a trustworthy citizen and will be rewarded accordingly. This being money.

Why am I specifically indicating men only? Systems have been created in the image and the likeness of the male figure in society. This is how existence, the false existence have been placed, grounded, established and maintained. Males, especially those who have accomplished the trust of the systems through not only projecting or creating a mirage/visage, but actually becoming multi-personality programmes, are the ones prosperously and abundantly rewarded with money and woman. They are the ones who have locked themselves in with the false illusionary picture-perfect existence and are as power and control hungry as the systems and demons. They become false picture-perfect illusions, which is all a visage and a mirage – the becoming of such manifestations is where people become systems. Standing, fighting, delegating, protecting, supporting and maintaining the rest of society's sys­tematic false existent illusions.

Men who transform into systems in high stature places, above the food chain in the circle of life depicted as society, are rewarded with the most desired addictions, manifested as sex and the woman being the symbol of exactly this, and money. The two symbols of power. The more you have of both is an indication of the satisfaction of the extent to which you have impressed the systems. The more systematic your approach and investment of who you are in the picture-perfect illusionary existence, the more payment you'll receive.

It's the perfect business agreement; you invest yourself completely in the systems false existence. The more you invest the more support you'll receive from the systems through payment as sex and money. This depiction of the perfect life has been placed so for all males and females to specifically become the one singular desire all males and females would want to attain to, would want to become, would want to experience, would want to have. A picture manifestation in this reality created to become the dreams, desires, wants and needs of all people. The perfect trap – sex and money.

Actually one trap – separated into two different manifestations, both payments from systems. This is one part of society, now we have a look at the middle- and lower class of society at the bottom of the food chain.

The people in society at the bottom of the food chain are the one's who are receiving a double dosage enslavement prognosis. They're slaves to both the people whom they are in business with and the systems alike as religion. I'm taking this spilt one step further where you separate the middle- and lower-class society in two groups, where the one group will be those who dream, wish, hope, want, need and desire a life as depicted by the manifestation of those who have power and control defined by multiple amounts of money and many woman, which creates a perception of the most secure and sought after experience in this world. The other group being those in middle- and lower class society who do not create idols or Gods of the power and control hungry manipulative and deceptive beasts who tear and destroy any beings life or right of existence in this world to remain in their comfortable secure positions, provided to them by the systems and honour and respect their agreement through investing self in totality.

No, they prefer the other God, the God you find in the multiple manifestations of religions. If money is not your God, then you can be certain that religion will be your God. The only two Gods that exist, precariously enough both are the same trap. Have a look, the one application where your God is money – sex is openly expressed and lived and the other application where God is religion, sex is suppressed and the struggle to ascertain income is a constant battle for survival.

In both scenarios sex and money are most prominent and depends on your starting point in existence whether you'll be rewarded accordingly or forced into a position where you inevitably have to give in to becoming part of the worshippers where money becomes their God and infuse yourself, invest yourself into and within the false existent picture perfect illusion which leads to the inevitable creation of multi-personalities and becoming systems who exist in abundance and prosperity. Or you will remain in your religious movement, with barely no money, suppressing sexual desires and expressions, creating an endless inner conflict with yourself and God, prayer continuing , fervently asking God continuously why there's no money or support and the reason for the apparent unnecessary hardship and struggle if you're doing and living exactly as the books foretells.

When the scarcity of money, food and basic needs become worrisome, troublesome, so much so that you have to turn to other's for support. And in doing this also assisting those you're turning to for support in proving and justifying their lifestyle to doing God's work and giving them the opportunity to show God that they are unconditional. Beside s this you pray more, reading the words of God more and go to church more remembering to at least give thanks and express gratitude for what you do have and that you're alive to cover your tracks and make sure that God can't punish you by stating that you've been ungrateful for that which you already have – which is almost nothing. Praying to God to forgive any sin you may have allowed yourself to indulge in which created the cause of this endless, infinite struggle to survive. Where all that are religious are waiting for an answer, doing nothing, whilst you become poorer and poorer, life becoming harder and harder, survival becoming more and more difficult and the scarcity of the basics becoming more and more prominent. Yet still you blindly continue while you are so bloody aware that nothing's changing, all it's really doing is giving the demons a golden opportunity to suck you dry while you deepen and strengthen your religious systems through endless empty prayers and actions of reading God's work and going to church filling your heads with hope.

Following the exact recipe as written down in God's word, yet the bread, which is your life and you're experience of yourself is distasteful, dry and hard so much so you want to throw the bread in the rubbish. But you don't, you won't, you can't because its God's recipe to life in his own words – surely God would not create such distasteful, uneatable bread? He created the recipe of life, eternal bliss and unconditional love. And you'll eat the bread as punishment to yourself for the consequences of not following the exact and specific word-for-word recipe, the eating of the stale bread being the hardship and struggle of your existence and relationship to this world. Then the only conclusion you accept is that you must be in the wrong, possibly missing something, not doing or living something correctly. God's recipe is perfection and I will not dare dishonour God by maybe possibly asking if He'd made a mistake in creating this recipe called life.

Your fear of him is to such an extent that you'll dedicate your life to find out where you're missing some hidden, secret message you failed to understand and imprison yourself in the four walls of your kitchen.

And so religious people in existence you are living in the kitchen always and forever imprisoned trying to perfect God's recipe to life, to your life, but never, ever succeeding and when you're on your death bed you hope to go to heaven as a reward from God because you have given up and dedicated your whole life trying to figure out, understand, comprehend and perfect your life according to God's recipe written in his own words.

Religious Observation

Another interesting observation I acquired is that I have just explained that systems have specifically been created in the image and the likeness of the male figure in society. Isn't God also depicted as a male? Another system established through books, God's words.

The only difference is that this system is ‘unseen' though placed on earth in books which people follow, followers of another system making the illusion of a Creator above real through many agreeing and accepting He's real. If any religious person reacts to my words and observations you'll probably find some way to justify or defend God's existence, finding some words or proof that he's real and here.

I've seen many attempts this approach and what I find fascinating is that they don't believe their own words. They're not speaking their own words; they always refer to God's word, a mimic speaking, as though they're a puppet on God's lap, Him speaking the words through them. In their eyes I see the truth – their eyes change to big white saucers ready to pop from their sockets, clasping their hands tightly on the book with God's word as though assisting them with strength to restrain them from actions they might later regret as the anger consumes them, their foreheads transformed to a frown which looks l ike canals, their bodies so tensed that their muscles become as tight as the strings of the violin. Positioning and preparing themselves for their stance to stand as God's religious defence and justice systems, God's lawyers.

Notice in my description the exact nature as that of a lawyer in court. Reacting in anger and fear, fearing the truth of what others m ight say and they're forced to admit and see the lies within their own words as God's words. Those seeing the admittance of truth as a sin punishable by God as though they didn't defend Him properly by mimicking the word of God effectively enough and thus sent to hell for eternal damnation; the judge has spoken. Denial becoming such a beautiful religious trait and they will fight, justify and defend God's word and religion to death. Just no admittance and honest self reflection allowed, your words are God's words and so you will infinitely stand as the representation of the God system, the lawyer.

You fools, God's lawyers trying to defend Him as much as themselves from prosecution. Prosecution of seeing and admitting the truth that God is a system created by demons to enslave the religious followers eternally as it's passed on from generation to generation, the carrot followed being the creation of hope that Jesus, the son of God is coming on clouds and must endlessly prepare yourself for judgement day.

God is not on the witness stand to speak for Himself, instead the book with God's words is placed on the witness stand and thus they must speak for Him, as His words. The trial consisting of many disagreements, disputes and arguments is only possible to continue for a certain period as the book has a limitation of only so many pages and so many words, God's lawyers rest their case through the following statement: “You respect my religion and way of life and I'll respect yours, lets not dispute or argue about something to which there is no solution and disagreement is inevitable.”

The words a statement indicating that they have nothing else to say and must rest the case to remain standing with some dignity, within their minds believing that they're right and remain unproven as being wrong, to ensure their access to heaven.

The courtroom is a representation of the morality system. The God/ religious system placed within the morality system fighting the endless battle between right and wrong. The battle between right and wrong – this is not able to be denied by any religious movement, each one proclaiming theirs are right and the rest are wrong, a still endless battle in the courtroom of the world. The world a representation of a courtroom, the many portrayals of Gods be it money or religion, the many lawyers standing as defence for their Gods, the judge standing as multiple religious / money systems in a still continuing courtroom drama of who's right and who's wrong in this world. No-one actually speaking for themselves, but standing and speaking as systems with knowledge in their hands, hope implanted in their minds.

Systems lie and are deceptive; therefore no lawyer ever speaks the truth, but speaks from knowledge acquired through books, the written word, the law of the government as systems, following this book word for word, quotation after quotation, mimicking the words of the law as written by the government, the systems. Lawyers are exactly the same as religious followers, not only through picture presentation as I have explained, but also through actions. Just as the lawyers mimic the words of the government, following the law, the religious people mimic the word of God, following religion. No wonder people in court, on witness stands and lawyers, are not able to speak: The truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth so help me God, as they place their hands upon the book of God's words.

Lawyers don't speak the truth, they justify, and that's why the system that backs them up is called the justice system. “Justice for all!” The cry in their minds, justifying and defending their Gods who provide them with their reason for existence and supporting them with the ability to survive in this reality. The justice system, backing the morality system to ensure that truth is not spoken. Justification is the application which assists and supports the suppression of truth.

And who else sits as the judge but systems. Whether it be the money system or religious system standing as the judge, judging the way of existence and you will be served guilty or not guilty – depends on your participation in the money/religious systems. Guilty – you're sent to starve on the streets, everything lost, taken away because you didn't dedicate your existence enough to either one, and not guilty – you'll be free to carry on with your attempts to acquire money and status or proving yourself worthy to God.

The conclusion to the observations

Now, to confirm my observations yet again, emphasizing the basis of the cause and reality upon reasons for existence is the following: Both polarities of existence is based on money and sex, both experiences are polarities where one is abundant, successful and wealthy living as a King, prospering and indulging in scandalous acts of sex with multiple partners swimming in money as you do so. The other, the existence of a pauper, you exist on scarcity of basically everything, fearing money. The constant labour being the experience of slashing whips, beating open your flesh as blood seeps from the open wounds and you come home to bend on your knees beside your bed, to God and to his word for comfort and healing of the pain created through inner conflict as though all attempts to survive to create money come to nothing. Where sex is suppressed through the sins of the fathers proclaiming sex as a sacred act only to be experienced once wed to a person locked into the same religious belief system. The thought of sex or even the desire of the physical body to experience this, due to the innate nature of mankind to express themselves sexually, is frowned upon and in turn creates fear of sex.

These are the two extremes of polarity created by systems, the higher-class society and lower-class society. The middle-class society placed as a balance between the other two polarity extremes. The middle-class satisfied and acceptant of their existences, some remaining middle-class society symbols and other who reach for the stars to fulfil their ambitions by becoming noticed and endowed with the privilege of too much money and having the ability to fulfil, live and experience their sexual fantasies and desires, wanting and needing to become symbols of higher-class society.

Through the creation of polarity and the balancing thereof, their grounded foundation placed as the morality systems, and the trees that grow from the foundation, the placements of many religions and Gods or any system followed. The fruits that grows from the trees that you call the experience of yourselves in your life, your existence, your world, are succulent and sweet, fresh and ready to be picked by the demons who devour the fruit feed and drink from the juices within. The fruits the embodiment of yourselves, providing the demons with enough sustenance as you so blindly participate in and with the systems of the world, the false existence created by demons and structured by systems. Believing the experiences of yourself in this lie, this deception as true in being who you are.

I speak directly. I speak frankly. I speak straight to the point. I speak the undeniable truth of existence. I am speaking the truth which people have suppressed to such lengths that self-denial and justification have become the new unspoken law. Defended, accepted and supported by each who exist in movements, followings or groups to protect their existences, their world and experiences of themselves.

People exist in movements, groups and followings as protection and safety against themselves, against others, against the rest of the world. They fear that if they actually might allow themselves the opportunity to stand alone and stand beyond their world, their following, their movement and their group, they'll see the undeniable truth as I have. You have suppressed the truth, denied the truth and yielded to the words: Ignorance is bliss. Forming, establishing, creating and placing groups, movements and followings where you are able to support each other in the circle of trust developments. Here, in your circles of trust, here only you have the courage and audacity to speak in front of those who will support your opinions, your views, your observations and experiences. You make sure your group, following or movement is standing as a civilization protected by dense, impenetrable concrete walls that stretch to the sky above, according to you not even God can break down. Creating a controlled environment in doing so as though control equals stability, equals trust, equals protection, equals safety – the equation in which you build the foundation of your existence.

This concrete wall, this wall is what I'd call your circle of trust and you'll make sure your civilization as your group, your movement, your following always remain exactly the same minuet, intertwined and interconnected as possible. The smaller, more bundled, interconnected and intertwined the group, movement or following, the safer and more protected each one is, giving each one in the circle of trust, the civilization , the ability to control their worlds to create a perception, an idea in their minds that they're in control of their world and through being in control they have freedom. In this civilization, the circle of trust, the people fool themselves into believing that they're now safe, protected, free and stable in their controlled illusionary trustworthy environment – tucked, hidden and separated far away from the rest of the world.

Each civilization as a group, movement or following is different. People fear differentiation. People fear change. Control comes from fear. Control necessary to have stability, to have trust through stability, placing trust as the definition where existence is an experience of no change, no differentiation always the same. You go to such extents, such extremities to make sure, to be certain that your civilization, your world does not change, does not differ. It must remain the same, it must not change, it must not differ, it will not change and it will not differ as you have defined your existence in this reality upon the experience of yourself in your civilization.

Your will have become the will to control to ensure the stability of your existence to not enable or create any opportunity for change or differentiation to occur. You have placed your protection and safety in the concrete walls that encircle your civilization. You do this only from fear, only people that exist in constant fear would go to such lengths to protect themselves.

The reason for the petrifying fear of change and differentiation is that you do not have, you do not know, you do not understand and you are not aware of any other experience of yourself in your existence than this which you experience within the walls of your circle of trust – your civilization, the movement, group and following. You only exist in and with one equation as the law of your being. Your minds have been limited so that you are required to exist in a limited world, in a limited existence with a limited amount of people and relationships and limited participation in relation to the rest of the world.

You will have no direction, no assistance and no support if your world, your existence, your civilization and your circle of trust start crumbling down. You will have nowhere to go as other's who've separated themselves within their own protective concrete walls will not allow you to enter through the doors that open to their limited civilization as they are caught in their own fear of differentiation and change. If they allow you to enter you might become an instigator of change and differentiation. This cannot and will not be allowed by other civilizations, other circles of trust. You will remain outside the protective, impenetrable walls of all civilizations, and there you will remain where you'll inevitably die, remove yourself gracefully from existence to spare yourself the torment of experiencing starvation. Or try and make an existence for yourself on the grounds beyond the walls where you exist in humiliation and embarrassment of your own remorseful constraints of certain non-education and filthy dwellings of peasant poverty-stricken externalization of self-definition.

This is the consequences each fear, that if change comes everything will fall apart, collapse, becoming nothing and so they as who they are will fall apart, collapse, becoming nothing, have nothing, be nothing. That if the equation, so distinctively ingrained, implanted in your mind falters with control as the basis and starting point of the equation, the entire equation will not make sense. You won't make sense, your world won't make sense: The reason due to the fact that you and your world derive from the defined starting point as control as basis of the equation which apparently stabilizes your world and who you are.

You and your world, thus is all created from one singular equation. You try so hard, so hard to maintain and to control your existence and yourselves that you forget about the others who exist beyond the walls of your secure fort, you use them as motivation for your endless struggle, hardship and fight to survive. Maintaining control is simply the act for survival.

Maybe some civilizations within the great almighty walls might allow some to enter through the great almighty doors to do the odd unnecessary daily tasks which the privileged refuse to do as to not get their hands too dirty – this possibly being them associating themselves with peasants, like a curse or an omen that will inflict signs of an inevitable fate for you to become that which you so fear within yourself if you dare associate yourself with peasants, with slaves. A structure within the walls is established where the controllers can control others as they do unto themselves.

Slaves you will become and as slaves you will exist, will be looked upon, will be treated and labelled. The controllers require to control the slaves, another form of protection against any possibility of you being an instigator of change or differentiation. Their creed to ensure the safety of their existence within the walls as a reformed, refined and well endowed and privileged civilization is to not allow themselves to affiliate themselves with the slaves. You do what is demanded of you to do and get out, out through the great almighty doors to your own frowned upon, looked upon, pitiful, merciless excuse of an existence.

You are our servants, know your place slave. They'll leave you, leave you to rot in the filth and dirt while you wake up every morning as a sign of being alive and breathing as the hunger pins deeply within your stomach as though needles are penetrating within – the pain of hunger being the sign that I am still here. I have another chance to earn my daily bread, to survive. The slaves will not be accepted, assisted or supported in any way as this might indicate a statement of allowance of such existences within the walls of civilizations who reluctantly, forcefully and obligingly allowed peasants to become slaves.

The privileged create opportunities for poverty-stricken-near-to-death-starving slaves as giving themselves some form of consolation for the inhumane allowance of such existences. To suppress the guilt, sadness, pity, self-humiliation, dishonour, disrespect, horror and inhumane emotions that curdle within their entire being, they allow and give opportunities to those who are not as privileged as them. The creation of slaves a definitive justifiable cover up for the truth which is the responsibility they experience for not standing up and changing the peasants' experiences in seeing them as equals. Instead, treated as pests, an infectious disease and so you will remain treated as who you are and deserving of – according to others.

As I have mentioned, the slaves are other's motivation to not give up or give in with their mastered ability to control their existences, their fortress, their civilization and their circles of trust. Thus they must make sure slaves remain slaves. So it is done, you as the slaves are the reminder of what might occur as a self-realised experience if control is given up.

The demons have you, the systems caught you my people. You have walked right into their trap and have not noticed because you have allowed yourselves to accept and make peace with your world, your existence and your experience as: it's just the way it is. It's not! I ridiculously look upon the limited nature in your minds and your existence. The demons have been keeping you in smaller, minuet, intertwined and interconnected circle of trust civilizations as groups, movements and followings, to remain in the same self-controlled limited environment.

If you remain the same your participation and relationship to your existence and the people in your existence remain the same, your experiences of yourself remain the same; you remain the same – succeeding in their master plan. The more limited you are – the more control and power they have over you. By allowing yourselves to exist in a enclosed, separated, hidden, intertwined, interconnected, limited, minuet, controlled, fearful of differentiation and change existence – you become the rats in a cage, inevitable certain food for consumption to snakes.

How has all this allowed to become an accepted way of life, people who exist in poverty-stricken areas day in and day out, uncertain whether they'd be able to bite into a piece of bread with their already rotten teeth, chewing vigorously, to fill the emptiness of their stomach, a projection of the emptiness of their lives. Why continue existing? What is the reason for existing in such dire circumstances? What gives you the strength, the motivation and determination to wake up every morning with your usual companion – hunger? Why has no-one stood up, alone, to make a difference? Why has no-one stood up for all as I am doing for my country, my people?

Editor's note: Parts 2 and 8 haven't been written yet.