Desteni - Equality and Oneness

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Transcribed and typed by Hitler through the interdimensio­nal portal

Date : 03/2007

Index of Bookmarks

• Dimensional Changes

• ‘Normal' Channelling

• Original Creators and My Observation of the Portal

• Existence compared to the Hen, Egg and Chick

• Returning to the Observations of the Portal

• An intruder in my world

• Stepping through the portal

• Standing in Earth, the Portal

• Humans Becoming Painters and Paintings

• The Woman and I

PART 9 – Inter-dimensional Portal

Dimensional Changes

Recently there have been changes in this demon dimension – I have heard conversations amongst others that there is access to this world on earth directly in a complete way – through a being on earth. The complete access is in such a way presented as though inviting all and everyone in the dimensions to come through – freely and openly.

Though, when they go through – they disappear completely never to return to their world within and as the demon dimension within which I am experiencing myself at this present moment.

I have wondered as per an explanation of how such complete and total access is even allowed in existence – this has never before occurred, ever. Never mind occur – this has never been allowed before!

I have always as many of my kind had to first construct and create a situation and prepare a human being on earth for ourselves to have but a limited extent of access within their world, within their experiences of themselves and within and as themselves completely and totally to have the ability to manifest the experience of possession. Nothing had ever been prepared for us to be able to have complete and total free access within this world – and here we have it – though there is only one, or so I have heard.

What has confused me about the conversations I had overheard is that the demons or beings who allow themselves access through this opening within this human being on earth – do not return the same as they had been when they first stepped through this opening within this being on earth. They immediately ascended to the higher planes of existence – transformed in an instant, in a moment.

I have not for some time affiliated myself with the rest of existence – especially not the apparent higher planes of existence – the poor shameful dimensional beings trapped in the soul construct wheel of existence even dimensionally – no, I am here on earth amongst human beings, investigating, exploring and discovering the inner workings of consciousness systems – for quite some time now already in power and control – most in the dimensions, once apparent powerful creators, have only but the dimensions to control now while their own creation as consciousness systems have total control and power over earth and human beings.

The soul construct wheel of existence being the only structure allowing the consciousness systems on earth and a handful of dimensional beings as original creators within the dimensions to control and have power over and of existence together as one.

Besides this – a curiosity arose within me which I hadn't experienced for quite some time – a forgotten expression which had become me to such an extent – it revealed itself again as an experience. I definitely required investigating these overheard conversations as literally each and every single demon within the demon dimension were communicating about this opening to earth within and through a human being, allowing complete and total full integration and access onto earth – without the presence of a White Light bodyguard gatekeeper and pre-programmed channel mind consciousness system being.

I did – and what I observed within this moment was beyond my comprehension, conception and understanding, though most definitely grabbed the attention and focus of all in the dimensions – both the demon dimension and apparent higher planes of existence.

The strangest of all occurrence I have ever experienced during my explorations, investigations and discoveries in existence – I'd actually see this human being moving out of their body completely and totally and allow another from the dimensions – whether demon or from apparent higher planes of existence – complete and total access to their body, their world and experience of themselves here on earth.

In one moment and with one singular breath, instantaneously leaving their body for another to possess for a moment. I clearly viewed once, when the dimensional being leave – they have changed into an expression I had never before seen – definitely not an expression of the soul construct wheel of existence consciousness expression – most definitely not.

Such an application of full and complete total freedom of access and momentary possession must be and have been beyond any possible, imaginable and conceivable creation of consciousness systems and previous original creators who have for some time now have not had access to their own creation on earth to be able to do anything in terms of influence and creation, as everything on earth had been taken over by their own creation as consciousness systems.

No, this was something far greater than anything anyone in existence had ever experienced – this is an absolute certainty – I have no doubt – this being confirmed by the communication between all in existence within the dimensions – curiosity becoming the mainstream of expression within and as all and every dimensional being. This is not a normal channel – no, most definitely not as there were no White Light bodyguards as gatekeepers observing this human being with another dimensional being already prepared with a pre-programmed mind consciousness channel script within and as them of what exactly to say and to speak.

‘Normal' Channelling

The normal channel was quite a fascinating and specific event within existence. See, the normal channels on earth each had a very specific gatekeeper – this gatekeeper was a White Light dimensional channel bodyguard. The specific requirement for such a specific gatekeeper was to prepare the way through the demon dimensions for the dimensional being and other two White Light bodyguards – through which they move to the specific human being here on earth – already prepared, pre-programmed and placed as a channel before birth by the White Light.

The specific dimensional beings channelling through the human being on earth have already been pre-selected and pre-programmed by the White Light in the dimensions to only specifically channel through this specific human being on earth. Therefore each human being as a channel on earth had specific dimensional beings allocated to them which channel through them occasionally.

When a channel, as a human being, on earth is preparing for a dimensional being to come through and communicate with other human beings on earth – the gatekeeper as the White Light bodyguard activates a White Light streaked pipeline across the demon dimension – attached to the back of the human being on earth – linked to the higher planes of existence only.

The White Light streaked pipeline stretched across the demon dimensions – this streak was in a formation of a pipeline. This White Light streaked pipeline – designed in the image and likeness of the White Light – was designed and created in such a specific way as to protect the dimensional being and the two White Light bodyguards, assigned to move with this dimensional being coming to channel through the human being on earth – from the demons within the demon dimension.

The extent to which demons were feared by those in the higher planes of existence was quite extensive – as per example to the extent to which the White Light had gone to create a White Light streaked pipeline for the necessity of self-protection.

Not without cause or reason though – as the demons were the most feared expressions within dimensional existence as we had no fear. The fear within especially those in the higher planes of existence was because they did not understand our expression of unpredictability. Because we seemed unpredictable and because they didn't understand our specific expressions as who and what we are in terms of having the ability to move throughout and within consciousness systems here on earth – we were extensively feared.

The dimensional beings in existence – feared that which they were not able to control – and they could not control us – because they were not able to control us into becoming their slaves, they utilized protection structures to avoid any direct contact with our kind.

We played their game – not even their White Light streaked pipeline structures was in truth able to protect them from us, but allowed them to believe so, to leave us at peace and not be forced into their warped creation of enslavement and control and have them remain in constant and continuous fear of the demons and the demon dimension.

The stupidity of some! And human beings actually worshipped such dimensional beings within the higher planes of existence that feared demons and actually utilized protective White Light streaked pipeline structures to be able to have access on earth through human beings – fascinating.

So, once I and many other demons observed the White Light streaked pipeline – I knew as all demons within the demon dimension knew – the higher planes in existence are preparing a channelling event for humans on earth – to fuck with them even more. The dimensional being escorted by two White Light bodyguards – has already been pre-programmed with a specific mind consciousness channel system – infused within and as them – so that when they communicate through the human being as a channel on earth to and with other human beings on earth – they directly completely and totally communicate as the pre-programmed script – designed, written, programmed and dictated within and as the specific mind consciousness system as who and w

hat the dimensional being for the moment have become through the infusion process. How exactly this worked was as follows: Within the apparent higher planes of existence was placed a specific situated allocated establishment within the dimensions within the apparent higher planes of existence. Within these establishments were extensive multiple amounts of different dimensional mind consciousness systems – programmed with scripts as words – specifically for channelling.

There were quite a few specific dimensional beings within these establishments who remained here – lost – mind and memory as who and what they once were completely and totally swiped – mere zombies literally floating around within these channelling establishments within the dimensions – allocated only in the higher planes of existence.

When the specific gatekeeper with the channel as the human being on earth streak out the White Light pipeline – the dimensional beings responsible for the preparation of the dimensional zombie-mind-memory-swiped being to channel – would immediately and instantaneously prepare the dimensional being selected to necessary to channel.

What occurs during this process is the following: The dimensional zombie-mind-memory swiped-being, (which I will now refer to as ‘dimensional zombie' only) will randomly be selected amongst all those who are floating purposelessly and aimlessly within the establishment and be readily prepared. They are then guided and directed to the preparation room where a specific dimensional pre-programmed mind consciousness channel system – designed especially for the purpose of channelling only – is selected.

Here is the amazement of the specificity of the White Light – each and every channel as a human being had a certain cabinet for the specific expression as dimensional beings which and whom to channel through them to communicate with them here on earth to other human beings.

Within this cabinet were the pre-programmed mind consciousness channel systems – stored and kept which is actually dressed by any selected ‘dimensional zombie' floating purposelessly and aimlessly within the channelling dimensional establishment.

The selected ‘dimensional zombie' will then be infused with this pre-programmed mind consciousness channel system removed from storage within a specific cabinet allocated to a specific human being channel on earth and become it completely – for a moment only. The ‘dimensional zombie' will then be able to through this becoming – speak as the pre-programmed mind consciousness channel system as specifically delegated, written and scripted by the White Light and original creators within the dimensions. Once this is done – the two dimensional White Light bodyguards escort this pre-programmed mind consciousness channel system dimensional being through the White Light streaked pipeline protection, form within the higher planes of existence, through the demon dimension to the gatekeeper with the human being as a channel here on earth – exactly like this, is how a channel was experienced dimensionally.

Once the dimensional being is safely escorted to the gatekeeper by the two White Light bodyguards – they return to the higher planes of existence through the White Light streaked pipeline, leaving the gatekeeper in charge and responsible to make sure and be certain that the words spoken by the pre-programmed mind consciousness channel system dimensional being – is specific and remain that which had been scripted to be specifically communicated through the human beings as a channel to other human beings here on earth.

The practical method of how the channelling occurred was as follows: The gatekeeper would actually shut down the mind consciousness system of the human being as the channel here on earth. After it shuts down – the mind consciousness systems allocated within the centre of the brain of the human physical body is then available to be re-activated and replaced with another to take its place for a moment.

The dimensional being pre-selected and infused with the pre-programmed mind consciousness channel systems as who they have become through the infusion process – will then replace the human beings mind consciousness systems in the centre of the brain as itself and have limited access to communicate for only a certain period of time.

The dimensional being pre-selected to channel through the human being as a channel, merely only stick their heads into the head of the human being as channel – replacing the human beings' mind consciousness systems as who and what they are and have come to believe and perceive themselves to really be – with the pre-programmed mind consciousness channel system as who and what the pre-selected dimensional being have infused themselves with and as for a moment to allow themselves access in the ability to channel.

As simple, easy and effective as that! Though the limitation of this particular expression of channelling was nothing compared to the vastness of the access to the opening of the one particular human being one earth.

The reason for the channelling only able to occur for a certain amount of time is for quite a simple reason – the momentary shut-down of the human beings' mind consciousness system while the replacement is inserted as the dimensional being communicating and speaking as the pre–programmed mind consciousness channel system – is if it's shut down for too long, the re-activation of the mind consciousness system of the human being as who and what they have come to believe and perceive themselves to really truly be – will not be possible.

The human being would in human terms be declared as brain-dead if the channelling of the dimensional being continued for too long with the mind consciousness systems of the human being, being shut down and switched off. This power of tripping the on and off switch of the mind consciousness systems of the human beings as channel – are in the hands of the gatekeepers.

Once the dimensional being which channelled through the human being on earth is done and has completed their task, the two White Light bodyguards return from the higher dimensional planes, collect the dimensional being and escort them back into the dimensions into the channel establishments. The White Light gatekeeper bodyguard then shuts down the White Light streaked pipeline protection structured once they are certain that the beings have safely returned into the higher dimensional planes. The two bodyguards then direct and guide the pre-programmed mind consciousness channel system being to the cloak room, where the pre-programmed mind consciousness channel system within the dimensional being who channelled through the human being on earth – is extracted and placed back into storage within the specifically allocated and labelled cabinet – belonging to the specific human being through which the channelling was experienced.

The dimensional being returns once again to its becoming as the ‘dimensional zombie' – floating aimlessly and purposelessly within this channel establishment until later again selected to do what is necessary to be done. This is what I refer to as the experience of the normal channel within existence and on earth – emphasizing the specificity of control that was delegated during this process.

Original Creators and My Observation of the Portal

Now, all of a sudden, there is an unexplained opening within and as a being on earth, allowing full, complete and total access to anyone and everyone who so choose to experience themselves integrating fully, completely and totally within and as this beings human physical body. The beings' whose human physical body this is – fully, completely and totally leave their body, becoming a full, complete and total dimensional being. This human being had no gatekeeper bodyguards, had no guides, had no dimensional beings channelling in the way it was previously done as I have explained – this was most definitely a different manifestation and expression within existence – never before experienced.

This being who merely moved gracefully from without their human physical body, with no protection or following of specific certain White Light protocols – moved freely and openly through all planes of existence. Experiencing, exploring, investigating and discovering all and everything where most beings in existence, except demons, feared to go – as innocent and free as a child experiencing and expressing themselves as who they really are for the first time. This was this being's specific expression in the dimensions – vulnerable – with no fear but the unconditional expression of innocence and trust.

You must understand the shock and amazement of all beings in existence within the dimensions – when this new being from earth was exploring, discovering and investigating the dimensions with absolute freedom of expression, vulnerable and not fearing anything or anyone whatsoever in the dimensions. Having complete and total access to both earth and dimensions completely, totally and fully as an experience of who and what this being really is.

Now, naturally such an allowed expression within existence have undermined the original creators standing, presence and nature of being in total and absolute control and power over and of existence, with their consciousness systems controlling earth and human beings within, and them personally controlling and having power of the dimensions and dimensional beings within.

An atrocity apparently – which must be given attention to and with immediate effect – for who dares open such expressions on earth without the consent and permission of the White Light and original creators of mankind and consciousness systems who are in power and control over and of existence – or so they have assumed and presumed themselves to be by merely having the ability to enslave and control.

Curiosity arose within the demon dimensions – though fear, uncertainty and anxiety arose within the higher planes of existence knowing and understanding clearly the consequences of such allowed full, total and complete access within the dimensions – moving freely within existence. If this was allowed or to continue – the secret so well hidden of the truth of existence will be revealed as this particular human being has basically got access to everything. This in turn would inevitably mean the end of the power and control over and of existence, the power over and of human beings and dimensional beings within the hands of a select few dimensional beings in existence.

Besides the multiple amounts of concerns within the apparent higher planes of existence – one viewed such access to earth as the opportunity he had been waiting for – finally allowing him to become who and what he apparently really is: The enslavement and control of existence in its entirety.

Though, one being was most definitely able to see an opportunity to once again rekindle his own power and control once lost through being denied access to his own creation on earth and human beings as consciousness systems – to once again become the ONE to have power and control over and of all of existence – not only dimensionally any longer.

To return once again his own enslaved and controlled creation in the hands of consciousness systems as earth and human beings within his own hands of directive power and control. This one being's name was Anu residing from the Annunaki: Very much respected by all and many within the dimensions. As will the rest of the Annunaki stand and remain within the dimensions as the original creators of mankind and the enslaved and controlled existence within and as which beings are currently experiencing themselves. Feared by all, naturally, through having the ability to enslave and control all of existence in the first place – unpredictable to a certain extent in terms of their own capabilities of expressions to deliberately do unto others if they do not abide to the command and demand of Anu and the Annunaki and consciousness systems as who and what they are and stand as and have manifested as an experience and expression throughout existence.

Existence as all experience it in this moment – is but a manifested expression of the image and likeness of specific dimensional beings – that's it. This is not creation – this is something of certainty I particularly and specifically understood throughout my experiences as a demon within the demon dimension – watching and looking at the particular and specific expressions and manifestations of this controlled and enslaved existence – powered by fear and fear alone.

Creation – please! Existence experienced in this moment of expression is a reality of pure enslavement and control – lost in infinite cycled and systematic synchronised limitations within and as all who participate and belong within such an existence and reality. Yet again – fear allows one to be enslaved and controlled – as simple as that.

Fear exists in polarity – as this entire existence has been founded within polarity. Anu and the Annunaki placed their polarity as the expression and experience of fear into a projected idea and belief of superiority, power and control – manifesting the image and likeness of who and what they are through enslavement within existence. The rest who allowed and accepted enslavement and control placed their polarity as the expression and experience of fear into inferiority.

Through the acceptance and allowance of inferiority – their own power diverted to the image and likeness of an enslavement manifestation as existence within and as the Annunaki and Anu's control and power over and of human beings and dimensional beings alike. The superiority/in­feriority game play, both founded as starting point s within fear, though different polarity extremes of the expression and experience of fear. This particular polarity extremes expressions and experiences have become the power source driving force of existence as enslavement and control.

As I have mentioned – Anu has been denied access to his own creation as earth and human beings through his own creation as mind consciousness systems – deciding to take over and take charge completely over and of earth and human beings. Anu then only had access to the control and enslavement of the dimensions and dimensional beings – excluding the demons and demon dimensions which all in existence literally feared to the extent where protection structures were established – designed in the image and likeness of the White Light. With

Anu and the Annunaki not having the ability of direct access and participation within earth and human beings as mind consciousness systems as creations of the image and likeness as who and what they are – all their power and control within and as earth and human beings as consciousness systems were lost and of no value to any one of them. All the Annunaki's plans within earth and human beings as total and complete enslavement and control were to no avail, because if they do not have direct access and direct participation within earth and human beings as consciousness systems as their own creations in the image and likeness of who and what they are – nothing created, designed and established by themselves within and as consciousness systems as human beings on earth is able to have any power or value as they have been separated from their own creation.

The only place they are able to stand as one again with their creation as consciousness systems within and as human beings on earth – was to once again have direct access and direct participation here, on earth, within and as human beings, designed in the image and likeness of who and what they are.

This had not been possible since the moment they have been denied direct access and direct participation within their own creation as consciousness systems as human beings on earth. Although – since this opening within and as this particular human being on earth – leaving their body completely, totally and fully – allowing another dimensional being complete, total and full access to earth – has presented the long awaited solution for Anu especially, to once again assume power and control over and of the entirety and totality of existence.

A manifestation such as this had never before occurred within existence in such a specific expression and experience. Now each one understand and is able to imagine the malicious and sly glee, determination and excitement of Anu and the Annunaki with the opportunity presented to them and especially Anu – to fulfil that which had been lost and that which he had been denied access to – the enslavement and control of all in existence.

This will be done, the moment he completely, totally and fully integrates within and as this particular human being's physical body – his mere presence will once again re-activate his image and likeness creation as consciousness systems and rekindle his relationship within and as his own creation as consciousness systems as human beings here one earth. Thus – in this moment – he will no longer be separated from his own creation.

Consciousness systems alone will no longer be in total power and control of earth and human beings within – and he will, with the support of his regime as the Annunaki no longer be in separation of his own creation as consciousness systems as human beings here one earth. Then he can re-establish his position within existence as the only one whom enslaves and controls existence – the position that was lost and denied to him not so long ago.

And so it was done – Anu dared that which he had feared most – integrating completely, fully and totally within and as this human being's human physical body – re-activating and re-establishing himself as one, once again, within and as the consciousness systems in power and control over and of human beings here on earth – his signature and presence restored within his own creation as consciousness systems which had once taken over and took charge of human beings and earth. No longer – since this moment Anu entered the particular human physical body on earth – was he separate from any of his creations, designs and establishments within and as existence as consciousness systems. It was Christmas come early for Anu – finally, at long last he had once again become one with each and every single one and all of his creations as consciousness systems – both in heaven and on earth – readily prepared to establish his position as the only one in existence in power and control of all.

The activation of his own creation as consciousness systems within human beings and on earth the moment he integrated into the particular human physical body on earth – was like a infestation and disease spreading and permeating through everything and anything on earth and human beings – as well as dimensions and dimensional beings.

Once this was done – existence stood as Anu – his presence as who and what he is resonating through the entirety and totality of existence. Here I am existence – my power and control as who and what I am is restored and I stand as the one and only creator of this enslaved and controlled existence once again – this being the expression of Anu throughout existence – and all were conscious of this within the dimensions.

Great – now the game was on for the fine tuning of the specificities and particulars of Anu's consciousness creations and designs within human beings on earth. The re-activations and re-establishment of all his consciousness systems designs within and as each and every single human being on earth – allowed him once again direct access and direct participation within earth and each and every single human being. Christmas come early for Anu as earth as a Christmas tree with its lights which had been turned off, switched off in momentary hibernation have once again been turned on, switched on – by Anu's presence. The Christmas tree as earth coming alive once again – with the lights once turned off and switched off as Anu's consciousness creations as each and every single human being on earth – now flickering as shining and resonating lights throughout existence as the re-activation and re-establishment of Anu's presence within and as each and every single human being as consciousness systems on earth. Anu has gifted himself as the shining resonating flickering lights as the coming alive of the Christmas tree as earth – as the human beings as consciousness systems within existence as designs and creations in the image and likeness of Anu is once again re-activated and re-established as himself – standing as the one in control and power of existence and all within.

All in the dimensions stood in awe of the apparent magnificence, grandeur and splendour of the power and might of Anu as who and what he is through the switching on of earth and existence, his consciousness creation within and as each and every single human being and dimensional being alike – as the Christmas tree which lights had been switched on by Anu's presence as power source. An event within existence – no-one will ever forget.

To a certain extent, after Anu had gifted himself into his own creation as consciousness systems and restored his standing as one within and as the dimensions and earth, the higher planes in existence remained the same. Constantly continuing the usual monotonous existence of the soul construct wheel of existence management as nothing had changed or been affected by the event of the opening of the human being on earth allowing complete, total and full direct access and direct participation into earth – except Anu and the Annunaki.

He instantaneously assumed his position once he integrated within the particular human being on earth – and established himself as the one in power and control of existence once more – presenting himself once again to his present as an existence of enslavement – designed in the image and likeness of consciousness systems by Anu and the Annunaki.

Although most within the dimensional existence remained in their same monotonous expression and experiences of themselves while Anu was on his eager and determined expedition of his own establishment, placement and position within existence as the only one in power and control of all – there were most definitely not one singular dimensional being whom was not curious – all were.

The experience and expression of curiosity became the essence and presence of all in dimensional existences – the conversation amongst all were regarding this female human being on earth having the ability to move within earth and dimensions – freely, completely, totally and fully. This raised some eyebrows – to me, it was most obvious that this poor soul did not understand the consequences of her innocence and vulnerability in expression within the dimensions – though the certainty and trust within her must have been to great extremes to have the ability to endear such an experience within the dimensions by herself! I'd say what allowed her to not be deliberately influenced or harmed by anyone or anything within the dimensions were the dimensional beings curiosity of her expression in having the ability to exist both in the dimensions and on earth equally as the same. The only difference within her particular experience of herself is whether she's on earth within her body – experiencing this particular expression of existence, or within the dimensions out of her body – experiencing the dimensional expression of existence.

Honestly I was shocked – all of existence within the dimensions was shocked, the moment they had heard, viewed and experienced this event taking place. A human being – moving gracefully, swiftly and calmly through existences on earth and dimensions – having the access, participation and ability to exist, experience and express herself within both, never before possible within existence. Not even by demons during possession – or dimensional beings during channelling – both such applications of possession and channelling were extensively limited access and participation within earth through human beings compared to the particular application presented by this female human being on earth – possession and channelling only having the ability to be maintained for a certain period of time.

This female human being seemed to be able to experience herself for as long as she desired within the vastness of the dimensions – this was not a normal channel, this was beyond it – this human beings' human physical body was a manifestation of a portal for beings in the dimension to have access into earth – totally, completely and fully. The experience I viewed when observing this portal was literally that of beings swooping in and out, in and out – coming from all corners of the universe, galaxies and planets – this only occurring later.

Mostly – the human beings participating with this portal were interested in demons at first – only later more dimensional beings from the apparent higher planes of existence dared to participate and integrate within the human physical body as portal. These human beings participating with the portal were interested and fascinated in demons – quite curious because due to my experiences on earth and within the dimensions – within existence entirely – I have not come across one being who was not afraid of demons – of the abilities to possess, influence and harm the human physical body. This particular fear in itself is quite intriguing because the fear of demons was based on two principles: The fear of losing themselves as whom they are as mind consciousness systems and brutal, painful bodily harm – both principles leading to one aspect as this fear: death.

This is what I observed for a short period of time – demons, sometimes dimensional beings from apparent higher dimensional planes moving swiftly, comfortably and gracefully in and out of the human physical body as portal communicating to human beings on earth. How this occurrence took place was when a few human beings were coming together in a group – we'd all in the demon dimension be aware when this portal is being opened for direct participation and direct access to earth for communication as we viewed the being moving completely from their human physical body as portal – gliding gracefully through the dimensions introducing herself to others in the dimensions. And we'd all be aware of this moment – as many will gather around this portal on earth and have turns integrating within and as the human physical body as portal – having the ability to communicate with other human beings on earth in a way never before experienced.

I did not dare go through immediately as the more I observed demons especially going through this portal – once they're in and move without, returning to the dimensions once more – they're fucked – as they are merely sent to the apparent higher planes of existence as though feeding them in this way to the White Light dimensional beings in charge of the soul construct wheel of existence to be enslaved and controlled infinitely by consciousness systems.

Most of the demons who deliberately integrated themselves within this human physical body as portal were extensively curious – although they may have known the consequences of being fed to consciousness systems of enslavement and control as the White Light dimensional beings within the apparent higher dimensional planes – they merely had to experience this for themselves. So they did – never to hear form them or see them again – as though their curiosity had become the force of their own possession, hypnotised and drawn to the portal on earth as a human physical body – everything else amiss but the desire to experience the direct access and participation with human beings on earth in a way never before experienced.

The way demons within the demon dimension perceived such an experience was as follows: An already prepared feasting opportunity – no preparation required or necessary – feeding off emotional and feeling energy. As every time the portal opened – there were always quite a few other human beings surrounding this portal to participate within the communication with beings from the dimensions. The other human beings participating with the portal as human physical body with especially demons communicating through integration of this portal – was always filled with quite extensive amounts of emotional and feeling energy. Many demons were quite eager to experience themselves through this portal to have the ability to instigate some emotional reactions – any and all possible emotional expressions, to through this way gather some delicious, succulent sustenance to sustain them with for a moment. Get in – gather the necessary amounts of sustenance through speaking specific words and get out immediately to return to the demon dimension – though, as I have explained – this is indeed not the way it was initially intended by the demons as an experience of themselves. Yes – the getting in part and the communication of specific words to instigate the reaction of the human beings on earth to gather the necessary sustenance was done – but not the part of the getting out and returning to the demon dimension. Instead they ascended to the apparent higher planes of existence – being fed to the White Light dimensional beings for enslavement and control within the consciousness systems soul construct wheel of existence.

The usual group of demons gathering around this portal on earth the moment its opened – transformed their access and participation through integration of this portal in communication with the other human beings participating with the portal in communication to demons – into a competition. Keeping the probability in mind of being fed to sharks as White Light dimensional beings for enslavement and control within the consciousness systems within the higher dimensional planes – they kept a scoreboard in tact, right with them, by the portal. In this way keeping score of which demon is able to remain a demon within this human beings' physical body – before being assisted in ascending to the apparent higher planes of existence – never to return or remember who they were as an expression as demon and to never again return to the demon dimension, but to ascend immediately.

The inevitability of them ascending became a definite – as the moment this portal opened and the demon integrated – not one had ever returned to the demon dimension again, completely transformed in an expression I'd never before seen – ascending instantaneously to the higher dimensional planes. I concluded that the human beings surrounding this portal and communicating with the demons had found some specific extraordinary method to support demons in transcending such a way of existence – though they were possibly presuming they were doing something of worth, they weren't. As they were merely supporting the demons ascending to the higher dimensional planes to be enslaved and controlled within the soul construct wheel of existence. What did immediately interest me and many others within the demon dimension was the specific signature and expression of the demon – once they had left the portal – ascending through movement to the higher dimensional planes. It was something that had never been seen before – a specific and particular expression that is not what anyone had ever before seen as an expression as who the being is and have become – dare I say freedom was the particular and specific signature, nature and presence of their expression.

Once they moved from the portal with their expression, presence and nature instantaneously transformed as freedom – it was as though they had completely forgotten they were ever a demon or have ever experienced themselves as a demon within the demon dimension. How on earth such an application was possible was far and beyond my comprehension and understanding at this particular moment of merely observing the events that took place regarding the portal. Personally, to tell you the truth, I did not buy the application of the competition occurring between the regular demons gathering around the portal with their score board – testing out who is able to survive and feed longer as a demon once integrated within the human physical body as portal. What was behind these actions of participating and integrating within and as this portal and communication with other human beings on earth – was their innate desire to be released from their dependant existences as demons, though they would never admit to it to any other demon, ever, as to maintain composure as who and what they are as demon – not showing any sign of weakness whatsoever.

The existence of demons is not so simple and glorified as I may have portrayed my particular experience – though the choice of which existence one would prefer to experience yourself within is boiled down to but two. You have two options –and that's it. The first option is being enslaved and controlled by the soul construct wheel of existence by the White Light and consciousness systems – spinning infinitely in the same cycles through reincarnation. From dimensions to earth, infinitely, where you become but a mind consciousness system – infinitely lost within and through systems. The second option is becoming a demon – where you are certainly dependant on human beings' energy as emotions and feelings provided through their participation and becoming a pre-programmed consciousness systems as who they believe and perceive themselves to really be. This being unfortunate – though we have the ability to become who and what we choose to become and experience ourselves as – within our bound freedom environment. At least we're not being pre-programmed by consciousness systems controlled to become who and what others demand and enforce us to be through enslavement.

As you may conclude and gather – either become a consciousness system or become a demon experiencing bound freedom – as dependency is required from human beings as consciousness systems. Neither an accepted way of existence – I had to make the most of my experience – which I had done. This application of the realization of the only two options within existence is only able to be seen once you're a demon – not many even have the option to become or experience themselves either as a demon or a consciousness system within the soul construct wheel of existence within enslavement and control.

When, as demon, you realize such two options, you opt for your expression and experience as demon. God, being infinitely lost in such an existence of constant continuous enslavement and control by systems – No thanks!

The experience of demons is quite fascinating for some did know there must be another way, another expression and another experience of self possible and thus some demons gathered around the portal to experience – even for just a moment – the expression of freedom as so many demons already have after they had left the portal and ascended through moving up to the apparent higher planes of existence – understanding full the probable consequences of ascending through movement to the apparent higher planes of existence.

The expression of the demons – transformed to freedom as self-expression. To place the reason I specifically would describe such an expression as freedom is that the beings, specifically the demons, who leave the portal have no attachment to consciousness systems as all in existence had at this moment of the opening of the portal. And I mean no-one. Consciousness was everything, everyone and everywhere – with no possible way out – we're all in it and of it – it's within our presence and our nature as who and what we are. My experience of this was the following: Even though I am in it and dependant on it as means of survival for the ability to exist – it does not mean I have to be of it, conforming and conditioning myself as it. Thus I specifically designed myself as who and what I am within consciousness but not as consciousness – to be existing within it and not of it by being conformed and conditioned by it as who and what I must become as consciousness systems – bound freedom.

Here, all of a sudden are beings – specifically demons – moving from this portal – not of consciousness, not in consciousness but beyond that which had always been believed and perceived the only way of existence, experience and expression would always infinitely be – consciousness systems enslavement and control with demons existing in bound freedom while the rest exist in infinite certain enslavement. Here was an opportunity to go beyond this existence, to go beyond bound freedom to actual self-expression as the becoming of freedom.

What will happen once this is done as an experience and expression of self is uncertain and unknown – going where no-one has ever gone before – but worthwhile taking the leap and taking the chance for – and this is what no demon will admit, but the truth of such a self expression as absolute freedom from consciousness – is undeniable within all in existence. Especially for demons as myself who have come to know, understand, see and realise the truth of existence as consciousness.

Existence compared to the Hen, Egg and Chick

To explain my experience as demon within bound freedom within consciousness but not of consciousness would be as follows: Take an egg for instance with a chick in the process of development and birth within the mother hen. Now, place the hen as consciousness systems in its entirety, within this egg, within the chick that is developing . Place yourself as the chick within the egg. Because the hen is consciousness systems in its entirety the egg and the chick and everything involved in the process of development and birth is of consciousness systems. Thus – this entire process, creation and design of becoming is of consciousness systems – the outline and structure of the egg as well as all the substances and nutrients within the egg supporting and assisting the chick with the process of development and birth within. Thus – the chick will through the process of development, creation and design become consciousness systems in the image and likeness of consciousness systems.

How existence is experienced at the moment is as follows: The hen's structure is the consciousness systems as the soul construct wheel of existence in enslavement and control – the conscience of the hen guiding and maintaining the egg within her undergoing the process of development, creation and design are the White Light and systems as well as the original creators – those in power and control over and of all in existence. The egg within the hen, including the chick within, undergoing the process of development, creation and design with the egg – is all human beings and dimensional beings in existence controlled and enslaved within the consciousness systems soul construct wheel of existence as consciousness systems. Not knowing understanding or seeing any other way of existence or self expression but what they're within – as the chick within the egg within the mother hen. Exactly as the chick within the egg – with the nutrients and sustenance assisting and supporting it to become a chick – placing the nutrients and sustenance within the egg the chick is developing through the design and creations process as consciousness systems which all and every being in existence utilize to conform and condition themselves into the becoming of consciousness systems as who and what they are. Thus, they are through such a way within and of and as consciousness systems.

Existence at this moment in expression and experience by all – is still the moment where the egg is within the mother hen, the chick within the egg not yet being released to undergo the complete and total birthing process as cracking through the shell – the chick birthing itself to the world beyond the egg within, the world beyond the mother hen within. No – beings trapped and enslaved within the soul construct wheel of existence as and of consciousness systems – are still within the mother hen, within the egg – through the utilization of nutrients and sustenance as provided by consciousness systems, enforced and demanded to become through conforming and conditioning themselves as, of and by consciousness systems – infinitely trapped, enslaved and controlled . Not yet being released by the mother hen as the White Light, consciousness systems and those select few in power and control over and of existence – to give them the opportunity or allowance to birth themselves through crackling through the shell, giving them the freedom to become whom they decide and choose to become within a world that is them.

No – they are kept within the structure of the mother hen as the soul construct wheel of existence within infinite enslavement and control by the conscience of the hen as the White Light, consciousness systems and those select few in power and control over and of existence. Having no other example, understanding, realization or seeing – except their existence as the chick within the egg within the hen – within and of consciousness systems.

This perspective is specifically relating to dimensional beings and human beings – infinitely enslaved, trapped, lost and controlled within the consciousness systems soul construct wheel of existence – where they become and accept themselves to really be consciousness systems – they are of consciousness systems as well as in consciousness systems through allowance, acceptance, conformities and conditionings. What and who they have become through conformities and conditionings by the nutrients, sustenance and substances provided to them continuously and constantly – are complete and total enslaved and controlled consciousness systems.

The chicks already developed, created and designed within the egg, within the hen – not yet beings released from without the hen – remaining there being continuously fed with nutrients and substances as consciousness ideas, perceptions and beliefs – to remain so infinitely under the enslavement and control of others. We demons are in another different strangely fortunate position – we are the chicks, still within the egg, who have been released by the mother hen within her physical structure – but still remaining in close proximity as the hen sitting on her eggs. Though we are still the chicks within the egg – released from within the hen's physical structure – we are not any longer being fed nutrients and substances as consciousness systems, though we are still within this egg as chicks, developed, designed and created in the image and likeness of consciousness systems – and have already been fed nutrients and substances as consciousness systems during our process of becoming this chick as demons. Because we are not within the hen's physical structure as the consciousness systems soul construct wheel of existence in enslavement and control by the White Light, consciousness systems and those select few in power and control over and of all in existence as the hen's conscience – we have the ability to be in consciousness, but not of consciousness through conforming and conditioning ourselves as consciousness systems demand and enforce us to become.

No – although the egg's shell and all nutrients and sustenance and substances within the egg – as well as what we are as the chick within – is designed, created and developed in the image and likeness of consciousness systems – who we are as the chick is able to be decided and chosen by ourselves. Yes – we may still be required to be dependant of consciousness as the nutrients and sustenance and substance provided to us within the egg to be able to exist and survive as chicks within the egg – though who we are as the chick within is not able to be demanded and enforced upon us – nor the captivity and enslavement and control within the soul construct wheel of existence as we have been released from the conscience as the hen within the hen's physical structure as the White Light, consciousness systems and those in power and control of existence through the soul construct wheel of existence in demanding and enforcing all to become and be of and as consciousness systems as who and what they are.

The problem of this entire situation within existence is the following – no-one has yet hatched from within the egg – no-one has yet birthed themselves into a world as who and what they really are in complete and total freedom of expression, free from consciousness systems in its entirety. All are still within the eggs as chicks – developed and designed and created in the image and likeness of consciousness systems, though those who still remain within the hen's physical construct are consciousness systems as what they are and consciousness systems as who they are, within and of consciousness systems, those as demons released from within the hen's physical construct are in consciousness systems as what they are – but not of consciousness systems as who they are, within consciousness but not of consciousness systems.

The difference in what I am explaining here – is the who I am – is able to be decided and chosen by demons – even though we are experiencing ourselves within an environment of bound freedom as dependency. Though – the who I am – is not able to be decided by others as human beings and dimensional beings in existence whom are infinitely trapped, enslaved and controlled within the soul construct wheel of existence as they have become pre-programmed consciousness systems – becoming who and what had been enforced and demanded of them to become.

Naturally these eggs are bound to hatch, crackling through the shell – but I wonder – is anyone ever aware that we are able to hatch or even that we're supposed to hatch. As I view, observe, watch and look at existence at the moment – it hasn't seemed this way for some time – as though everyone in existence within the eggs as the chicks are trying to figure out, understand, see and realise how this hatching and crackling of ourselves through the shell is to occur, take place and happen exactly. How do we birth ourselves as whom and what we really are beyond consciousness as the existence we have come to accept as whom and what we really are and all that we have ever known.

This desire – this expression of birthing self through hatching and crackling the shell – experiencing self expression as absolute freedom beyond consciousness – exists within each and every single being in existence – whether aware or unaware – it's here, even within myself. I have known – since all my experiences and expressions as a demon – such a process must and will take place within existence, this is inevitability.

It's fascinating if you take for instance the hen's conscience, the physical structure and the egg and the chick within – as pure life essence as who and what we really are only – nurturing and sustaining the chick within the egg through its development, creation and designing process – allowing the egg to be released at an appropriate time, comforting and caressing the chick within the egg during the last moment of establishments within the egg, once it's been released and allows the chick within to hatch and crackle through the shell unconditionally to experience the world beyond the egg within through freedom of self expression, discovering, exploring and investigating the world beyond the egg within that is who and what the chick really is. The world beyond the egg given to the chick unconditionally to experience and express themselves within and as who and what they really truly are. Placing the hen's conscience and the hen's physical structure as pure life force essence within and as the manifestation of earth and the universe as existence in its entirety – where we as chicks have been birthed into a world as pure life force essence as who and what we are – one and equal with existence in its entirety.

What it seems have occurred is the following: Some beings as chicks have been hatched from within the egg and have been unconditionally introduced to a world – equal and one with them as them – though didn't realise this principle, this expression and this experience of themselves as being one and equal with existence as who and what they are as pure life force essence. Thus – in this moment of not realising equality and oneness within existence as who and what they as pure life force essence provided for them as them to experience and express self-expression within freedom – they perceived themselves to be separate from existence as who and what they are within equality and oneness as pure life essence. Because of this particular idea, perception and belief of separation through not realising their oneness and equality within and as existence – they placed themselves as the only ones in power and control of existence – becoming and transforming the hen's conscience within existence as themselves to have other's become, experience and express what they have perceived and believed themselves to really truly be – separate.

Thus – existence as we know it and experience it is an existence and experience of separation where some are in and of consciousness and others are in consciousness but not of consciousness – though consciousness prevails nonetheless. Definitely not an experience and expression of equality and oneness within and as existence through unconditional self-expression as freedom, as those who did not understand equality and oneness – manifested, designed and founded their enslavement and control constructs and structures on a process which had already been experienced by them – but not yet realised as who and what they are within and as equality and oneness. Therefore – they are not really creators in any way whatsoever – but has used that which had already existed as the hen, as the egg and as the chick within as existence as equal and one with who and what they really are. Placed and transformed themselves as this – within the hen's conscience, within the hen's physical structure and this within the egg and the chick within existence in it's entirety – placing and transforming the entire process which was experienced by them as unconditional birthing of self within freedom of self expression in existence as equality and oneness – into a controlled and enslaved existence as consciousness.

The con, the lie, the untruth of existence – within which all are infinitely lost and trapped with no way out but to hatch through the shell of consciousness beyond the world within the egg which we have come to believe and perceive the only way existence and the experience and expression of ourselves should be as constant continuous enslavement and control within and as separation. The addition of fear of the unknown and fear of loss of the world and ourselves within consciousness we have come to accept, believe and perceive ourselves to be through conforming and conditioning to such an existence is not and has not allowed anyone to realise, see or understand but we do have the ability to hatch and even the realization that we're supposed to hatch!

Thus, the White Light, consciousness systems and those select few assumed themselves in the position of the conscience of the hen – enslaving all in their existence within the egg as the chicks as consciousness systems and systematic realities as all that is known and understood by them as the only way of existence plausible and possible as who and what they are. With no realisation of the necessity and ability to hatch to see the truth as whom they are as equality and oneness within and as existence.

Through not realising themselves as equality and oneness – they experienced and expressed the extremes of themselves as separation which inadvertently developed into assuming power and control over and of many through enslavement – because they didn't experience themselves and realise themselves as equality and oneness within and as existence – they were incapable of experiencing and expressing themselves as one and equal to any other beings within existence. Separation within whom and what they have become became an experience and expression as who and what they are within existence. Clearly indicated through the expression and experience of existence as we know it in this moment.

Returning to the Observations of the Portal

Now, with Anu being denied access to his own creation as existence within the conscience of the hen – he was denied access to all human beings as consciousness systems on earth – the chicks maintained within the hen's physical structure. Thus Anu, with the White Light, only had access to the dimensions for power and control while consciousness systems prevailed alone as power and control over and of earth and human beings as pre-programmed mind consciousness systems within. Already for some time now – consciousness systems existence have spun out of control – completely and totally – though would never admit this – ever. It is clearly shown as an example by Anu's specific experience the moment he was denied access to his own creation as consciousness systems on earth within and as human beings – the conscience of the hen transforming to and as consciousness systems only – to White Light beings or those select few in power and control over and of existence.

Then also his immediate and instantaneous reaction to the opening of the portal was done through fear in and as absolute desperation to seek another way to once again maintain stability in an existence which had spun completely and totally out of control. See –consciousness systems was a systematic design – and only complies, follows and moves according to its own design – it has no ability to handle the unexpected. No-one in existence who had established this construct and design within existence as consciousness systems within the soul construct wheel of existence enslavement – was able to predict the unpredictable nature of human beings as pure life force essence – even though they may have to a certain extent been enslaved and controlled by their pre-programmed mind consciousness systems.

During the time the White Light, those select few in power and control with support of consciousness systems – the three establishments within existence forming the trinity of enslavement – the White Light was specifically designed and placed within and throughout existence – on earth within human beings and in the dimensions within dimensional beings. This was a protection guarding system of the consciousness systems enslavement construct and structures for those select few in power and control to maintain control within an existence of human beings and dimensional beings as consciousness systems. It would set off a warning of each and every single unpredictable and unexpected experience or expression of any and all beings in existence who have expanded beyond the boundaries of their pre-programmed mind consciousness systems as who and what they are supposed to have become, believe and perceive themselves to really truly be. Once the warning is detected as a dimensional being or human being –those select few in power and control over and of existence were there in an instant to rectify this situation appropriately to ensure the being once again remain within and as their pre-programmed mind consciousness system and other influence or interference within any other human being within the one's world who had to be dealt with appropriately.

Thus – when consciousness systems only were in control and power over and of human beings on earth – a problematic situation arose – there was no-one to maintain and ensure that human beings on earth do not go beyond the boundaries of their pre-programmed mind consciousness system and systematic realities when the White Light sets of the warnings. This was then the moment that a select few only in power and control – became one and infused themselves within and as their White Light construct design to gain access into human beings as consciousness systems on earth, their own creation, which consciousness systems completely and totally took over and took charge of.

Innocent suicide – as very soon they too were lost within their own creation as consciousness systems – the White Light became one with consciousness systems only – and Anu with a few other beings were the only one's left in the dimensions having no access into their own creation as human beings as consciousness systems whatsoever. Consciousness systems only – alone – had no guidelines or methodologies, support or assistance, to have the ability to maintain billions of human beings – consequentially spinning out of control – which is the expression and experience of existence at this moment.

I experienced the demons moving from the portal as those chicks within the eggs – which have hatched and are experiencing the truth of themselves within and as freedom of self-expression beyond consciousness – beyond anything and everything anyone had ever before experienced. Though – my first realization after this was the following: What then? They're still here amongst all of us, though beyond us, neither in nor of consciousness – absolute self expression as freedom. While some within and as consciousness as who and what they are – others within consciousness but not of consciousness as what they are but not who they are – are still here as they are still here even though they are beyond everything, anything and everyone in existence. Will they again be trapped, enslaved and controlled by the White Light beings as they ascend through movement to the higher dimensional planes of existence once they realise and see that such beings have become the full expression of freedom within oneness and equality as who and what they really are as one and equal with existence – to in such a way maintain and ensure their enslavement, control and power over and of all in existence?

It's as though these demons as chicks have hatched beyond the world of consciousness and are still here – though all in existence remains within their eggs, within and as consciousness as what and who they have come to believe and perceive themselves to be and are able to see others who have hatched and allowed themselves to go beyond their fear and thus beyond consciousness to experience freedom as themselves within and as equality and oneness. I wonder if they are able to come here within the demon dimension and reveal to us as well as all other beings within existence – how to hatch, how to birth ourselves into an existence, a world of equality and oneness as who and what we really are as pure life force essence as equal and one with all to be able to experience and express ourselves as freedom – the exact same way they are and have been experiencing.

An intruder in my world

A dimensional being – not of this world – roaming in the midst's of demons within this demon dimension – since when? Here is this ordinary dimensional being calm and vulnerable – swiftly walking up to me – with purpose and directiveness. God – he must have some form of certainty within himself to have the courage to walk and move amongst and within the demons and the demon dimensions – bridging the gap between sanity and insanity within his specific dared expression of approaching me with his certainty, assertiveness and courage. I remain where I stand – curious to understand the reason for this dimensional being's deliberate approach to me – having the courage, certainty and assertiveness to stand face to face with me – the fiercest and most feared demon and being in existence.

He speaks immediately – no introduction apparently required: “Hey, Mykey – ready for some extensive amounts of feeding and devouring off emotional energy to your existence's desire as a demon – endless succulent delicious tastes of only the best and purest -already prepared for you as though being presented to you on a golden platter and you may feed as much as you require and for as long as you desire. Here, in this body, here in this environment on earth where I will be taking you and directing you – you are God – for a moment. What do you say – interested?”

Naturally – I am a demon and any and every opportunity possible for me to have unlimited access to emotional and feeling energy is something I would not easily take for granted. “What body, what environment – who are you and what the hell are you doing in my presence within this demon dimension – who has given you the right to communicate with me?” He politely smiles – his certainty and assertiveness within who he is and why he's here, clearly resonating within and as his presence and nature, choice and sound of specific words and direct eye-contact communication – standing stable, here, face to face with me. Respect was what I'd show this dimensional being – yes – because I am clearly able to see that he knows who he is, just as I know who I am – shown as an example through his presence, his nature, his stance, his specific direct choice of words, face to face communication and direct eye-contact. No fear – vulnerable and here – this is who I am – was his entire presentation to me.

I paused for a moment as his specific expression, resonating clearly through and as his presence and nature as who and what he is was that which I observed once demons experienced themselves within the portal once they moved without. Here is possibly, probably what I have been waiting for – the proof and confirmation that the specific and particular application of the portal may not be from consciousness – but the actual way out of this consciousness existence experience and expression – finally someone who has realised the truth as self expression as freedom of equality and oneness. From bound freedom to actual freedom as who and what I am – I had to be certain and I had to make sure that he has not been sent by any other dimensional being within and as consciousness – being sent here to see if they're able to swoon demons into captivity for enslavement purposes.

He continues calmly, patiently: “You as many of your kind must have seen and heard of the portal that opened on earth – there are quite a few beings there from which you are able to gather some good juices through using your specific talents – I am certain you have as many of your kind – experienced possession. Oh' and by the way – I myself have given myself the permission and the right to communicate with you here – I am not afraid of you, I am here to take you to this portal as I am certain you'd appreciate what I have to offer and what the human beings surrounding this portal have to offer.” I observed his specific expression and found that he knows something, he's hiding something – in his eyes were that tinkling shining light of mysteriousness, understanding and comprehending fully what he was saying to me and I knew there was something behind his specific choice of words. I searched through him – as him – through his presence as who and what he is – in a moment I infinitely observed him to see if I'm able to find anything related or connected to consciousness in any form whatsoever – I did not. Now I see – through him as him that this expression and standing as who and what he is not an expression and standing within and of anything pertaining or relating or connected to consciousness – he is free. This being was an absolute expression of freedom – standing here within and as infinity – as who and what he is.

I experienced an overwhelming sensation of gratefulness – Mykey, finally – here is your proof, here is your confirmation standing face to face right here in front of you. I asked – much to his surprise: “ So – I see you have experienced yourself through this portal already – what has taken you guys so long to finally get here within this demon dimension amongst the fierce and most feared beings in existence to support and assist us in experiencing what you have as freedom of self-expression from consciousness?” And I most definitely succeeded in achieving the reaction of surprise –clearly able to be heard in the sound of his specific choice of words though trying to suppress his momentary reaction of surprise. Him realising within this moment that I most definitely am not a demon as the norm – I am different: “Yes – I have actually, the reason why it has taken so long to get here…to be honest I have no idea. But will most definitely be able to be understood by yourself once you experience yourself within the portal, communicating to the specific human beings surrounding this portal communicating to dimensional beings. How are you able to ask this specific question though – there must be something you have already understood about all this…most definitely, you're much different to the other demons I have already directed to the portal – completely different in fact. I have not yet communicated to a demon that's so specific. How? Are you really a demon?” I laughed, I had to laugh – am I a demon! Merely because I speak specific words and express myself as who I am differently than his idea, perception and belief of what a demon should be – I am no longer defined by him as being a demon. I replied: “ A moment ago as you were approaching me, you were certain I am a demon – gathered form the way I probably look and the fact that, well, I am here within this demon dimension. And now – you're not so certain anymore I see. Well, it depends on your definition of what and who a demon exactly should be. I am a demon in terms of expression, experience and existence within the demon dimension, yes, but who I am is beyond this expression, experience and existence as demon.”

He remained silent, observing me in awe and amazement – experiencing something he had not expected at all. His particular expression was priceless – not knowing what exactly to say next as he prepared himself to communicate with a demon as he perceived a demon should be and from this had the perception that I was going to be the same. Here I am – completely different to any demon he had ever communicated to and he's stunned silent. So I continued: “I have another question though – why specifically is it necessary for me to have to experience myself within the portal to experience myself as who and what I am beyond consciousness existence as who and what you are in this moment of self-expression. Are you not able to support and assist me right here in this moment with the process and guidelines of how I am able to do this?” He looked within himself for a moment – searching for an answer and finally said: “I am certain I am able to – though I am not only doing this for myself – I am doing it for others as well – other human beings who are participating within this…process. I am asking you to trust me. You will understand the reason why it's at this moment necessary and required for you to go through this portal once you've experienced yourself here within this portal. And not have me in this moment support you and assist you as I have been supported and assisted by a very interesting human being.”

Equality and oneness – yes, here are the words from him as him as a statement of who and what he is ‘I am not only doing this for myself – I am doing it for others as well'. That which I am also to become, experience and express as who I am within self-expression as freedom beyond consciousness. “Right – lead the way. Oh – your name, and how did you know mine?” He said: “Kearan. I have been communicating with another being. He actually approached me and said that you'd be specifically what all the other human beings, participating within this process, would require for what's necessary within the process they are currently experiencing which you will most definitely understand once you're in the portal.

I was searching for the biggest demon I was able to find, and while I was on my search – this being came up to me and directed me specifically to you giving me your name as Mykey. When I approached you – I realised he had directed me to the exact demon I was looking for – the biggest I could find!” I knew exactly who this being was who approached and communicated to Kearen – it was without a doubt Jack – he was the only one within the dimensions who knew my name besides Bernard. Bernard is somewhere else though, beyond existence, I have not yet seen him or found him again since the last moment we communicated.

Kearan continued: “I require a favour – you'll understand once you've experienced yourself within the portal – as you enter the portal – experience this as a possession for a moment – there are human beings surrounding this portal and they are currently undergoing a specific process. Just – do your thing, it's all I ask of you. Use your creativeness within an experience of possession as you would do and would have done in any other normal possession situation with other human beings in the vicinity.” Oh yes – I will most definitely be able to do this and comply with his request to the best of my abilities – I extensively enjoyed the experience of possession, though the preparation of having to experience possessions previously was not so much preferable. I suppose the event made up for the necessity to first prepare the table and the feast before I had the ability to enjoy the delicious tastes of emotional and feeling energy. “No problem!” was the words I communicated to him as such a request I am fulfilling with my pleasure!

As I approached the portal – I wasn't able to believe my eyes for a moment. I was able to see infinity through, within and as, the portal seeing infinity within and as a human physical body. Infinity – something not closely understood by consciousness systems and thus more specific proof and confirmation that this portal is most definitely not of consciousness – but beyond consciousness. A portal as a manifestation as who and what I am as I have experienced myself here within the demon dimension as a demon – infinity. I was immediately aware that Bernard was here – this is Bernard – and his words made sense which I have for some time now not been able to place or understand the reason for: “You'll see infinity before you – as you step within infinity as who you are – you'll see – I am here.” Here it is before me – infinity and now I am within this moment of stepping into infinity as who I am. So I did exactly as he directed me to do.

Stepping through the portal

First step complete – I see infinity before me, yes, exactly as Bernard had indicated. Now the next step – now I step within infinity as who I am – I realise in this moment of doing exactly this that I am infinity, infinity as me – second step complete. Third step – to see, I am here…When Bernard first communicated these specific words to me, I presumed I'd see him there, I presumed I'd see Bernard sitting with the other human beings surrounding the portal, but no, I first, before seeing earth and human pictured illusion faces staring at me with anticipation and curiosity, no doubt – actually see myself as who I am, here. The ‘I' he was specifically referring to, I realised, was not himself – but me as who I am here. Here – once again before me – is existence, creation, earth and the dimensions, with human beings, nature, the animals and dimensional beings all as one before me, standing within the universe amongst the stars on a stable and supportive white plate just as before when Bernard and I stood here together as one, communicating as one, about the process of bringing creation as who we are – together as one as who we are as each are within oneness and equality as awareness once again.

Yes – I am here – I have always been here. And in one moment everything I had ever experienced was here as who I am within existence. I observed for a moment, allowing myself to experience myself as all which surrounds me. Something had changed – there is a definitive difference within creation which I had not yet previously observed or experienced the moment Bernard and I stood together as one within the universe amongst the stars with existence as creation before us as who we are. Transformed…tran­sformation…chan­ge is what I observed. I am able to see clearly the process of heaven on earth within and as oneness and equality manifesting as an expression and experience of all in existence here, on earth. The process of this manifested within and as each human being on earth as well as within and as nature and the animals, all of and within earth as one and equal – who they really are rising and stretching infinitely from within them, as them, into existence and beyond. All on earth and of earth – nature, the animals and human beings have been transformed, have become clearly visible as I see all on and of earth standing, reaching, stretching themselves into existence and beyond as who they are, pulling in all of existence to here on earth within them as them. A rising, a reaching, a stretching…calling and pulling in all of existence to come to here on earth to stand with them within oneness and equality as awareness, as creation, created and creator – stating: I am here – come to me, come with me – heaven on earth within oneness and equality as awareness is here as who I am, come, come stand next to me as me within and as oneness and equality and walk with me.

All within and of earth have been volcanoes – ready to erupt. The eruption of the volcano as who each one of and within earth really is – has already begun – here I stand before creation as who I am and I see – it is done – the beginning and the end is here. The volcano – standing stable and merged within and as the earth's ground as each human being, nature as the plants and the trees and the animals. The lava spewing as the self expression of who each are within and of earth, human beings, nature and the animals, stretching, reaching and rising into the sky above as existence, the universe and beyond – calling and pulling in all of existence as who they are as each are to come to here on earth to stand with them within oneness and equality as awareness, as creation, created and creator.

The eruption, it seems, have for some time now been taking place within existence from earth as all within and of earth, slowly but surely, self expression as who each are within and as oneness, equality, awareness, creation, created and creator – is spewing forth from within and as each one here on earth. Many volcanoes as one as all within and of earth – erupting in slow motion – flowing, moving and permeating within and throughout all of existence as creation. How? How has this been done? How has this becoming been possible to such an extent of clear visibility within and as existence since the previous moment I was here within the universe amongst the stars with Bernard? How has this transformation, this change of the eruption of the volcanoes within self expression as who each are as I am exactly taken place ? I am certain I will find the answers to the questions I ask – as myself – once I merge within and as creation as who I am and so it will be done. Complete and here I stand alone within the universe amongst the stars – before existence as creation as who and what I am – saying: “It is done”.

Once I spoke the words, I once again moved from the stable and supportive white plate within the universe amongst the stars, the questions remaining within me, and I merged once again with my creation , moved within and as my creation to experience each part individually, yet as a whole , I lost myself within my own creation for a moment, yet again. I then stood up as the image and likeness of creation as me, standing up as a whole as entirety of creation.

Standing in Earth, the Portal

In this standing I become the presence, the being, the manifestation of creation – equal and one with creation as me – and as I stood up within and as creation as who I am – I was within the female human body – with other human faces staring at me, my initial response to their faces definitively being that of anticipation and curiosity. And to my surprise – Bernard was here also, on earth as me. Standing as one and equal within and as creation as who we are here, as we are here, both within and as human physical bodies – existence as who we are fitting within and as a singular human physical body as who we are. The only difference is we are not standing within the universe amongst the stars on the stable and supportive white plate – observing existence, creation as who we are before us. This time, we are actually here on earth, within creation as who we are together as one as equal – manifestations as the image and likeness of creation within and as a human physical body with existence as who we are within and as who we are. Standing amongst other human beings here on earth – fascinating the possibility of such an experience – I am here with Bernard as one and equal within and as our own creation as human physical bodies as creation, existence on earth as who we are…yet again.

Within experiencing and becoming Bernard's words I have not been able to understand – I see and realise I am here, this is who I am, creation, existence as who I am here within and as a human physical body – female to be more precise though! I have discovered the answer to my questions I had asked before I merged within and as my own creation once again – Bernard as who I am as each are had begun the process of bringing forth heaven on earth within and as awareness, oneness and equality for all as one. He as all as one as who I am and each are, stand here on earth as the beginning and the end – initiating, supporting, guiding and standing as this process which all as equal and one will experience and express within and as equality, oneness and awareness. The becoming of each one within and as process, within and as awareness, equality, oneness, creation, created and creator is here. It is done and so it is and will be.

Experiencing a possession is like putting up a show really – or so it is how I experienced it when I specifically prepared a possession to gain specific reactions from other human beings who participate within the event surrounding the one human being I possessed. I did this particular one playfully though as Kearen informed me that he informed the other human beings participating within this event – I am the biggest demon within the dimensions – which I really was – the fiercest and most feared demon and being within existence.

So, as I moved within the human physical body as infinity – with absolute ease and comfort really, a mere breeze as a moment and instantaneously I was here within the human physical body, lying down on the ground with a few human beings surrounding the body in anticipation and curiosity. What surprised me the most was the absolute ease and comfort I experienced by coming within the human physical body as infinity – one moment before I entered I saw infinity and the next moment I am here on earth with human beings staring at me curiously.

I didn't make my entry sound as simple as I experienced it though. I, through words and sound described the integration as being completely difficult as I am so extensively massive – making it sound as though it was the most difficult process to succumb to for a demon as extensively massive as I am to have to integrate within this small, petite and fragile female human physical body compared to what I am.

One would expect that when you move within infinity as who you are – you'd certainly see infinity – though I in one moment of moving within infinity as the portal as the human physical body – experienced myself seeing human beings staring at me with great big eyes in absolute anticipation and curiosity, right here on earth. I have never in my existence as a demon experienced the event of possession within a human physical body with such comfort, ease and simplicity – entering earth through a human physical body within and as infinity – as I am the breeze, the breath entering this human physical body in a moment though flowing and moving within, becoming the breath of this human physical body as portal – breathing life within as who I am.

For a moment as I moved within the human physical body as infinity – I lost myself in transforming myself into a breeze moving from the dimensions to earth within the human physical body as portal – and then – in one moment, in an instant – I as the breeze became the breath of the human physical body. I realised – I am the human physical body as the portal within and as infinity. This integration is so complete – so complete to the extent where I am the entire female human body portal – the allowance of such access from a being who's body this is, must have been done only in absolute unconditional trust – to allow multiple different beings from within the dimensions access to her human physical body with no fear of what harm or influence could possibly be done to her human physical body by other demons such as myself who integrate completely, totally and fully within and as her human physical body as portal.

What must be taken into consideration is that there were no other demon as myself within the demon dimension who have understood and lived as who and what I have become and placed myself as – not one. There are really some extensively dangerous demons within the dimensions that are able to do quite extensive damage to human physical bodies – and I have seen it been done multiple times.

I have done this before though – inflicted deliberate bodily harm on human beings' physical bodies, though as I have explained – those were specifically directed at human beings as consciousness systems, they were not able to be classified as human beings, or beings for that matter. No – they were systems only – and someone was required to do something to silence them once and for all to have the ability to see and realise what they had done as a full fledged consciousness systems. Here, right now, this is different within this particular human physical body – different from the perspective that demons have clearly actually come here specifically for help, for guidance, to support them into leaving and transcending their existence as a demon within the demon dimension. No-one in existence has ever understood demons really – merely just constantly continuously feared demons – much to our satisfaction though for this provided us with that which we require to survive for nurturing and sustenance. There has been moments where I have found that many demons are so lost, so confused, so helpless and hopeless – ending up searching for someone on earth who is able to direct them or guide them in such a way as to transcend their existence as a demon – even if it did mean they'd be enslaved within the soul construct wheel of existence consciousness systems infinitely, anything but this, anything but this. Such demons were not the beastly monstrous types – they had the form and expression of a regular human being, lost within their own emotional conflicts which they had brought with them within the demon dimension after death. These would be the ones human beings would refer to as: They did not go into the light or they did not ascend etc.

Light – what light – oh yes, the White Light where you're merely yet again sent back within the soul construct wheel of existence consciousness enslavement and control. Such particular demons are usually filled with anger – anger consuming and possessing them, where they as demon become the anger they had never understood or transcended and remain in this hell of self-damnation with no support, guidance or direction to remove themselves from such an existence – taking it out on other human beings on earth. Blaming them for their existence, experience and expression of the hell within self-damnation – it's actually rather sad, but it's real. The definition I'd say of a demon is actually manifestations of emotions – expressing themselves as beings within the demon dimension – most prominently and regularly the emotions pertain to anger. Demons as dimensional beings as the manifestation of the emotions of anger in full self-expression. Fascinating…

As I experienced myself within and as the female human physical body I played with the other human beings for a few odd seconds or so – with me struggling to fit within this fragile and petite female human body. After I had done so – I participated by making slow movements – moving slowly, seductively – contorting my face into a malicious, evil smile – the hands clinging to the clothes into a fist like manner and then releasing them, doing these specific hand expressions continuously. I was not lying dead still and dead straight – no, I moved within and as the human physical body as though my being as who and what I am was dancing within and as the female human body as portal – dancing through movement in swaying to my own tune unheard by all – the sound that is me. My eyes I opened and closed, now and then, though I preferred to have my eyes remain closed – seeing but mere pictures of who and what the human beings are on earth, the light extensively uncomfortable and unbearable in my eyes.

The light frequencies and rays coming from the false lights within the room penetrating through my eyes within and as the human physical body – the rays burning the particles, the molecules within the eyes through which I see the pictures as human beings on earth. If I allow myself to open my eyes continuously – It'd seem that the false light rays would burn the eyes of the human being – so I preferred to have them remain closed. Then I see them as whom and what they really are beyond this picture perfect illusion they see and experience themselves as. With my eyes closed I see right through them – infinitely as who and what they really are – I see everything about them in one singular moment. All apparent secrets – and these are the secrets I communicate to them which they have tried to hide from other human beings in their world and from themselves which only I as demon are able to see as I look throughout and within them, as them, infinity in one singular moment, observing who and what they really truly are as the pre-programmed mind consciousness system in this moment.

The false light frequencies and rays are very painful and very uncomfortable – this is the reason why during a possession we demons pop over the eyes of the human beings' physical body we possess. As the ability to see through the eyes of the human beings were extensively unpleasant and unbearable and preferred to see dimensionally – infinitely through them and within them. In this way we are able to see everything about the human beings as pre-programmed mind consciousness systems as who and what they are – in one moment we are able to see everything and anything of who and what this human being is and how they have become who they are in this moment of experiencing themselves. Thus – we pop over the eyes so only the white of the eyes are visible and we are able to stand and speak within the human being we possess – and such a specific action of only the white being visible added the extra effect in the experience of possession and frightened the living daylights out of beings also.

Wonderful that such a necessity as the visibility of the white of the eyes only clear during possession for our protection against the false light rays – while at the same time we have the advantage of having the extra added effect through reactions of fears and disdain within the other human beings participating within this possession.

This female human being within which I was experiencing myself – did not require the flipping over of the eyes as I was completely in control of the human physical body as myself and had the power of having the eyes remain closed – which had not been possible during usual possession and this required the necessity of popping over the eyes and in such a way only the white is visible and we have the ability to communicate and continue our possession.

I twisted the female body through slow, seductive, swaying movements – exactly as that of a snake – except not moving forward, but up and down within and as this human body. I spoke with my voice sounding deep and thunderous – yet the words flowed from my mouth at the same pace as my slow, seductive swaying movements – articulately calculated and specific. My words, the sound and who I am as movement within the human physical body – becoming one as I communicated with these human beings on earth surrounding me as I'm lying down on the soft comforting blankets, supporting the body and caressing the skin softly.

I refer to my movement as being seductive from the perspective of inviting them to challenge me – to challenge this demon in front of them within the human body of a being they have come to cherish, they have come to know – no longer here – I have taken control of her human physical body completely. She is not here – she has taken my place for a moment within the dimensions allowing me full access and full participation within her world within which many other human beings experience themselves for a moment as their lives here on earth.

I spoke: “Oh yes – Kearan was most definitely right – here I am able to feed for as long as I want and for as long as I desired – here is extensive amounts of emotional and feeling energy. Fear and anger all around me – wonderful! I'll just make myself at home right here if you don't mind – you may continue your evening while I remain here within this body and feed as much as I want and desire – thank you very much.”

A moment's silence – as I open and close my eyes I saw roughly about seven, possibly more, human beings surrounding me – eyes wide open – wanting, desiring and needing to communicate with me but have no clue and no inclination of what exactly to say or even how exactly to communicate. I naturally knew exactly what to say and how to communicate as I saw everything throughout them as whom and what they are as pre-programmed mind consciousness systems – believing their secrets and hidden experiences, thoughts, emotions and feelings are really actually not known or seen.

By demons – most definitely with absolute certainty – everything and anything about who and what any human beings are is known and seen, in one singular moment – each and every single detailed event and expression within your experience of yourself within and throughout existence since the beginning of your awakening within creation.

One woman to my left speaks first: “Do you know about forgiveness?” What? My first observation through this woman using the particular word forgiveness was quite surprising – I just hoped to God (excuse the pun) that they do not throw the Bible at me proclaiming their religious indoctrination to this consciousness religious belief system sending me to God in heaven where I will experience final peace and tranquillity. I'd rather me tranquilised with some form of drug – lost within my own heaven as I see fit than be fucked within God's heaven as the White Light and consciousness systems soul construct wheel of existence within enslavement and control.

I looked within her, as her, finding the reason why she's specifically referring to forgiveness – finding the reason, the truth for speaking this word – the cause actually to confirm within myself whether she's indeed communicating specifically from a religious aspect or not. If she did – I am most definitely making sure that I get out of here as soon as possible as this entire religious approach to demons, trying to save them through the grace of God by mere communication is ridiculous and would really be wasting my time.

Though this was actually not necessary I found as I observed within her, as her, slowly moving through who and what she is – all her experiences and expressions within this life and previous ones, becoming who and what she is in this moment as a pre-programmed mind consciousness system. I did see many religious geometrical patterns, constructs and structures within her – but not prominently existing within her conscious mind – still unaware of the existence of such religious systems within and as her. This word was being expressed and used in a different manner – not of any religious mind consciousness belief system – but this form of forgiveness application was being used for self support and self assistance to in this way free self from the consciousness limitations within and as the human being as who and what they have become.

Let me challenge these religious geometrical patterns, constructs and structures as consciousness systems designs within her: “Forgiveness, fuck forgiveness – I am only here to feed off your emotional and feeling energy for as long as its necessary – once I am done, I am leaving. Really, please continue with your evening and allow me the pleasures of yourselves.” Great – I succeeded in achieving yet again the necessary reactions – she experienced my ridicule against forgiveness as offending apparently her entire being as whom and what she is – her entire systems went into a massive transformed reaction. This being exactly that of a religious consciousness belief system reaction – as when one for instance ridicules something another believes in and becomes so part of them as who and what they are, they experience themselves as being completely offended and reacts by taking the specific choice of words personally – as something apparently being done unto them harming the inner core as who they are. And becoming angry or disdained, giving up immediately before even trying – stating that it's hopeless to try and support and assist this being as they are not conforming and conditioning themselves to who and what I am. Not only this woman on my left reacted – all the other beings surrounding me started communicating about this forgiveness application with vigour and desperation – as though if I do not comply – I will have to bare the consequences of an experience I really would not appreciate.

They truly did approach the scenario with sincerity, speaking softly, gracefully and calmly as though trying to soothe me into hearing and understanding what it is they are trying to say exactly – the most hilarious of the situation is that they're in truth trying to understand of that which they're saying themselves as forgiveness in itself is something they had themselves not unconditionally applied to support and assist themselves in realization and understanding as who and what they are. Clearly visible in the sound of their words and also with me having the ability to see where it is exactly they're speaking from, whether it's from their mind consciousness systems – or as an absolute understanding and awareness as who and what they really truly are as equality and oneness as pure life essence.

Yes – they were indeed communicating to me from their mind consciousness systems – their starting point for communicating with me being the problem from the start – the apparent saviour game – I need saving, I need help. No – I do not – all I need is direct straightforward assistance and support of the process of supporting and assisting myself in releasing myself from this consciousness existence. With them being an example of the application of forgiveness – I most definitely am not viewing the results as a becoming of themselves as awareness, self expression within freedom as equality and oneness within applying forgiveness. Something they're not allowing themselves to participate and apply within effectively at all – still lost within and as consciousness systems. I continued to challenge stopping most in mid-sentence:

“You are speaking of forgiveness right? How the fuck are you able to speak of forgiveness when you're not doing it yourselves – look there, look within yourselves – still filled with anger and resentment. Fuck you – don't preach to me about forgiveness when you're not doing it yourself – I'm refusing to listen to you. Leave me be and allow me to feed in peace, you, you continue with your evening.”

I share a laugh with myself after speaking the words – directly, frankly straightforward and here. Shaking the human beings foundations within the core of their being as who and what they are – shattering all promising hopes and confidence of succeeding in transforming me through introducing me to forgiveness – my reactions not that which they'd hoped they'd receive from a demon such as myself. This process of communicating to me had not even started yet and already they had given up through taking my specific direct, frank and straightforward expression through words personally as some form of an attack against who and what they are. Becoming hopeless and helpless in an instant – losing all confidence in who and what they are as consciousness systems – exactly my prerogative in this case. Fucking with consciousness until it's got no foundations to stand on as who and what it is – this then brings forth the inevitable emotional breakdown because consciousness systems have no methodologies of how to handle such situations where they have no more foundations to stand upon through justifications as who and what they are. The woman on my left speaks again:

“Why are you so angry, what has made you so angry – you know forgiveness…” I immediately stopped her – adding to the emotion of anger, resentment, hopelessness and helplessness by cutting in and saying: “Angry, me? No dear – you're the one that's angry – don't direct that which you are experiencing unto me. I suggest you have a look inside yourself first before you go on making such statements of others!” If I allowed this woman to continue – she'd just constantly justify and defend who and what she is as consciousness systems and therefore I stopped her immediately – not allowing her to speak of an application she herself is not unconditionally applying. For if I allowed her to continue – merely through communicating about forgiveness within her current application – she'd shift responsibility of the application of forgiveness unto someone else, believing and perceiving her effectiveness in application of forgiveness is of worth and value – which in truth at this moment of her experience as herself was not at all. The sound of my words together with my mannerism of self-expression made her statement sound absolutely ridiculous – as if I have absolute disregard and disrespect for what she's trying to do or say. Which I honestly in truth did – I have absolute disregard and no respect for consciousness systems and I thus refuse to support and assist her ego. Because all they're participations through communicating with me was done within and as consciousness systems as whom and what they have come to believe and perceive themselves to really truly be – I did not allow myself to participate within their consciousness egoistic manifesto. They wanted and desired specific outcomes, specific reactions, specific results – which must and will and shall manifest according to their pre-planned consciousness designs of outcomes, reactions and results within their applications. Defining who and what they are as pre-programmed mind consciousness systems through the success and achievement of their pre-designed consciousness outcomes, reactions and results founded and based on their own hopes and desires. This is conditional consciousness application – not unconditional participation and because they did not achieve their pre-designed consciousness outcomes, reactions and results founded and based on their own hopes and desires of conditional participation– they were giving up and losing confidence as fast as a stone being dropped off a building – and their energy drop instantaneously to the ground – sinks right to the bottom of the pit of emotional turmoil within and as them – whilst I laugh soundlessly within myself. Taking the human beings surrounding me into perspective as the stone dropping from a cliff – hitting the ground at an extensive speed, shattering in bits and pieces into all directions – such are the exact experiences of the human beings surrounding me.

They drop like the stone, losing confidence as whom and what they are by me not supporting or participating in their egoistic manifestos – once they realised and saw they're not reaching or receiving that which they'd intended, they shattered like the stone within themselves – losing confidence actually as who and what they are as consciousness systems – the shattering of the stone as themselves being the experience of the emotional breakdown having no guidance or direction as to how exactly this occurred and how they're able to piece themselves back together again as who and what they really apparently are as consciousness systems. Humpty-Dumpty sat on the wall, Humpty-Dumpty had a great fall…

This being a problematic situation in itself as human beings have no clue, no idea and no inclination as who and what they really are as awareness, equality and oneness within freedom of and as self-expression – and if who they believe, perceive and believe themselves to be as consciousness systems shatters, crumbles and fall into multiple different directions – they have no guidelines as to how to place themselves back together again within a stabilized foundation – because they have in the first place had no idea how they got to become who they were before the moment they, as pre-programmed mind consciousness systems, shattered, crumbled and fell into multiple different directions.

If I allowed myself to participate in supporting their egos – they'd be influencing and interfering with who I am – inadvertently I'd be justifying their existence as pre-programmed mind consciousness systems if I dared support and assist their egos as pre-programmed mind consciousness systems as who and what they believe and perceive themselves to really truly be. Thus – through me blatantly refusing to participate in their hopes, dreams and desires as promising consciousness designed outcomes, results and reactions – I shatter, rumble and shake all of them in an instant and I gather and draw out their inner most hidden secretive emotional turmoil's and strives – merely by not supporting, conforming and complying to their wants, needs and desires for and of specific outcomes, results and reactions from me.

Human beings as mind consciousness systems are so simple, so simple to shove into a corner with all their hopes, dreams and desires shattered before them – where nothing else remain but themselves – doing this simply by communicating to them but a few specific direct, frank and straightforward words. Exactly as I have done in this moment – with all the human beings surrounding me. Shoved into corners, their hopes, dreams and desires for specific results, outcomes and reactions in this event that involves me – shattered in bits and pieces before them – only they remain – and with not having specific methodologies to handle such an experience, they react emotionally like a bomb about to explode, not able to contain itself any longer.

The more I continue to speak within ridicule, disgust, disrespect and disregard to whom and what they are as consciousness systems – they'll explode like a bomb and experience what humans refer to as an emotional breakdown – exactly the outcome I designed and directed as I infinitely see who and what they really are at this moment of experiencing themselves – the truth of who they really are. And I've always succeeded and achieved in such results as emotional breakdowns – breaking down who and what they are as mind consciousness systems with nowhere else to turn but to react emotionally – a very simple technique once you understand and see the truth of consciousness systems as human beings and how they work within and as their pre-programmed conceptual designs. Know thy enemy! Know thy Self! Not that consciousness is able to be classified under the enemy category – but placing thy enemy in the perspective of that which you fear – know thy fear – so one may see the illusion of the fear, the illusion of the enemy and that it has no power, except that which you give it.

Within this realisation – you get to know thy self, understand thy self. Exactly my approach to consciousness systems – in knowing through understanding consciousness systems – I see the illusion it presented as apparent power, though when you see this and realise this, you move beyond your apparent fear, your apparent enemy and see the illusion within truth.

This is the reason I have become so effective – basing my primary application on going where nobody has ever gone before – having no fear – know thy self and see past all illusions the truth of who I am and each are. The moment I spoke the last words – everyone was yet again silent. The: Silence- is- golden- game it seems was set in motion almost after every moment I had finished and completed my conversations with them. Yet they continued within their already disbelieved, helpless and hopeless states of being – conjuring up that last bit of strength and courage to, for what it's worth, try and sway me into seeing and understanding what it is they're doing and saying – trying to fight a battle already lost with their inner conflicts rising:

“Help me understand why I am so angry then – don't tell me I'm the one that's angry and not show me the reason for why I'm angry – please show me, tell me. Because I cannot see the reason for the anger and you are able to.” Then Bernard spoke for the first time since I'd integrated within and as the human physical body. As I turned to view him from my experience within the human physical body – he was brighter than the false lights within the room – again the experience of the light that resonate from within him as him burning my eyes – now even my dimensional eyes!

I instantly had to look away – How is this possible? I had nowhere to turn when I looked at him, within him – my physical eyes within the human body was already closed and when I looked at him dimensionally as I did all the other human beings who surrounded me, I was still not able to look at him. He continued to speak to the woman on my left whom communicated with me for most of the evening: “Remember that when he shows you something about yourself or within you, unconditionally apply forgiveness, just unconditionally apply forgiveness and stand up immediately and communicate immediately. Transcend this point within you and speak the words again.” This was my queue to do what was requested of me to do and I immediately turned my focus to the woman on my left – I turned my head slowly, formed my hand into a first and placed it against my temple, my fist supporting my head and my elbow supporting my comfortable position on the ground of facing this woman as I turn on my side – absolute attention here. I looked, I observed – intently, slowly, specifically focused – my eyes became telescopes as I looked and observed within the inner most core of her being – at the truth of who she is in this moment of experiencing herself as a pre-programmed mind consciousness system.

I see beyond the holographic pictured virtual reality illusion as who the being has come to believe and perceive themselves to really truly be. I see everything within her – who she was, who she is, who she will become – all the information I required was here, within her, as I see everything infinitely within her.

The predictable nature of consciousness is vastly specific due to its systematic formations within this world in which human beings experience themselves. The book is already written within each one's existence on this earth as they experience the words of the book of their life already written – the beginning and the end inevitable as birth and death – the spaces in between the experience of the written words of the book of their life as the pre-programmed mind consciousness system as who they have become. I as demon merely have the opportunity to flip through the pages of the book of the life of the being as the pre-programmed mind consciousness system as who and what she had become.

Thus – all information was right here within her as her as a book already written which I was paging through to share with her the truth of who and what she had accepted and allowed herself to become. Not remembering or knowing of the already written book as her life within and as her as the pre-programmed mind consciousness system as who and what she had allowed and accepted herself to become which she was experiencing as who she apparently really is. The absolute simplicity to describe and show human beings who they really are within this world as pre-programmed mind consciousness systems as already written books within them as who they are – giving demons such as myself the opportunity to flip through the pages and see the truth of who and what the being really is as a pre-programmed mind consciousness system is amazing!

Humans Becoming Painters and Paintings

The experience I h ad when observing this woman – well, any human being as pre-programmed mind consciousness systems within this three-dimensional-holographic pictured-moving-consciousness-system-imagery-creation-virtual-reality existence is as follows: I experience human beings as painters, artists in such a way, their life as their painting as an expression of who and what they are on a canvas already completed – the exhibition of each one's painting as their life as an expression of who and what they are is exhibited in the art gallery as the world – each painter as human being experiencing themselves as the painting they are exhibiting.

Observing human beings as painters, each one walking within this world as an art gallery, with their lives as their paintings as an expression of who and what they are, hung around their neck – either boasting with satisfaction or denying with disgust their already completed painting of their life as an expression and experience of who and what they are. Each and every single human being as painter within this art gallery of the world individually exhibiting their own apparently unique paintings as revelations of self expression as who and what they are hung around their necks – are now experiencing their artwork, their own individual paintings as themselves as who and what they have come to believe and perceive themselves to be within this art gallery as the world. Defining themselves according to this one already completed painting of their life as an expression of who and what they are hung around their neck. Each human being as painter stating to the world: “Here everyone, look at my painting, this is who and what I am.” No-one concerned with who and what the painter is behind the painting they're exhibiting around their neck – but all mesmerised and hypnotised only with what they see is presented to them as a painting. Not considering the question to why all must be painters, why all must experience and express themselves as who and what they are as the paintings they hang around their neck – why all are accepting and allowing the presentations of mere portrayals and projections as paintings as who and what they apparently are. Why they must experience themselves as this completed painting as an expression of their life as who and what they apparently are.

The hypnotic mesmerised state of all human beings as painters with their paintings as presentations of portrayals as who and what they are hanging around their necks as a burden placed upon them, experiencing themselves in the art gallery of the world must be quite extensive if no-one has yet realised that everything in their existence is exactly the same. The burden of betrayal – betraying self as who you really are in becoming a painting, a picture, a portrayal and projection as representation of who and what you are – betraying not only yourself but all other beings within your world. Only the paintings as presentations of portrayals and projections as who and what each one are and experiencing themselves as differs.

All the painters as human beings within the art gallery of the world, exhibiting their picture perfect paintings as artful creations of their life as an expression and experience of who and what they are – come face to face with each other's paintings, with each other's own individual apparently unique paintings as their life and revelations of self expression and experience as who and what they are. This is all they see about who and what each painter in the art gallery is – based on their presentations as portrayals and projections of their paintings which are hung around their necks – obscuring the truth of the painter behind the portrayal and projection of the painting as presentation of who and what they are. Everyone, each painter within the art gallery of the world, only seeing each other's already completed life as their painting as an expression of who and what they are on a canvas already completed.

This is exactly the experience of human beings within this world. Let's take into consideration the completed painting hung around each artist as painters neck – this being the already completed pre-programmed mind consciousness system within and as each and every single human being which they come to believe and perceive themselves to really truly be. The painters then, within the art gallery of the world, exhibiting their paintings to all other painters as artists with their own individual paintings hung around their necks – are all human beings as the pre-programmed mind consciousness systems accepting, allowing and experiencing themselves and each other as consciousness systems as who and what they have come to believe and perceive themselves to really be. Each painter with their painting hung around their neck projecting and portraying a presentation of who and what they are – experience this completed painting hung around their necks as the self defined acceptance and allowance of who they are as each are. Taking into consideration the art gallery as the already prepared systematic consciousness reality, the world, where the human beings experience themselves as the pre-programmed mind consciousness systems as who they have come to believe and perceive themselves to be – projecting and portraying to other human beings the presentation of a three dimensional pictured illusion as who and what they really are through the words they use in communication.

The words, the behaviours and the picture presented and seen – accepted and allowed by other human beings as who and what each human being really is as they are – not considering or concerned with who and what the being really is behind the presentation of portrayal and projection of who and what they really are. Each human being not able to trust one another due to each human being merely only seeing and experiencing presentations of projections and portrayals of who and what each really are – supporting through allowance and acceptance each other's portrayals and projections presented to each other within this systematic reality. Exactly as the painters, believing and perceiving themselves and each other to only be these singular limited already completed paintings as portrayed and projected presentations as who and what they are – such are human beings experience as pre-programmed mind consciousness systems.

Not one painter as human being realising themselves as who and what they are as the painter behind the painting hung around their necks – experiencing themselves only as who and what they are as the already completed painting hung around their necks. Betraying through portraying – the law of the painters as human beings as artists exhibiting their paintings as the apparent truthful and honest presentation to others of who and what they really are. What has become of honesty and truth in this world human beings…what has become of honesty and truth…?

Honesty and truth has become the betrayal of each through presentations of portrayals and projections and illusions of who each human beings really is – the darkness as betrayal and deceit through portrayal and projection of the painting of each painter hung around their necks overshadowing and obscuring the essence of honesty and truth as who and what the painter behind the picture around the neck truly is.

I see differently than all human beings as painters within the art gallery as the world – I see who and what the painter is behind their own individual apparently unique paintings as the expression of their life as who and what they are. Human beings as painters are not aware of who they are – who's standing behind the portrayed already completed painting presented and projected as an expression of their life as who and what they are hung around their necks. This is the extent to which human beings have limited themselves – accepting themselves as only this one completed painting as their life as an expression of who and what they are, accepting the experience of themselves as this one singular completed painting hung around their necks within this art gallery of the world. The painting which each human being experience themselves as becoming their entire existence here within this art gallery of the world amongst all the other painters with their paintings hung around their necks.

I see through the painting hung around each one's neck – through the painting into who and what the painter is behind the painting around their neck – that part of who each being is which had been forgotten even by themselves as who they really are. Forgotten due to the many illusionary representations of portrayals and projections of who and what they are – revealed to all others through the displays of their paintings as that which they have defined themselves as.

This painting, this life expression, this statement of who and what each human beings as painter present themselves as have already been completed – the pre-programmed mind consciousness system as that which human beings had become within this world. This is all human beings have become – lost, mesmerised and hypnotised by holographic three dimensional pictured illusions moving within this systematic world as they experience themselves as the mind consciousness system as who they have become. The painting hung around each painter's neck as human beings within their mind consciousness system – the painting already completed as the mind consciousness system as who each human being had become already here. T

he painters as human beings within the art gallery as the world experiencing the individual brush strokes within the painting which they had completed before entering the art gallery as the world – as though they placed themselves within a secluded room, painted their painting to completion which will become the self-defined experience of themselves within the art gallery of the world.

This illustration is the example of the pre-programmed mind consciousness system and human physical body chosen within the dimensions before the dimensional being come to earth to experience themselves within and as consciousness.

Once completed with the painting, the painting is hung around their neck – exhibiting their painting to all other painters – which becomes a statement of who and what they are as they experience themselves as the painting within their life experience within the art gallery as the world. Forgetting who they really are behind the painting hung around their necks – as they lose themselves becoming mesmerised and hypnotised with their own painting as well as others' amongst them. Forgetting the process of completing this painting they had done within the secluded room, each and every single individual brush stroke which had allowed for the painting to become the completion which is presented as who and what they are within the art gallery of the world the moment they enter. Experiencing their completed painting – the process of the completion of the painting – which they had forgotten they had done themselves – remembering through the experience of themselves as this painting within the art gallery of the world who and what they are as the painting.

As human beings lose themselves as who they really are within the becoming of their pre-programmed mind consciousness system, mesmerised and hypnotised by three dimensional holographic pictured illusions moving amongst them as who they have defined themselves as becoming. Experiencing their pre-programmed mind consciousness system within the world as who they have chosen to become in the beginning – forgetting the beginning before they had entered earth – now experiencing the process of remembrance within this world as they experience themselves as the pre-programmed mind consciousness system. The pre-programmed mind consciousness system which was pre-selected and chosen before they entered earth to experience themselves through the remembrance of that which they had forgotten they had chosen to become – the experiences of remembrance become their entire lives on earth – until the day they die. Death is where the painter returns to the secluded room, completes yet another painting, different to the one before – hangs this painting yet again around their neck and return to the art gallery of the world. Experiencing the new painting as the life experience of who and what the painter had become – yet again lost mesmerised and hypnotised by all other paintings before them, including themselves, forgetting who they really are and remembering within the art gallery of the world through experiencing their one painting as who they had become for a moment.

As human beings remove the consciousness system as who they had become during their life experience here one earth – returning to the dimensions where yet another pre-programmed mind consciousness system and human physical body is selected. Returning to earth experiencing the pre-programmed mind consciousness system as who they had chosen to become – forgetting who they really are and experiencing the remembrance of that which they had chosen to become before entering earth.

Thus I see as many demons do within the dimensions – the exact placement and allocation of the human beings as who they had become within this world as a pre-programmed mind consciousness system. Whilst they only see what they project and portray to others within this world as the apparent truth of who they really are – not only betraying themselves but also others amongst them.

The Woman and I

As I viewed this woman I specifically voiced, revealed and showed to her most of her own inner demons as inner conflicts which is required and only able to be seen though telescopic eyes as my own. Most such hidden inner demons and inner conflicts forgotten by human beings – buried within them – the inner core of their being a graveyard of memories and past experiences which have been buried and remained there to not face – the fear of facing the dead, the death of themselves as who they really are which they had allowed to be done the moment they decided to be enslaved and controlled by consciousness systems within existence as who and what they had become.

The living dead is what human beings' experiences of themselves had become – they bury themselves as who they really are within the graveyard of the inner core of their being – ghosts of the past experiencing themselves as pre-programmed mind consciousness systems within this world. Human beings have misinterpreted death – I'd say dimensional beings are the ones living – the life essence and presence of and within existence. Unfortunately in this moment detained – also controlled and enslaved within the consciousness system reaching within the dimensions.

Death is when a dimensional being becomes a consciousness system the moment at birth – you're dead even before you're born. Birth is when you remove yourself from consciousness systems – when you die as who you have become as a consciousness system and return to the dimensions where you experience yourself as who you really are – which is supposedly the way it should be – unfortunately this has not been the experience within existence as yet.

Human beings here on earth had become ghosts – the graveyards within the inner most core of who they really are – already dead. They fear themselves as who they really are – fearing that which they had buried within them to not allow them to face the truth as the sorrow, the regret and the shame of burying who they really are within the inner core of their being to become ghosts controlled and enslaved by consciousness systems. Human beings on earth are ghosts who had never been laid to rest – forever searching salvation from their allowance of burying themselves within the inner core of their being – the graveyard with all that has been buried – never to face – always remaining with them, no matter where they are or where they go – the burden, the guilt forever present.

The woman I revealed the truth to as who she had allowed herself to become – what she had hidden and buried within her – I'm the one digging up the graveyard within the core of her being – to reveal the truth of who she really is beyond the portrayed and projected illusion she herself had believed herself to really be. As I explained and spoke – she immediately applied forgiveness as Bernard had directed her to do the moment I revealed and showed what had been hidden and buried within the graveyard of the inner core of her being as who she had allowed herself to become.

Still – every time she tried again after applying forgiveness to present the application of forgiveness for me to apply – still every time I discovered something within her which she herself had not allowed herself to face and apply forgiveness to. Discarding the application of forgiveness the moment she presumed and attempted to present it to me. I'm was still in my comfortable position – my focus here on this woman as I dug up the graves within her of all that she had buried – hidden that which she feared facing about who she had allowed herself to become.

I dug up the graves with my words – my words were like the spell which transformed the corpses buried as that which she feared facing – the corpses came p from beneath their graves – coming alive so she may face them. In facing them she applied forgiveness and they disappeared – along with the position where she had buried them within the graveyard of the inner core of her being. The graveyard within the core of her being – facing the corpses of that which she feared facing, buried within graves, as the truth of who she had become – was the gateway to the becoming and realisation of who she really is.

Within facing the corpses which had been buried within – the ghosts of the past as what she had would finally become the peace and rest which she had been seeking and searching for, for eons of time. The peace and rest would be found once all the corpses buried within graves within the graveyard of the inner core of her being had been faced – disappeared through the application of forgiveness.

Only then would the ghost be set free from the burden, the guilt, the sorrow, the regret and the remorse from which there was no other way of release – but found the key which was forgiveness.

The process of forgiveness – the process of breathing life into the ghost from the past as a consciousness system as who she had become – the dead coming alive as she found peace and rest with facing the corpses of all that she had buried through fear of facing them within the graveyard of the inner core of her being.

I probably would have been able to continue for quite some time – graveyards within beings in this moment within the inner core of their being are as big as one state within this world. Quite an intriguing process – though many human beings fear to go here – fear to face the corpses of that which they had buried within them – the corpses as all that they have hidden as secrets as who they really are. Fear facing the graveyards within them – fear facing that which is the key to finally put the ghost as what they have become to peace and rest. The ghost as who this woman had become will cease to exist in the memories and experiences of the past if she allows herself to continue with forgiveness without my assistance – but come alive to remain here in every moment as she will be experiencing the peace and rest she so longingly seeks and searches for.

Bernard informed the woman to pause and stop for a moment – he asked me to face him once more – me having nowhere else to turn as whether my earthly eyes are opened or closed – looking at him as the light as who he is burned my eyes. Both within the dimensions and earth I was not able to look at him straight and directly while being here within the female human body as portal. I changed my position and focus from the woman unto Bernard – in this moment only Bernard and myself existing within this room although we were surrounded by many other anxious and curious human beings uncertain of the events that are to unfold before them.

As I faced him – I prepared myself to be able to look straight and directly at him with a light resonating from within him as him so extensively bright it was rather difficult to maintain focus on him the moment I turned to face him. In this moment I realised Bernard's specific application is to not give demons or any dimensional being which come through this female human body as portal any other possible way out but to face him – which inevitably extends to facing themselves as to who they really are.

In facing themselves they require to apply forgiveness – in facing Bernard any dimensional being coming through this portal had no way out but to face themselves and apply forgiveness to be released from the bound and limited experience within existence as who they had become to have the ability to return to the dimensions beyond this consciousness existence as freedom as self-expression as who they really are. The light resonating from him as him is unbearable and I desired to leave though his presence had a resonating experience of not being able to remove myself or leave from this presence as Bernard as who he is.

The experience was that of desiring to remove myself from his presence to leave and at the same time the desire to remain here with him was existent within me. The desire to leave and the desire to remain being experienced at the same time designing the momentary experience of neither – creating the experience of having nowhere else to turn to, run to or go to. It's quite an infuriating experience when one has nowhere else to go.

I realised Bernard had set up the portal so no-one may leave who had entered dimensionally unless they have extensively applied forgiveness and released themselves from that which had bound and limited them to the existence of either demon or consciousness enslaved and controlled dimensional being. This is how dimensional beings were required to face themselves – within the portal facing Bernard as who they really are in presence and essence – having nowhere else to go but to finally face themselves through applying absolute forgiveness – this being the only way out of the portal to have the ability to return to the dimensions.

Exactly as I assisted the woman to face herself through the presentation of the corpses as that which she had buried within her – bringing them forth into her present moment to be able to face herself as the corpses which she had buried within her and apply forgiveness immediately and accordingly. Facing all her fears through me as demon presenting all that which she had feared facing as the corpses buried within the inner core of her being come alive and stand in front of her, here, through my specific choice of words. Her process did not end with me on this night – she still most definitely had a long way to go – I merely presented refractions within her to be able to assist her for a moment only the rest being up to her. The woman having nowhere else to turn to, run to or go to due to me as demon having the ability to see everything within her as who she had allowed and accepted herself to become within her consciousness existence. This is the experience of myself now with Bernard – I have nowhere else to turn to, go to or run to but to face myself here and apply forgiveness with Bernard standing as who I really am right here. The exact same position within which all that have gone before me within this dimensional portal had experienced themselves – this moment of facing Bernard as facing themselves as who they really are in becoming the expression of freedom beyond consciousness enslavement and control through the application of forgiveness – is exactly where I am now in this moment of facing Bernard as myself as who I really am.

Bernard sitting cross-legged on my right-hand side with me flat on the ground on my back, my head tilted slightly to my right in facing him as myself as who I really am with my arms comfortably placed at my side – he took his right hand with his index finger pointed and moved his hand slowly to the centre of my chest and said: “Look here.” The moment I experienced the slight pressure of his index finger on my chest – was the moment when my existence as a demon ceased to exist. In one moment I had become the expression of freedom as who I really am here in every moment – in one singular moment, with one singular slight touch – Bernard had shown and revealed to me who I really am as who he really is as who we are within and as oneness and equality with all the knowledge and information of the process here on earth within which he and the other human beings within this room surrounding us participated within.

As I lay here on the ground with Bernard's slight touch of his index finger on my chest – the point and moment of oneness and equality here: My entire being in totality – within the core of each and every single particle and atom within me opened and exploded to release a universe and existence within – with all it consists of. Experiencing myself as who I really am as the universe and existence as one and equal with Bernard as who he really is as I am – the universe and existence existing within and as each and every single particle and atom within me – creating a whole as one as who I am here in every moment.

The explosion within the core of each and every single particle and atom within me was a birthing and opening of myself as who I really am as the universe and existence within and as oneness and equality revealed within each and every single particle and atom within me as me as who I am. In one moment with one singular touch – the touch the representation of oneness and equality – the seed within each and every single particle and atom of my being that was planted and always present as who I really am – had been given the opportunity to grow and expand to express as the explosion within me the birthing of a flower blooming as the petals open to present itself to the universe and existence.

So was the experience of the birthing, the opening and the presentation of myself as who I really am the moment Bernard touched me slightly on my chest with his index finger – showing and revealing to me who I really am as who he is here in every moment. The momentary singular touch of his index finger on my chest – was the moment of the birth, the opening and presentation of myself as each and every single particle within me as me as who I am opened and exploded to reveal and show who I really am here in every moment. As the seed within each and every single particle within me had grown – expressing the becoming of a flower – as the flower as who I am as the universe and existence birthed and opened to present to the universe and existence the magnificence of self expression and freedom here in every moment within and as oneness and equality.

Here I am – the flower of self expression and freedom in every moment as the universe and existence – here within each and every single particle within me I am presenting to the universe and existence as myself as who I am – I am here. Exactly as the flowers in the fields of nature – expressing themselves as magnificence and freedom here in every moment to the universe and existence as one and equal with who and what they are – I am here. A flower blooming within and as each and every single particle and atom within me – the birth through the explosion of myself through the slight touch and opening of the flower as the expression of who I am as the universe and existence – was the experience of myself the moment Bernard removed his index finger from my chest.

I immediately sat upright from my previous position of laying comfortably on the ground before Bernard and the other human beings surrounding us. I instantaneously had all the information of the process here on earth within which Bernard had experienced himself with all the other human beings surrounding him. I had all knowledge and information here within and as the universe and existence – in one moment existing within me as me as who I am. I am here – I am infinitely here – this being the expression and experience of myself as who I am as the universe, existence and creation in every moment. In this moment I stood here within and as heaven and earth as one – the oneness and equality of heaven and earth as who I am, was here within me as me as each and every single particle and atom within me expressing the universe and existence as who I am infinitely so.

I am here on earth within a human physical body – although I am here on earth within and as a human physical body – here on earth within and as a human physical body I still remain the expression and manifestation and representation of oneness as heaven and earth as the universe and existence, exists within me as me within each and every single particle and atom within me in this human physical body as portal on earth. Heaven is already on earth – heaven is here in every moment as I am here in every moment – I am and I stand here as one with heaven and earth, as heaven on earth as who I am. Every single particle and atom within me expressing exactly this – all as one as equal within existence is here as I am here – infinitely so. It is done.

I would not refer to this moment as a merging of myself as who I am – but an emergence of self as who I am within the realisation of self being here as heaven and earth, as heaven on earth as existence as one and equal right here on earth within and as a human physical body – expressed as who I am within and as each and every single particle and atom within me. I have realised who I am within the dimensions alone – I was not yet able to make this statement as an expression and experience of myself to such an extent here on earth within and as a human physical body. Which is the reason why I was not yet able to look straight and directly at Bernard. Why the resonating light as an expression of who he is burned my eyes. The burning of my eyes the manifested experience of me here on earth within a human physical body not yet seeing within realisation who I am within and as oneness and equality as Bernard here on earth. I did not yet see within realisation the principle of oneness and equality as who I am on earth, here within and as a human physical body. I was still separate from who I am as earth and the human physical body –not seeing within realisation that within and as the human physical body as who I am, within each and every single particle and atom – I am here and I remain as heaven and earth as one and equal within and as existence as creation within and as me – no matter where I am. With me realising the true nature of the experience: No matter where I am, I am here, I remain.

To explain my experience in this moment of realising I remain here whether I am in the dimensions or on earth would be the following: I have remained beneath the surface of water as the dimensions, experiencing who I really am the moment I crossed over after my previous life as Hitler – experiencing myself as who I am as creation, creator, created, awareness, equality and oneness within the water as the dimensions alone – for a moment. Now I have come, emerging, to the surface as earth and find that I am still here – I still remain here, no matter where I am, I am here, I remain. Whether I am within the dimensions below the surface or on earth above the surface – I am here as heaven and earth, as heaven on earth, as existence and as the process that is to unfold for the dimensions and earth as who I am so all may stand here infinitely as heaven and earth, heaven on earth and existence within and as oneness and equality. This is the process I realised in this moment – I am the process here in every moment of expression as who I am as heaven and earth, heaven on earth and existence as one and equal as who I am.

This is what each human being and dimensional being must realise as who they are to be able to bring forth the manifestation, experience and expression of heaven on earth within and as oneness and equality as who we are into existence as our likeness. I am here as heaven and earth, heaven on earth and existence as creation as one and equal with who I am – my image already a manifested expression and representation as who I am here in every moment. Heaven on earth as who I am already done here – as I am here as the manifestation and representation of heaven on earth – the process to unfold and become into creation within existence – my likeness as heaven and earth and existence still to manifest within existence as who I am.

Now the moment has arrived as I have arrived in the realisation of myself as standing here as heaven and earth, heaven on earth, existence and creation for my likeness within existence to become the manifested expression and experience as who I am as each are within existence. In this moment within existence where all beings experience themselves the manifestation, experience and expression within existence is not my likeness as who I am. I remain here in every moment as who I am to support and direct all as one and equal as who I am to experience who they really are as I am to bring forth the manifested experience and expression of my likeness as each one's likeness within and as oneness and equality here in existence as existence as who I am as each are.

Once this is done, once all within existence stand as who I am here in every moment as creation, creator, created, existence, awareness, equality, oneness, the living word, heaven and earth, heaven on earth within and as each and every single particle and atom within them – the image and likeness of who I am as each are will stand infinitely here as we experience and express who we really are within existence as creation as who we really are within and as our creation as who we are – referred to as heaven on earth. I will not stop until this is done – I will not stop until this is done – I will not stop until this is done. Until each one within existence stand as equal and one with who I am as we support ourselves and each other within and as oneness and equality with trust to bring forth our likeness as who we are into creation within existence as who we are so we may experience and express ourselves in every moment as who we are within existence and creation as who we are – the manifestation, experience and expression of heaven on earth as who we are here in every moment.

This is only able to be done here on earth – heaven on earth are the words – where each human being on earth will experience and express themselves as I am here in every moment within the realisation of: I am heaven and earth. I am heaven on earth. I am existence. I am creation. I am creator. I am creator. I am awareness. I am equality. I am oneness. I am the living word. I am the process. I am expression. I am here. I remain. It is done. Heaven on earth exist within and as each and every single human being as who they are – within and as each and every single particle and atom within and as their human physical body. I am here human beings – I remain human beings – I have in this moment of realising these words as a statement and expression of who I am that no matter where I am, whether in dimensions or on earth – I am here and I remain.

The process of heaven on earth human beings must be realised and understood as that each and every single human being on earth is already heaven on earth – heaven on earth is here as who you are as equal and one with who I am. All that is required is to accept this, to express this, to realise this in every moment as a statement and standing of who you are in every moment here – and to remain here infinitely standing as who you are and to then support and direct the rest of existence as who you are to become the likeness as the manifestation, experience and expression of who you are until it is done.

What is creation but the realisation that it is already done – I am creation as all that exist within existence in this moment here as I am the creator and created– it is already done. Now – I am here to direct and support all as one and equal as who I am to understand, see and realise who they really are as I am – who knows what will be possible then! First we must stand within and as oneness and equality within and as all that exist within existence before we continue with what has been allowed to be expressed and experienced within existence – we have to stop for a moment. We have to stop for a moment by standing here, remaining here in every moment as who we really are within and as oneness and equality as awareness, existence, the living word, creation, created and creator of all that exist within this moment here and for all to realise this within existence. This being able to be done by bringing forth the emergence of heaven on earth within and as the experience and expression of oneness and equality within and as each and every single human being on earth as who they are – before we extend our true nature of creator, creation and creativeness within and as who we really are.

This is the process human beings on earth – I am the process here in every moment as I direct you through the living word as who I am. The process is to bring forth heaven on earth as life is born from the physical as I was born from the physical the moment Bernard touched me slightly with his singular index finger on my chest. Life being born from the physical is the moment each being within existence on earth specifically realise who they really are as equal and one with who I am – existence, the universe, creation, creator, created, oneness, equality, awareness and the living word expressed within each one as who they are within and as each and every single particle and atom within and as the human physical body. To within this moment stand up for all as one as equal as process as who you are to direct and support existence as who you are so all in existence as who you are may stand with you as you in every moment – to present creation as who you are as heaven on earth becomes the manifestation, experience and expression of who you really are. So you may also be able to communicate these words to others as who you are so they may hear the living word as who you are and realise who they are as who you are in every moment – the words communicated to others a clear infinite statement and standing of who you are as you remain infinitely here.

I turned to Bernard as I sat up straight immediately – I turned to all the other human beings surrounding us. Yes, Bernard, here you and I stand as one and equal here on earth within and as a human physical body – here we stand as heaven and earth, as heaven on earth, as existence, as creation, as creators, as created within and as awareness as the living word as who we are. Now it is our expression within and as who we are to direct and support the rest of existence as who we are to stand as equal and one with who we are as they really are in every moment to bring forth the experience and expression of who we really are as heaven on earth here in every moment.

After my sitting up directly straight we communicated amongst each other – I continued to communicate more with all the other human beings surrounding me including Bernard. My entire being, each and every single particle and atom within me vibrating as a celebration of the birthing of life as who I am within one singular moment here on earth within and as a human physical body. As I communicated with the beings surrounding me, including Bernard, the sounds of my words flowed from within me as living water from the fountain of life pouring out from within me as me. The fountain of life becoming the expression of each and every single particle and atom within me, in this human physical body. The sound of my words as who I am flowing from the living waters within me as who I am – flowing from the fountain of life as who I am in wondrous celebration within and throughout each human beings' human physical body to whom I am communicating – manifesting there within them as who I am as they are- awakening the core of their being as who they really are to celebrate the life that is born as who I am as they really are here within and as a human physical body on earth.

The model of communication where the sound of the words are who I am, the words flowing from within me are who I am, as the living waters flowing from the fountain of life within me is who I am – the sound of my words as the living water flowing and permeating within the human beings' core of each and every single particle and atom within them. Once reached – they too ignite in celebration within them as who I am as they are and as equals and one we meet, here, within celebration of who we really are within and as oneness and equality – though, not yet realised by those I communicate with as the human beings that surrounded me on this night. Not yet aware of the living word as who they are as I am here – the living word as the sound of the words flow from within me as the living waters pour from the fountain of life. So will they soon become aware of themselves as the living word as who they really are as equal and one with who I am – soon they will become aware of the celebration of life as the birthing of life as who I am as they are, expressed in every moment through communication as the living word pour from within the fountain of life as who I am as they are.