Resonant Abuse Triggers Pt 3 Mind Sex and Masturbation • Desteni - Equality and Oneness

Pt. 3 Mind-Sex & Masturbation

Now theres Resistance, Okay? Now, here alarm should go on - Why? (draws on the paper). Because here, youre facing the Real Actual Point in the Physical, Okay? Anna: yeah. Resonances: The Physical, this is whats Real. Anna: Yeah. Resonances: Yet, youve now within yourself, had the urge for Sex, but now that youre coming to the Actual, Real Physical Act thereof, youre experiencing Resistance. Its like: Whoa wait a minute. Whats going on here? Because within my mind, within the experience of myself, it was like overpowering, you know I really wanted this, but now why is it that I come to the Actual Real Act ofthe only thing thats Real and now Im experiencing Resistance? Okay, so what happened in that moment is the following: you within yourself knew that this Physical Act of Sex is not going to compare to the Physical experience that youve had within yourself, in relation to self-masturbation, masturbating yourself. Cause when you masturbate yourself, youve got a certain experience within that and youve masturbated a lot within your life. Its a primary, almost Intimate Point with you, within your Mind, in relation to the Energetic experiences that youve had with masturbation. Anna: yeah. Resonances: Okay? And youve had within yourself, Compared masturbation with yourself, with Physical Sex with a male. Anna: Okay. Resonances: And masturbation was much better, in most circumstances, than actually having sex with a male. Make sense? Anna: Yes. Resonances: Okay, so now then you got to this Point, it was, kind of a moment where your two realities met, your comparisons met and you went: this is not going to be as exciting as my experience would be, if I would masturbate myself. And thats why Resistance came through. Because you knew: if you were gonna go into that physical act of Sex, youre going to be disappointed. Youre going to experience like, lesser of what you could experience by just masturbating yourself. Anna: Laughs. Resonances: See? Thats where that Depression came in, that Resistance, dont wanna go there, its not gonna be fun. So you basically became the Living experience of what you experience after Sex
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